“Holy shit! Holy shit! Holy shit!” I chanted, trying to get control of myself and failing miserably.
“Pull it together!” Terri said with a calm I didn’t have. As soon as Terri left the building, her old self returned as if nothing had happened. “Where are you going?”
I didn’t know where I was going. Once out of the burger joint, I’d just kept walking. I had no destination other than “away” from my sister.
“She… my sister knows about the channel!” I blurted out.
“So it appears,” Terri confirmed.
“She… she knows!” I couldn’t wrap my head around it. “My sister, the one I’m always picking on, knows my secret. Well, one of my secrets. No! She knows a lot of my secrets! What are we going to do?” I panicked.
“Well, first off, WE are going to calm down,” Terri pulled me off the sidewalk and sat me down in a shady spot.
I sat, holding my knees and rocking back and forth as my brain ran through one horrible scenario after another. Finally, I said, “What are we going to do?”
“Nothing,” Terri said simply.
“Nothing?”
“Nope,” Terri said.
“How can we do nothing? She knows Terri. She could tell mom, or dad, or the school!” I was working myself up into another hysterical fit.
“Ash?” Terri said calmly enough to draw my attention.
I looked at her, probably for the first time since the restaurant.
“It’s OK,” Terri soothed.
“How?” I asked bitterly.
“It’s your sister,” Terri smiled at me.
I looked at her incredulous. “Of course she’s my sister, that’s the problem. Haven’t you been listening? Wait… are you having another ‘fuck with Ash’ moment? Or have you really lost your mind this time? We’re in the shit here.”
Terri leaned forward, causing me to lean back, my back hitting something solid. I couldn’t move anymore, but Terri could, and she touched her lips to mine in the gentlest of butterfly-like kisses.
I took a deep breath and blew it out. Unfortunately, Terri was still in my face and took the brunt of it but didn’t complain.
“Where are we?” I said, finally calm enough to look around.
“Clarence Park,” Terri said, slowly leaning back.
“Clarence Park?”
“It’s a little neighborhood park about five miles West of your house. I used to come here when I wanted to get away. Nobody hardly ever uses it,” Terri said, shrugging her shoulders.
“Huh,” I said before returning to my worry. Terri saw the change on my face and interrupted.
“Ash, Remmi is not going to tell anyone,” Terri said.
“How do you know that? How?” I was working myself up again.
“Because she’s your sister,” Terri said.
“Don’t know if you noticed or not, but we’re not exactly best buds. I wouldn’t put it past her to–”
“Remmi is the one who introduced me to cam sites,” Terri said, cutting through my rising panic and bringing me to a halt.
“What?” I finally managed.
“She taught me everything I know, well, sorta.” Terri nodded.
“How? Why?” I asked, incredulous.
“I was younger, I wouldn’t stop pestering her. It wasn’t a sexual thing at all, I want to make that crystal clear. I was pestering her like she was my big sister, you know, constantly underfoot, always wanting attention?”
“Yeah, I remember that. Every time you were over, you were always bugging her,” I said.
“She used the website to distract me. Your sister is very manipulative. Did you know?” Terri asked.
“Yeah, I know,” I said. I’d been jealous of Remmi’s suaveness ever since I understood it.
We were quiet for a moment.
“Wait, she introduced you to–” I started.
Terri barked a laugh, “No! She didn’t introduce me to FanLover, idiot. She introduced me to ThemTube.”
“The place where you can watch all the normal stuff? Like cat videos and such?” I asked.
“That’s the one. Your sister is a bike girl on there,” Terri said.
“A what?” I asked.
“Cute girls who ride motorcycles. They usually wear tight-fitting clothes and their helmet. There’s a whole culture around it, now,” Terri said.
“ThemTube?” I said.
“Yeah, I got fascinated with the idea of being a big-time ThemTuber. You know, a self-made celebrity and all that,” Terri said. “I ended up getting so into that that I backed off from constantly bugging Remmi.
“When I turned 18, I discovered… other websites,” Terri said.
“FanLover,” I said.
“Amongst other sites. My online fascination continued, and I ended up getting into it, as you already know,” Terri said.
“And when did you start trying to bang my sister?” I asked.
“Oh, that? We’ve been flirting ever since my birthday. But that’s all there is, just harmless flirting and teasing,” Terri said.
“So, how’d she find out about our channels?” I asked.
“Uh, that was my fault, actually,” Terri said, looking at me with a grimace. “When I started up my channel… I sorta… sent her a link to a free account.”
“You what?”
“It was part of the game. I gave her an account so she could watch me. I figured if she liked what she saw, she might give me a call,” Terri said in embarrassment.
“There are easier ways to get a date, Terri!” I shook my head before continuing. “So, you gave Remmi a free account in hopes she’d watch you take off your clothes?” I nudged her.
“I’m a complicated person, OK?” Terri said, nudging me back.
“So, every time you’re on camera…”
“I’m performing for her,” Terri nodded. “Or in hopes of her.”
“Does she know that?” I asked.
“I don’t know. I hid her account from me seeing when she was online.”
“You what?” I asked.
“I didn’t want to know if she was watching or not,” Terri said.
“Why not? Wasn’t that the whole point? Seduce her with your channel?”
“Yeah,” Terri sighed, picking up a rock and tossing it away. “But, if I can’t see her, then maybe she really is watching me.”
“That’s both some deep shit and pretty fucked up all at the same time,” I said as I wrapped an arm around her.
“Yeah, you might have noticed I’m not quite right in the head,” Terri said.
I kissed her shoulder, “One of the many things I like about you.”
Terri chuckled once.
“During your first broadcast, when you said her username ‘Anonymouse’ as your ‘First,’ I nearly bolted from the room,” Terri said.
“Yeah, you were acting a little funny, but I was kinda distracted at the time,” I said.
“I guess when I brought over my page’s black book of addresses to invite them to your debut, she was still in there. I didn’t think to block her account,” Terri said.
“I guess she’d been watching you after all,” I said quietly.
“Yeah, I guess so,” Terri said a long moment later. “But, I’m still surprised she subscribed to your channel. She obviously knew it was you.”
“Maybe she was just following you?” I said.
“I dunno… she ever show an interest before?” Terri asked.
“In me? No,” I said with finality.
“Just asking. With everything that’s gone on lately, you never know,” Terri said.
I wasn’t upset that my best friend was in lust with my sister. I was still so shocked that Remmi had watched Terri and me that I didn’t have room to think about the implications.
“So… bike girls. There’s money in that?” I asked.
“Apparently. She’s still on there,” Terri shrugged.
“She is?” I asked.
Terri pulled out her phone and tapped a few keys. A moment later, my phone chimed.
It was a link to Remmi’s webpage. I clicked it, and hundreds of videos showed up.
Clicking one randomly, it started with a woman sitting on some Japanese street rocket, complete with neon lights. She wore pink leggings, a loose tank top over a sports bra and her helmet.
The helmet was dark and completely covered her features. All you could tell was she was an athletic white girl with average tits.
“That’s Remmi?” I asked, surprised.
“Sure is,” Terri confirmed, looking over my shoulder.
Remmi was sitting at a red light, the camera somehow mounted in front of her, facing back at her in a wide view. She sat up and adjusted her bra, making sure to show as much as she could without getting banned on the pedestrian website.
The surrounding vehicles seemed to ignore the display, and a moment later, the video cut off.
I clicked another without thinking.
She was on a different street bike now and had someone riding behind her. She was wearing similar clothes to the other video, and the person behind her was a guy wearing a dark helmet as well.
The words “training your new backpack” were across the bottom of the video.
As I watched, they were cruising down a road I recognized as one here in town. It was night, but the streets were well-lit.
The guy seemed worried about where to put his hands and kept moving from her waist to the seat, to her shoulders. Finally, she grabbed his hands and forcefully put them on her boobs and went back to driving.
The guy hesitated for a moment but took ahold of her firmly. After a moment, she grabbed one of his hands and started squeezing it. The last moments of the video showed the guy passionately groping away at her boobs.
I grinned as the video ended.
“Yeah, most of them usually have either touchy-feely stuff or tricks one biker pulls on another,” Terri said.
“Those things are like 15 seconds. How can she make money on that?” I asked.
“I don’t know how it works, but she’s got a lot of followers.”
I glanced at the page’s follower numbers and was shocked at the massive number.
“Why didn’t you tell me about your channel before all of this?” I asked, looking at her.
Terri finally met my eyes. “At first, I was ashamed of what I was doing. I was, you know, excited, but it was still… not something you showed your mom, right? Then, as I got bolder and started earning some money, I was ashamed of how much I enjoyed it. I wasn’t sure what you’d think of it and didn’t want you… disappointed in me.” Terri shrugged, her face passive.
After a moment, my face split into a big grin. “You never disappoint, Terri.” I leaned over and touched my forehead to hers. Resting it there, I continued, “I’ll always have your back. You’re my…”
I sat back slowly, watching her face.
“What are we now?” I asked cautiously.
“What do you mean?” Terri asked.
“I mean… are we friends, girlfriends, dating girlfriends, fuck buddies, what?” I asked.
“Yes?” Terri offered. “What do you want to be? I mean, we throw the L word around a lot, but with how you’ve been swinging around that hog between your legs… it changes things.”
“Does it?” I asked.
“Oh yeah,” Terri said. “I love you. I’ve never thought further than tomorrow night… lace curtains and all that? That’s a long time from now. I also know you’ve only had that monster, what, two weeks now? There’s a lot more you want to explore than just me… isn’t there?”
I thought about it and wasn’t sure what–
“It’s not a trick question bitch. I know you. You’re going to want to fuck everything that moves until you’re satisfied,” Terri grinned.
I started to say something but kept my mouth shut after I realized I didn’t know what to say.
“How about we see how things go for now? I’m always here if you need me… for anything,” Terri grinned.
“Ditto,” I said, looking at my amazing best friend. “Are we talking free-use here, or–”
Terri slapped me gently. “Only if it goes both ways.”
“Well, OK then,” I grinned like an idiot. “But you know,” I started in a joking tone. “I want to make sure I don’t come between you and Remmi,” I said with obvious snark.
“Shut up,” she shoved me. “And with your track record, you will cum between us,” Terri laughed.
“I dunno about that,” I said with all seriousness.
“What? You don’t like your sister… in THAT way?”
“I’ve never looked at her like that before. Plus, she’s my sister!” I said.
“Didn’t seem to stop you with your dad,” Terri teased.
“Shut up,” I eventually said when I could get my cock to stop trying to think for me. While she had a point, I didn’t want to think about it right now.
“So…” I said after a moment.
“So?” Terri said.
“Yeah… so, what now?” I asked.
“Now? Now, we prepare for whatever Saturday brings.”