“Nicky.”
“Are you asleep?”
“Nicky?”
I opened my eyes. My room was dark. I looked around and instinctively looked over to my night stand to see what time it was. “What? What is it? It’s 3 in the morning.”
I looked around my room. It was a cloudy night. There was no moonlight shining into my room. My apartment being on the ninth floor of the building kept most of the street lights from aiding in my attempt to gather what was going on. I looked down at the foot of my bed and could make out the silhouette of Holly. She sat at the foot of my bed.
“Holly?” I asked still trying to wake up. “Are you ok? What’s wrong?”
Holly remained silent.
I sat up rubbing my eyes as I tried to focus on her. With time, I finely made out more details of Holly. She sat at the foot of my bed in a large nightshirt. Her hair was tied into a loose ponytail and was resting on her left shoulder. Even in the darkness, she looked stunning. “Holly?”
“The couch hurts.” She said finally.
“It’s a couch. It’s meant for sitting, not sleeping.” I stated simply.
“Can I sleep with you?”
“What?”
“Can I sleep with you?” Holly said again.
“I… uh… I don’t think that is a good idea.”
“Why?”
“I sleep in my boxers Holly. And, well… I just don’t think it is a good idea.”
“I didn’t ask if the idea of it was good or not.” Holly said as she began to crawl into bed leaving her perch from the foot of the bed.
I held my breath and can see from what little light source there was that she wore just the nightshirt and nothing beneath. “I… uh…”
“It’s more comfortable in here.” She said as she pulled the covers down from the other side of me and got underneath them. “The air conditioning in the living room isn’t that great and it is nice and cool in here.”
“But…” I uttered futilely.
Holly didn’t listen. She settled into my bed. She pulled the covers around her and sighed happily. I lay back down. I became painfully aware how close she was to me now in my queen sized bed. I turned to my side and can see the shape of her body next to me.
“Nicky?”
“Yes?”
“Relax.” She said calmly.
“It’s hard to.”
Holly giggled playfully, “It’s hard to relax? Or is it hard?”
“Stop.”
Holly inched towards me. “I want you to hold me.”
“I still don’t think this is a good idea.”
“Will you relax and stop thinking so much?”
“I can’t.”
Holly pushed back into me roughly. I felt her little body push into mine. I instinctively threw my arm and pulled her close. “See? Isn’t that better?”
“I guess.”
Holly sighed happily, “You have to relax.”
“It’s hard to relax when I have my sister lying next to me in bed with just a nightshirt on.”
“Don’t think of me as your little sister.” Holly suggested. “Would that help in you relaxing if you just treated me like any other girl staying over?”
I laughed, “It might make it worse.”
“Worse?” Holly said mischievously, “Or hard?”
“Oh shut up Holly.”
Holly giggled in delight. She wiggled her perfect little rear end against me. I could feel through my boxers that she wasn’t wearing any panties. The feel of her against me was thrilling. My body was on high alert. I smelled her. I felt her body against mine. Holly felt the excitement as well. She pulled my arm under her breasts. I could feel how soft and firm they were resting on my arm. I leaned in quietly and lost myself to the smell of her hair.
“You feel good holding me.” Holly remarked sleepily.
I remained silent feeling her warmth engulfing me. Holly took hold of the hand that was holding her close to me and brought it to her breast. She splayed my fingers opened and pressed them against her. Reluctantly and with some of her physical guidance, I gave her breast a soft squeeze. She let out a soft moan.
“Do I feel good?” she asked.
“Yes.” I answered as I tried to adjust myself in our embrace. The closeness. The touching. The taboo of it all had aroused me. My erection was building. But, with every move that I made, Holly adjusted herself to make sure that her ass was pressed up against me. “You may want to move.”
“Why?”
“Because…”
Holly’s body became rigid stiff when my erection broke free of its prison of my boxers. It pushed through the opening and was pressing against her perfect rear end. “Oh.” She said finally. Holly pressed against it and even began to move about until my erection pressed between her cheeks. “Mmmm…”
“Holly…”
“Stop.” She said.
“This isn’t right.” I protested with guilt washing over me.
“We kissed already. We crossed that first line. I know you don’t want to go any further. I won’t force you.” Holly said simply. “I came in here to be with you. We aren’t going to do anymore than be with each other.”
“It isn’t that.” I said as I tried my best not to get more aroused as she began to grind against me. “I don’t think I can control myself.”
Holly stopped her grind. She turned around to face me. My heart fluttered and raced. I swallowed the lump that was building in my throat when she settled facing me. Her eighteen year old body pressed against me. Her arm reached around my waist gently pulling her closer to me. My erection pushed against her.
“I had fantasies about this.”
“Us?”
“Yes.” She said softly as she scooted up closer to my face. “I fantasized where we were together in some sort of silly situation where we had to share a bed.” She inched closer and closer to me. “I would dream up all kinds of things that we would say to each other to justify being physical with one another.”
“Holly…”
She moved up to my face and kissed my lips. I pulled her closer to me. I was electrified by her kiss. I felt freed by our closeness. I desired her. I needed her. Holly broke her kiss and started to kiss down my chin. She moved from my chin to my neck. She made soft cooing noises as she kissed. “This is what I dreamed of, to be this close to you.”
“We can’t…”
“We can.” She insisted as her hand pulled away from my waist and moved towards my boxers. I could not have been any more erect. A low grunt escaped my lips when I felt her hand grip me. Her hand was hot and soft as she took hold of me. My cock was pulsating in her hand. I closed my eyes as she gave a short tug. “Holly…”
“I’ve had so many dreams about this moment.”
“Why?”
“Because… I’ve wanted you long before I even knew it.”
I closed my eyes as she kept tugging on me. I let out a moan when she used her finger to rub the pre-cum around the head of my cock. “Oh my god.”
“Has it been a while?”
I nodded. “Longer than you can imagine.”
She stretched up to kiss me again. This time, I kissed her back with urgency. My tongue pushed into her mouth. My hands came to life as I pulled her close. My hands explored her body. I gripped her perfect ass from under her nightshirt making her moan while breaking our kiss.
“I want you.” Holly uttered as she felt my hands reached deeper and under her ass. “I want you so bad.”
I nodded. “I want you too.”
Holly broke free from my grasp on her and began to move her way down to my cock. I lay back flat onto the bed and watched as she pushed my shirt up and kissed her way down. Every audible smack of her kiss drove my cock into a hardness that I had never felt. Holly stopped when her lips got to my erection. She turned to look at me and smiled. Her lips got closer and closer to the head. The pre-cum was dripping from me. I reached down and palmed her naked ass. It was smooth, firm and supple. My fingers probed past her ass and between her legs. I felt her. Her little mound was smooth to the touch and thoroughly wet with excitement.
“Are you ready for this?” She asked as she moistened her lips.
I nodded.
Holly leaned in and kissed the head of my cock. I wanted to cum right then and there. The kiss sent an explosion to my cock. I wanted her to take me in. I wanted her to suck the cum out of me. I wanted to scream with pleasure. I wanted to ravage her until she begged me for mercy. But, Holly stopped. She sat back pushing my hand away from her wet pussy gently. I stared at her puzzled as she made her way back next to me in bed. She cuddled in while pulling the covers onto the both of us. She kissed my cheek.
“Now you will know what it was like to want someone as badly as I did.”
“What?”
“I want you to want me.”
I shook my head, “But, I do.”
Holly kissed me once more, “You still don’t want me as much as I wanted you. Patience my love, it will come to you sooner than you can imagine.”
Heart fallen, I put my dripping erection back into my boxers. I reached over and pulled Holly closer to me. I could feel her shuffle about. She was just as bothered and sexually charged as I was, but she had a point. I saw the reason behind what she did. Resigned to her little life lesson for the night, I fell into a deep slumber with my sister clinging to me afraid that this was probably another dream of hers.
* * *
I woke up. The light from the sun radiated into my room. I winced as I got out of bed. I turned to find that Holly was gone. I rubbed the bits of sleep from my eyes and walked around my apartment looking for her, but she failed to appear. I found a note on my kitchen counter. She had gone for a run and needed to clear her mind from what had happened last night. A deep guttural regret radiated out of me. I brushed my teeth, hopped into the shower and began to curse myself. I cursed myself for letting any of it happen. As much as she acted like an adult, I was truly the only one that was one. I should have been more mature about the situation and not just acted upon my base needs. I got out of the shower and toweled off. Dressed in my usual apartment fair, I got back out into the living room to find Holly had come back from her jog. Shiny and covered in sweat, she still looked amazing. Her ponytail had been tied tight. Her legs looked amazing in the red leggings that she wore and her breasts heaving in the tight jogging top she wore. Holly stretched her legs out using the kitchen counter as a base. She looked up to me and offered a warm smile.