“Ok.” Lily said as she pouted and stopped.
My mother turned her attention towards me. “Why are you down here? You have a desk. Go upstairs.”
I nodded, gathered my things and rushed up the steps. I needed to get away from Lily. I needed to clear my head. I got into my room and closed the door. I set my things on my desk and sat. I held my head and breathed heavily. I knew Lily was beautiful. That was not a new discovery. But, why were my thoughts the way they were? I couldn’t control myself. My phone buzzed. I checked it. It was Lily.
Where did you go?
Mom told me to go to my room.
Oh.
Why?
I dunno.
No… why?
It was several minutes before she answered. I just thought we could sit down here together before they kicked us out of the living room.
Oh.
Did you enjoy looking at me?
My heart slammed into my throat. What?
I felt your eyes on me.
Did you?
Yes.
I wasn’t looking.
Rob, don’t be silly. I knew you were looking.
My palms began to sweat. I don’t know what you are talking about.
Rob, I was doing yoga in front of the deck doors. I saw your reflection. You stared at me the entire time.
Fuck.
It is ok.
No, it isn’t. I shouldn’t be looking at you like that.
Why not?
What do you mean? Because it isn’t right.
Rob, I don’t care.
You should.
Can I ask you something?
I wanted to hide. I wanted to stop texting her. I sat back in the computer chair and took a deep breath. Sure.
Remember when I was younger and we were hanging out in your room?
Yes.
Do you remember what I asked you?
My hands shook as I read her message. They shook so much that I nearly dropped my phone. I took a deep breath and tried to gather my thoughts.
Rob?
I’m here.
Do you remember?
Yes.
You never answered me that night.
I hoped you would drop it forever, Lily.
No such luck.
What do you want me to say Lily?
Answer the question.
I set my phone down onto the desk. My heart raced. Not only did she catch me leering at her, she remembered that question from years ago. She never let it go just as I hadn’t. I picked up my phone and took a deep breath. Honestly?
Yes, Rob.
If I were to answer your question back then, I would have said no.
But now?
Lily…
Answer it, Rob.
I think it is ok for family members to fool around if their feelings are the same and if there are boundaries so neither side would be hurt.
There was no answer. There was no response. There was a roar of laughter from the parental units and their friends. My heart was pounding. The silence in my room was deafening. I wanted to text her. I wanted her to respond. I needed her to say something. I stared helplessly at my phone until it vibrated.
Truth or dare?
What?
Truth or dare?
Puzzled, I stared at my phone. What was she getting at? Was she trying to change the subject? Truth.
Do you find me attractive?
Yes.
Truth or dare, she texted again.
Truth.
You’re no fun, Rob.
I know.
Well, since you said truth, have you ever thought about me sexually?
Yes. I wanted to slam my face into my desk. I regretted hitting the send button on my phone. I wanted to crawl into a hole and die. I felt ashamed. I felt embarrassed. My cheeks burned. Have you thought about me?
Yes, Rob. I have in the past and I still think about you now.
Why?
Because I love you.
I love you too.
No Rob, I’m in love with you.
The words hit me like an anvil. My vision blurred and shook. My room felt as if it were falling apart right underneath me. I was stunned. Lily…
I know.
What do you know?
Rob, I’m not an idiot. I know what I feel is wrong.
Oh?
Yeah.
What do we do now?
Truth or dare.
I exhaled. Dare.
Come down and grab what you were looking at.
What?
Do it Rob. You have to. You said dare. That is the dare. I will be waiting.
I set my phone down. I stood from my chair and took a deep breath. Fuck it. I left my room and made my way down the stairs. Lily was lying face down on the couch as she looked through her phone. I glanced over to the dining room, my parents were still intently chatting with their friends. I made it down to the landing of the stairs.
“Lily, want a drink?” I said as I walked to the kitchen.
“Sure.” She said surprised.
I opened the refrigerator, grabbed a couple bottles of juice and walked out to the living room. She looked over her shoulder and watched me intently as I approached. My eyes were locked onto hers. Even doing something as mundane as laying on a couch and looking through her phone, she was stunning. I set her bottle of juice down onto the coffee table and reached over to her slowly. I glanced back at the dining room and found no one giving a single care to what I was about to do. I slipped my hand between her legs and moved up slowly. Lily exhaled deeply as she felt my hand slide between her legs. I stopped just short of touching my half-sister’s yoga pants covered slit.
“Don’t tease me.” She whispered.
I leaned into her as if saying something to her in private. “Beg.”
“What?”
“Beg me.”
Lily blinked in shock of my sudden dominance. Her lips parted, “Please Rob. Touch me.”
Without saying another word, I pushed my hand upwards and scored against her hot pussy. The dampness between her legs was shocking. She stuffed her face into the cushion of the couch to stifle her moan. I pulled my hand out slowly and grabbed her perfect rear end before turning around.
“Son, will you and Lily be alright alone tonight?” my step dad called out from the dining room.
“Sure thing, Paul.” I said as I started up the stairs.
“Order anything you guys want for dinner and put it on my credit card.” He said as he turned his attention away and back to his friends.
I smiled as I stepped into my room. I shut my door and picked up my phone. Was that what you wanted?
More than you can imagine.
I can’t believe I did that.
Rob, that was SO hot.
Was it?
Yes.
Beg me.
What?
I know what you want. I want you to beg me.
There was nothing. I set my phone down and twisted the cap off the bottle of juice. I gulped down the entire thing and tossed it into a garbage can I had next to my desk. I hoped the pineapple juice would slake my thirst for her. I prayed that it would dose the fire of lust I had for Lily. I heard footsteps go past my bedroom door and into the bathroom. Lily was silent. She didn’t respond. Did I go too far? I picked up my phone and opened the text messaging thread we had started. A message popped up. It wasn’t a text. It was an image. My jaw dropped. I set my phone down on my desk and stared at the image. It was Lily. It was a picture of her clean shaven pussy. There was fluid that webbed from her perfect labia to the fabric of her yoga pants.
Please Rob, please make me wet again. Please make me beg on my knees tonight. Please discipline me for being a naughty girl.
*
My parents and their friends left hours ago. My mother has fussed over Lily and her choice of clothing being too scant for the weather we were having. My step-father had made it clear that they were going to make the best of their friends’ visit and stay out as late as they could. He made it clear that he was going to text us to disarm the security before they got home and they might be too tipsy to remember the code. That brought a smile to my face. It was good to see Paul as happy as he was. Usually, he was stern and had very little sense of humor.
Lily had the notion to order sushi for dinner. We sat around the living room munching on various rolls that we ordered. She popped a roll in her mouth and looked over to me with a smile. “I love California rolls.”
I nodded as I ate a roll of my own. “That’s like basic shit.”
“Yeah?” she said as she grabbed another one with her fingers and popped it into her mouth. She chewed vigorously with her hand covered her lips. “What rolls do you like?”
I shrugged, “I prefer the raw stuff, but I really like this spicy tuna roll.”
“So, I made a good selection of dinner?”
I nodded.
Lily moved from her side of the couch and scooted against me. She reached out and brought the platter of sushi rolls onto her lap. She sighed in content as she snuggled up. “This is nice.”
I nodded.
She picked up a roll and fed it to me. “So, what did you think of my picture?”
I chuckled as I chewed on the roll. “It was shocking.”
“Oh, just shocking?”
I nodded, “Wouldn’t you be shocked if some guy sent you a random dick pic with no context, let alone your brother sending you something like that?”
She rested her head on my shoulder and giggled. “You did it to me.”
“I did?”
“Uh-huh.”
I laughed and shook my head. I reached onto the coffee table and grabbed the remote for the television. I surfed through the copious amounts of bad television and sighed. “There is never anything on to watch.”
“You wanted to watch TV?”
I looked over to her, “What else did you want to do?”
She shrugged cutely, “We have the house to ourselves.”
“Lily…”
“What?”