Pam did not close the door until shortly after Marlene’s orgasm. She had watched almost the entire session and lasted long enough to see Marlene collapse on top of her son. She also witnessed the deep and passionate kiss the two of them shared. It was at that point she pushed her finger deeper into her pussy than she had all morning. Nevertheless, she still could not satisfy herself appropriately standing in the hallway. She pulled her hand out from her panties and let her nightgown drop back to her knees. She quietly closed the door behind her and snuck back into the kitchen.
She stopped briefly at the kitchen counter to regain her senses. The feelings she had outside that door as she watched her son fuck Marlene were better than anything she had felt in a decade. She still was tingling all over. But she was ashamed. She tried to put this out of her mind and go about her business. She grabbed a rag and wiped down the counter even though she knew it was already clean.
“This is ridiculous,” she told herself. And she went upstairs to shower like she had planned before she heard Marlene’s initial screams.
She entered the master bedroom and quickly went into the master bath. It was warm and comfortable. The carpeting felt reassuring on the bottom of her feet after standing on the tile outside the door for such a long time. She stood outside the shower area right in front of the bathtub and started to fill it with water. She turned and began looking in the mirror across from the tub.
It was morning. Consequently, she had no makeup on, nor was her hair done. Yet as she looked in the mirror she was proud of what she saw. She turned 42 the previous December, but her body looked the same as it did in her 20s. She was very careful about what she ate and always watched her weight. Her black shoulder length hair draped somewhat over her face and she pushed it back. She looked closely at her face in the mirror. Even without makeup, she realized she was still attractive.
She then stepped back to look at herself in her nightgown. There was nothing special. It was a simple blue nightgown that hung to her knees. She realized she needed to see more. She immediately pulled it over her head and threw it to the side. She doubted if she would ever wear it again. She wanted to always look good and sexy from now on. Both for herself, but deep down inside she knew she was doing it for Brian.
Her nude body reflected back at her in the mirror. She definitely approved this view much better. She was not tall. She only stood five foot four. Even in the nude, she was still very proud of her body. Her belly was still tight with little to no fat at all. She turned around and saw that her ass had no cellulite or extra tissue. Her legs were obviously bigger than they were ten years ago; but overall they still looked good as well. Those were the areas she always was obsessed with. She worked hard to keep in shape.
But now she was looking at herself in a different way. Was she still attractive? Was she still sexually appealing? It had been a longtime since she thought about that. She still had her back slightly to the mirror and now looked at her ass in a different way.
“Still tight,” she thought to herself.
She turned back around and began to thoroughly evaluate her chest. It did not take long because there was not much to evaluate. Pam never did have much of the chest. In a way, that always made controlling her weight easy. But it had been a sense of frustration throughout her life. As she got older it did not bother her much; but now she looked at her breasts and wished she had more. Recently it had begun to bother her more because her 15-year-old daughter was a D-cup.
She continued to look at her breasts. Even more noticeable as she stared was how unbelievably big her nipples were. They protruded out so much. They actually looked like big red fingertips on the end of her boobs. Part of it was because of her arousal, but even normally she has to make sure to wear the right bra and keep them under cover. Her husband once made a comment years ago when he was drunk about how he did not like them. Ever since then she was uncomfortable with herself.
Lastly, she looked between her legs. The dark brown hair mixed with black was thick and furry covering her entire pussy. Throughout the 70s it was popular to have a lot of hair down there. She remembered all of her husband’s Playboys and they even attended the nude musical “Hair”. None of those women were shaved. However when Marlene climbed off of her son, Pam was able to admire her naked body. She was stunning even though she was six months pregnant. It was difficult to see beneath the pregnant belly, but Pam noticed how clean shaven Marlene was. She knew she should probably trim or shave; but why bother. She had lost all interest in her husband, and she figured he was the only who would ever see from here on out. Little did she know what the future would hold.