Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 118
Lex’s Pov
Everything was dark.
For the first time in my life, I tasted fear as an Alpha and a Lycan demon. I thought being cursed by that was the worst thing that could ever happen to me, I thought I was going to lose half of my life if any ear got to realise the demonic thing I carried and everyone was going to flee from me.
It was a lie that was slammed to my face right now in the dark, down in this basement and being immobile.
The dark bittered truth was not being able to see my mate, the one whose life was shattered because of my stupidity.
The one who broke every Ice in every corner of my soul to make me warm, I fucked her life up and I won’t see her.
How could I even do that with a sincere heart, My wolf was hurting so bad they shut me out completely, leaving me in my own fucked up world.
I messed up and I don’t know how to repay this, I was so focused on my ego and trying so hard to keep her by myself when her life was already ruined by me.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Felix yelled at me, he knew what I wanted to do and he had no fucking business with that.
I’m writing a letter because I’m a coward, I should go to prison, pay for my sins and feel the pains she felt in triple but it’s useless.
I would dampen things the more and there’s no greater pain than not being with Lilia, there’s no greater punishment than that so I’ll do it and redeem that.
“You’re not selling off your authority Alexander! You only fucked her!” He growled at me and I chuckled, licking my lips and scribbling down what I was going to send to the Pack.
“I only fucked her?” I chuckled, writing more and turning stone cold all of a sudden. I can’t reverse what has happened so I should better quit the pity party and get straight to work.
I need to survive under the full moon, I need it like a melody to my dying soul or I won’t survive it this time around.
“Yes, you only did. Look, I understand your guilt, I understand you love her and you can’t stand the sight of looking at her but things can change!”
I stared at him and the chains tied to his hands and feet, I wished it was his neck in that position. Right now, I could kill Felix without blinking but I didn’t want to do that, why would I do that in a blink when he’s caused me an everlasting pain.
” Things can change?”
“You can defend yourself, do anything, seduce her and beg but don’t drop your authority as the Alpha and tell the world, you’re going to jeopardize Dad’s reputation!” I scoffed and nodded, understanding why he was suddenly interested. The fucker was worried about his father, he needs him to save his ass but it’s not happening.
“How touching Felix, who would have thought you cared for the family so much?”
“I’ve always cared for the family, I’ll never let a cunt or pussy get in the way to destroy our bond, I’ll never be like you who turn from a King to a Slave, you look so pathetic right now.” I stood up and groaned at the pains that held my bones and how my jaw stung as I opened my mouth.
Raven had hit the shit out of me but how could I forget the look of disgust and disbelief on his face and the expression on his tone.
“You’ve never had a mate or fallen for anyone so it’s useless to understand what it means to be a slave to love.”
“Bullshit!”
“I will write a letter to the Pack and tell them who I am, tell them I’m a rapist and how I’m not fit to rule as their Alpha anymore!”
“Fucking thwart! You will turn rogue, they will despise you like a plague! Do you even know what you’re spewing right now, you’re destroying the family’s legacy for a bitch who has moved on from a one time trauma everyone has faced and moved on!”
“She’s my mate, the woman I love and would spend the rest of my life looking at her face with lies! Shut up Felix, you know nothing and you will have the opportunity to know once we leave here together!”
I told him and his eyes flickered in confusion and fear but he was still adamant and arrogant, refusing to admit to defeat. “You won’t kill your brother!”
I smiled at him, it scared me at what I might do at this moment and he shifted uncomfortably, staring at me.
“I won’t kill you Felix, you ruined my life so why on earth would I do that?”
“Fuck you Alexander! I’m your brother!”
“We don’t want to have this dance again, you should ask for permission to dance if you want to listen to it again!” I looked at the letter I wrote and picked my phone to make some calls. I already got Information from the others about the state of my mate. Her uncle Poisoned her due to a blackmail but Raven won’t listen to shit which made me smile, he should be the Alpha already, he acted just like me.
“Common, let’s go Felix!” I sighed, removing the chains on his legs and hands.
“What did you write there Alex?
“Nothing much, I told them about what I did, who the next Alpha would be and a little will for my dear wife and baby.”
He staggered and chuckled bitterly, shaking his head at me and twisting his free hands.
“You’re a Fool and what did I say about Hurting me? You don’t have the balls because you still love me Lex , the bond is there or you won’t be so foolish to release me?” He yelled and lunged an attack at me with a sudden movement that didn’t surprise me. He had a gun, ready to shoot and I had a syringe that went straight to his neck the moment he pointed the gun at me and Everything went silent..
The effect of the medicine worked instantly and he became limp.
“Fuck you Felix!” I growled and dragged him outside.
*****
“Hey, come here sweetheart. I was worried about you.” I fell into my mum’s embrace and smiled, feeling high with guilt.
I just wanted to see her again before I go MIA. She’s going to be disappointed and devastated and since I can’t face my mate, I should try and be with my mum.
“How are you feeling?” I asked, disentangling from the hug and rubbing her hair.
“Great, just worried about your father. They would be taking him to court this week and he’s not ready to tell them the truth that he has nothing to do with his disappearance.
“I’m hungry.” I blurted out and it worked like magic because my mum was already on her feet, heading towards the Kitchen.
Felix was in the car trunk, he was going with me once I left here and I’m hundred percent sure that no one would have access to him.
In less than thirty minutes, I was served with fresh turkey soup, pasta and garden egg sauce that made my stomach rumble
“How on earth did you cook so fast?” I chuckled, digging on the food and feeding my stomach because I don’t know how long I’ll be out there without having one.
“I only prepared pasta, the rest was already prepared.” I nodded, eating the tasty meal and trying so hard to be normal for once with her without a display of any kind of guilty demeanor.
“Where’s your brother?” Mum asked me and I shrugged, focusing on my meal.
“Alexander? Are you hiding something from me?” I stiffened at my mum’s statement especially at the mention of my full name which she rarely does.
“I don’t understand what you’re talking about Mum, can I eat in Peace and not talk about him, you’re about to make this tasty meal feel like rust in my tongue.”
” You came home, didn’t see your supposed Poisoned Luna and came to eat from me.” She swallowed and let the tears fall off her face and I grit my teeth, this woman doesn’t have to be this smart. It’s not fair.
“Tell me, are you trying to say goodbye?” I dropped the spoon and licked my lips before staring at her.
“Can’t I see my mother again?”
“Of course you can honey, I just know you too much. You’re always either at work, trying to fix some shitty problems and promising to have lunch with me over and over again which never happened or at the Pack trying to strike a balance and battling with Alveria, or with your precious mate whom you love so much but you’re here! Tell me Alexander, tell me I’m lying that you don’t have something up your sleeves.” She broke down in tears and I sighed, I’m bursted but I couldn’t tell her what exactly happened.
“I love you Mum, I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about me!”
“Alex?” She called when I turned to leave and I halted.
“Promise me you’ll be safe, that you won’t let your powers kill you and you’ll be back to rule with your Luna.” She asked in tears and pleaded but I scoffed.
All those words were mere wishes I needed but I quashed it because it was never going to happen.
“I’m sorry Mother, I love you.” I told her and walked out before I had a change of mind and left, despite the tears she shedded, I was satisfied to stare at her again and eat with her.
I waited till midnight before I sneaked into the hospital like a rat, praying for my mate to be asleep or I’ll be fucked and won’t go anywhere again.
But nature seemed to favour me because my mate was peacefully sleeping, her scent made me weak and it made my wolf surge out like a hungry roaring lion in need.
“Don’t leave our mate Lex, look at her. She’s pregnant, my pup needs us, you need to be there for her and don’t let her get lonely.” I cut him off the mind link before I let that settle in my mind.
The truth hurts like hell, he was right but I don’t want to think about it.
Her hair was sprawled around the pillows, she looked like a goddess as always. So fucking beautiful and mesmerising as always
“I’m so sorry flower.” I whispered, kissing her forehead and taking off the royal necklace on my neck.
“I don’t know if I’ll be back but I need to pay for the deeds I committed. I hope you forgive me my love. I hope you stay strong because I won’t be here, I’m sorry.” My lips quivered and my body shook with raw emotions that made my throat dragged down in pain, I want to kiss her, one last time.
Her lips were slightly parted, Inviting me to fuck it all up and kiss her wild, to be inside her and beg for an apology.
I need her so much, I need to get out.
“I love you, I’m sorry.” Just one final kiss on her forehead and I’m out, using the window and walking towards the direction of my car lest I get caught by the guards who would definitely raise an alarm about my presence.
I got into the car and sighed, resting my head on the steering wheel but something sharp and painful stabbed the side of my neck and I froze.
“Felix?” Fuck me, that moron is supposed to be passed out till the following today, that shit one his body was freaking powerful.
“No my love, It’s me.” My body vibrates at her voice, I swung my body hard to slam her head on the rear window and throw her out without mercy but she swiftly stuck her hands out to shoot a blast of gunshot in the air and I yelled.”
“Stop it Seraphina!”
“No, you get to stop it and let the medicine work on you like a good boy.” She yelled back and my vision became blurry, my muscles felt numb and I felt weak and I know, I’ve let my guard down to be fucked up by this bitch.