Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 115
Lex’s Pov
Six years ago…..
Today was one of those days I didn’t like a bit, I mean; I’m happy for the moon goddess for a successful year and the achievements we’ve made so far. Despite being young, I’ve managed my father’s company to the charts and surpassed those intelligent humans. I’m going to be an Alpha to our Powerful Pack and my brother was going to be done with his degree soon.
It was worth celebrating for but I didn’t want that. I wanted to sneak back to the office and check out the demographics to see which opponents of ours were getting stronger, which company’s stock was higher, and get a good meal and sleep but it was all a mere wish the moment my younger brother came inside and dragged me outside.
“I’ll fucking punch your brains out Lex, what the fuck are you doing here when you should be trending all over the place as the latest celebrant.”
“I’m alive, I’m happy you’re here and Mum is okay, it’s more than enough to keep me sane. You can buy something cool and we’ll eat together to celebrate our lives?”
“Are you done vomiting that trash?” He spat at me and I rolled my eyes, entering into the car. My Mum made things worse for me by supporting him which made it so easy to sugarcoat me with words.
Felix threw the party at school, it was wonderful and magnificent and even the owner of the school shut down every activity of the school in honor of my birthday and everywhere was wild.
“Take this, you should loosen up brother, everything is not about the files and positions in white walls.” I took the glass from him and drank everything at once, it felt good. I winced and my throat dragged against Its gums, my eyes watered and I wondered where on earth he got such powerful shit.
“Give me another,” I told him and he was excited, it made my heart warm. He just wanted me to be happy and have all the fun in the world, so what’s so bad to give it a try?
“It’s good huh?”
“It’s perfect! I should have this at home later, it’s more than enough to drown my stress out.” We both laughed at that and the next stage was a set of all kinds of fried meat that made my mouth water, the music blasted in the air, and the screams that accompanied it made senses heightened, bodies pressed against each other while swaying to the beats and lyrics and it felt Euphoric.
I drank and got gestures from girls who didn’t interest me in any way but I was rock hard.
My cock twisted due to the lack of space in my right pants and it didn’t feel right.
Cold sweat began to break on my forehead as my skin tingle, I badly wanted to squeeze my cock to rub the sensation off so I squeezed my legs tighter to hide the growing bulge which didn’t make sense to me until I stare at the bottle of the drink I just emptied only for reality to slap back on my face.
“Felix?”
“Common Lex, I have a surprise for you. Let’s go!” He grabbed my hands and made me walk out of the loud room with his friends, making me swallow the words I had intended to spew out.
“Where are we going, Lex?” I asked curiously but he told me to shut up.
“Don’t make me spoil a surprise Lex, it’s for you alone so just thank me later.”
He told me and I let out a breath and felt goosebumps instead, my cock was harder and I just needed to fuck. I didn’t care who it was at the moment because I was too high to think.
I was taken to a room and I frowned, it was too beautiful and neat. The intense suspense of what was happening made me hornier than ever.
“You should have a taste of pure cunt, what do you think? How are you feeling now?” He winked at me and I shook my head in disgust and growled.
“You drugged me?”
“Yeah, so you could fuck and be a man in your cold boring life that gets infected by that stupid Beta of yours who hates my guts!”
“Felix!!” I yelled and he chuckled, pointing his hands to the most flawless skin I’ve ever seen in my entire life, so fucking submissive and willing.
She was a paid whore, so I shouldn’t be surprised at the manner of her calmness.
“Don’t yell at me, you’re an Alpha and you’ve never had sex in your entire life, do you know how that makes me feel when I get mocked? You’re going to shut up and fuck that girl, don’t worry. Everything is taken care of, even if it’s part of the game, part of the thrill because you will wish to have it every single day of your life!” He told me and I got hornier, her cleavage was delicate and her laps were fucking inviting.
The door slammed behind me and I just wanted to thrust, fuck and do anything to stop this sweet pain and torture.
Without thinking, I pulled out my slacks and groaned in desire, fisting my cock violently and furiously to let me released but It didn’t work, I was punishing myself and felt stupid for not being able to be a man to fuck a free will present before me.
I hopped on the bed and had my way, she suddenly woke up and struggled but Just as Felix had told me, it was part of the game and her screams and struggles made it more eccentric.
It was the best night of my life to feel such pleasure that I passed out and slept till dawn.
When I woke up, it dawned on me that she was a virgin. Blood was everywhere on the sheets, my hands trembled and when I tried to stand up my knees felt weak but I knew I had to fight it and get out. I didn’t see the girl’s face and I never wished to do that. Everything was done from behind with her ass cheeks slapping against mine.
Fuck!!
Fuck you Felix, I need it again and it’s fucking stupid.
I stood up, grabbed my shirt and turned to leave but I felt guilty. I returned and dropped my MasterCard beside her, and wrote down my pin. She would never entire life face what it means to be poor again, it was going to be everything she needed and I think it’s worth it.
Until days later, it was rumored that a girl left the school because of the trauma she experienced from rape.
My world snapped and crushed to pieces because I knew she was the one, I destroyed her.
I hit and beat my brother to a pulp and cried at him to tell me what the fuck he had done but he called me a whimp. A tiny puppy just because of a news that had nothing to do with me.
“She was raped, you said she was paid to act that way. That the struggle was the best! She was a virgin, Felix Wilson, What did you make me do!” I asked my brother that day, I trembled because I knew I had gone hard on her like a beast and I enjoyed it.
She was the one in pain, she was the one who took everything like she offended the world and bled.
“Then why are you acting like a pussy! That’s exactly the plan and don’t fucking drop your master card for sluts! It’s not worth it!” He threw my card at me, the one I dropped for the lady whom I thought had given me the best time of my life.
I felt bad, haunted but do you know what makes me sick and disgusted at myself, I needed that again.
I wanted to fuck her again and I got obsessed. I searched for her for days, months, and years but it was shit…
She disappeared and Felix told me to face my life because he had everything under control until Seraphina came into my life.
Presently, I stared at my brother who passed me a smirk of victory. I didn’t know when the goddamn tears came out, Fuck!! Men don’t act like pussy or a tiny whimper of frustrated cats being tied and put in a bag but I did and I’ll do more because my life is fucked up.
I raped the love of my life, my Luna. The mother of my baby and made her cry to me about it.
“Tell me it’s not true Alexander Wilson!” Raven called my full name in rage because he heard what I spewed in my heart. I let the link open so he could have access to my dark wicked heart.
I don’t think I deserve to live at this point, I spent my whole fucking time and months, pushing myself and Raven so we could just get that demon that fucked my mate’s life up.
But that demon was me, I’m the real demon and it suits me badly.
“SAY SOMETHING MOTHERFUCKER!! TELL ME YOU DIDN’T DO IT. PLEASE, ALPHA…. TELL ME YOU DIDN’T RAPE MY SISTER!!” He yelled, he pleaded with me because he didn’t want to face that reality. I want to run away from it too. If I had known about this earlier I would have killed Felix a long time ago and destroyed any ties with my love. I wouldn’t have gotten deep, so deep to be in this mess.
“He did it man, stop spilling my eardrums.” I kidnapped her myself and he raped her like a demon, I made her heal from it and she fell for me. I loved her too, she was too fucking smart, beautiful, and a fashion brainiac but she was cursed. A white fucking Wolf was not in our life and I let her go and began to use her!”
I sniffed hard and vibrated, Raven yelled and grabbed the iron pole from me to hit me so hard. I swear, I didn’t feel any pain aside from cold liquid seeping down my head.
“Why!” Raven yelled and hit me again. “She suffered!” Another hit followed with a ferocious kick that sent me to the ground.
“ANSWER ME!! WHY!” Raven was frustrated, he kept hitting me and yelled, throwing the pole away, and grabbing his hair hard to roar.
I needed that roar but all I felt was blankness, the only echo that repeated was. “I raped my mate”
She was going to hate me for life, she was going to look me in the eyes and truly confirm those words of hating a demon like me.
Felix laughed, I talked about breaking him but he broke me beyond repair even before I could start.
My phone rang and I couldn’t even think of picking it up, I just didn’t want to exist.
Fucking hell, I’m a rapist.
I raped the only woman that gave me the meaning to live, can’t something take away this pain.
My heart is going to fucking explode and I wish it kills me.
I should just fucking die because I don’t want to live anymore. Raven pushed his hands in my pocket to pick up the call, he was in tears too, My Beta fucking cried and I bit my lips so hard and pulled the flesh.
“Alpha’s busy, who’s on the line?” He maintained a strict tone and his countenance fell…
“What the fuck, Uncle Pedro? Is she fine, which hospital….. fuck I’ll be there in seconds! Order anyone you see to not let that man leave the Pack! Yes!!!” He yelled and I’ve never wanted to be so curious in my If anything happened to my flower and why I can’t feel anything from it.
Raven dropped my phone and took some steps back away from me, he stared at Felix who looked as fulfilled as ever, and shook his head.
“Stay the fuck away from Lilia Tyson!” My throat tightened and burned but I nodded, what was I expecting anyway? A warm hug and to go home and cuddle with a mate I raped?
“Stay away from her and I don’t know how the fuck how that is going to happen!”
“I’m sorry Raven!”
“Sorry, my ass!” He yelled and slammed his fist on the iron table!
“Sorry my fucking ass, you think family don’t betray too? You think I was just jealous and bluffing when I said I don’t like him, so you had it in you too right?”
“I would not go near her, I promise but I was drugged. I acted against my will, I looked for her, I”
“Tell that lie to the birds! Fuck you for breaking me this way!” He growled with pain in his tone and walked out, every step he took made me realize that I lost the only brother I had, the one who stood by me in every thick and thorn, I lost my mate, I lost the love of my life…forever.