Ryan
My eyes are closing, as blood pours out of my lips and nose. I won’t die, but this is a punishment and it is not enough to cover up for what I have done to her. Was this how I made her go through pain? I didn’t know it hurts this much when you’re innocent and no one believes you.
I’m fucked!
“What the fuck is wrong with Ryan!? The heck, man wants to kill himself.” Darius’ anxieties rise like a tide, and I hear his voice fainting. Maybe it is me, the noise is gradually fainting and my vision is going blurry.
I lie on the ground against the wall, I can’t move a muscle because all my bones have been ripped by him… Grief is what I feel right now.
He hits me hard on my jaw for the last time, “Get up bro. What the fuck is wrong with you! Get up and fight me.” he throws the gloves off his hands when he noticed I wasn’t responding and my eyes are shutting close.
“Ryan!” he immediately kneels in front of me. He touches my jaw as he worries. I hear more footsteps running into the ring.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, bro? Why are you doing this?” Tyson squats in front of me, wrapping his hand around my neck, but all he touches is blood. It is as though I was thrown into a pool of blood.
“Damn, his eyes are shutting! You are scaring us, bro! Get up please.” It’s Daniel’s voice. He is worried and I can’t bear the guilt. I know he loves his brothers. He was only angry because we’ve been foolish and blindly trusted our father.
“Guys, we got to leave!” Daniel screams. He comes to my side and raises my hand upon his shoulder. Darius does the same as they lift me but I’m falling backward because there’s no stamina left in me to even walk. My bones are broken.
“Bro, what about mom? She’s home. What do you think will happen when she sees one of her sons like this?” Tyson asks, the three of them open their eyes widely at another other. Damn!
“Hey, guys we mustn’t tell her the truth. We can’t tell her, two brothers fought.” Daniel demands.
“Sure bro. We will try to patch that up. We hope it doesn’t escalate.” Tyson agrees while Darius gives a worried look as he nods his head.
“He is bleeding too much. We got to be on our way now!” Daniel orders, he begins to help me out of the ring. They get outside and locate where the cars are.
Tyson asks to put me in the car while he drives but that didn’t go with Daniel. “Put him in your car. I will drive and I want you to stay at the back with him. He can’t stay alone.” He orders, no arguments because no time.
Tyson gets into the back seat where they throw me, he lifts my head onto his lap before Daniel starts the engine of the car.
“I will drive behind you.” Darius tells him, and he nods as he speeds off the sports complex.
My dad’s voice is still playing in my head, damn! Now I understand why that particular room usually has a bed and other furniture, unlike the rest. I cough as I think of it and I throw out more blood on my clothes.
“Please drive fast, he is getting worse!” Tyson screams from the back, making the car very fast as I would drive.
In the next half an hour, I could tell we are home when the car stopped and the doors flung open. Darius runs out to assist, while Daniel goes for the door. He makes sure mom wasn’t in the sitting room before he sends us a signal.
They manage to take me upstairs and drop me carefully on the bed. “Call the doctor, Darius.” Daniel orders. I don’t say a word as my eyes are shut but tears are falling from my eyes.
“What the fuck is wrong with you! Why didn’t you fight me? Why did you let me beat you up!” he screams as though he knows I did it on purpose because no one has beaten me up except I let them to and this is what happened.
I cough, and blood pours out of me again.
“The doctor is here.” I hear Tyson says when the door opens and the doctor comes in.
“Please have him checked and clean him up.” Daniel requests as he sighs. He doesn’t ask what happened to me, and starts tearing off my bloody shirts as he begins to clean me up.
My brothers wait outside the room while he finishes with me. In about thirty minutes, I’m wrapped in bondage in some parts of my body. The good thing is that I’m not human, and in the next minutes every wound would heal up and the broken bones will fix themselves.
That’s why my brothers are not too worried about me. They are only worried about the fact that I let Daniel beat me.
“You will be alright soon, please don’t take the bandages off until the wounds are healed.” He demands. I just nod when I prop up on my bed.
“Please leave him to rest.” He tells them. They want to have a talk or ask so many questions but they are suddenly restricted by the doctor’s order to leave me to rest. Does he think I would fucking do that?
“Ryan, you have to rest. We will check on you, later.” Darius says as he shuts the door close behind them.
I sigh and let out a scream with my teeth gritted. I can’t have my peace. I don’t believe what I saw and heard. No wonder dad isn’t home by this time. Wait, I need to confirm she’s truly the one.
I mean I need to know that the voice I heard back there was Truly Ava’s mom. I rise on my feet as I drag out all the bandages on me. I’m screaming as I’m pulling them out but after some minutes, it doesn’t hurt much because my wolf is making me heal faster.
I amble out of my room silently so that no one knows I’m going out. I get to the parking lot and turn on my car, and drive slowly.
I drive to Ava’s mansion and stop for a while because I can smell Elena’s presence. She’s around and I can feel it with my nose and every fiber in my body. I could feel it like she’s part of me which she is but I never saw her as that. Damn, I hit my head on my steering wheel with a lot of regrets.
I drive in, stop the car and get out of it. I don’t know how they will react when they find me here. Awkward I know, but that is not what I care about right now. I just need confirmation. I ring the bell. No one answers and I have to try it again. I’m about to try again when the door opens.
“R-Ryan?” She first asks in shock, and my heart beats faster when our eyes meet.
“What are you doing here?” She asks with a lot of hatred for me. When I sense the hate, my chest vibrates in pain.
“I-Is Ava’s mom around?” I stutter. I have never stuttered around her before but now it’s so different, and I can’t bear to look into her beautiful eyes. I can’t bear to see that I made those beautiful eyes cry so much.
“She isn’t home. Why do you care and why are you here?” She answers and blasts at me.
Ferry is not at home which means I was right. It was her. It was fucking her! Damn! I grit in front of her like I’m going insane. I couldn’t bear the pain inside my chest. Then I hit the wall hard and scream out. She still stares at me, and her eyes are a little wet and it proves she has been crying again.
I don’t know what made me move. I step closer to her and lift a finger to touch her beautiful blue eyes and wipe the tears off them.
As I attempted to wipe the tears, she catches my hand. “What do you think you are doing?” Her voice is stern. I feel my lips dry all of a sudden, and I don’t know what to tell her. I don’t know how to apologize to her that she’s been right and I never believed her.
“Elena, I have something to tell you.” I say as I draw my hand back. Still, I don’t know how to tell her. My lips are going dry like I’m nervous. Maybe I am.
“Whatever you have to say, you can tell me but don’t you dare touch me.” She demands. I say nothing as I drop my eyes and nod.
“Elena.” I sigh. “I found out that you’ve been right, Elena. I found out you weren’t even telling lies about my father being the culprit. I just found out and I’m deeply sorry for never trusting you.” I speak calmly, as I tell her I see tears trickling down her cheek all of a sudden.
“You just found out?” She repeats, mocking, and my heart squeezes more.
“Elena. I don’t know if it’s too late, but I deeply regret everything I did to you and all the pain I caused, including all the time I made you cry. I’m sorry, Elena.” My heart is breaking like glass being smashed on the hard ground.
“Hahaha.” she puts her hands across her chest as she begins to laugh. She’s laughing terribly but I see tears falling from her eyes. Shit, this is terrible.
She’s deeply hurt, I can feel it, I hurt her and it is killing me. My wolf is aggressive we are both in pain and I caused all this. She opens her lips to say more when I suddenly hear a sound of a car and then the headlight. Damn, it’s my brothers.
“How did you know I was here?” I ask in surprise. The three of them walk forward.
“How the heck did you leave in that condition bro? We tracked your phone. We didn’t remove the tracker the last time.” Darius answers. He immediately stops speaking when he realizes Elena is the one in front of me. Daniel also realizes including Darius, and they are all speechless about what is going on here.
“I came to apologize.” I say with shame.
“What?” Darius and Tyson have no clue as they scream.
“I found out Elena has been innocent.” I drop my gaze. Daniel’s eyes soften towards me as he comes forward.
“What? You all mean dad did it?” Darius asks in shock. I don’t tell them what I saw. I just nod.
“Shit-” Darius opens his mouth to say more when she suddenly interrupts.
“I’m glad you found out.” She says as she cleans those tears with her hands. “Haha. I made you all a promise that you will regret ever treating me that way. I begged I cried, I waited for you! I needed you to just trust me! I needed you to just love and believe me! But you all fucking tortured me like a piece of shit!” She is crying as she screams out. I’m crying as I picture everything she says. “I hate you, I hate you all as my mate. I warned you that the moment you find out that I’ve been innocent when it is too late already, then YOU’VE LOST ME.” she sneers.
“Elena, we’re sorry.” My brothers cry. I don’t say a word as my heart is burning in pain. I see every distress in her eyes that I caused her.
“Nah, too late,” she says as she steps forward putting her hand on her chest.
I suddenly have a hint of what she is about to do. No, no, no, no, no… She can’t do it!
“I, Elena Deloris, reject you all as my mates!”
Jesus Christ…
I stumble backwards, breathless.
“No, you can’t do this. You can’t reject us, Elena. We can’t accept-” I cry as I go on my knees in front of her. She could do anything to us but not this. Fuck!
“Whether you accept or not, I’m no longer bonded with you guys. This is a point I can’t go on being your mate. I reject you all and you will regret all you’ve done!”
“Elena, you can’t do this. We are your mates, destined by the moon goddess.” Daniel is losing his mind as he pleads.
“And I refuse to accept.” She says boldly and then slams the door shut. She’s gone.
Damnnnnnnn!!! Arghhhhh! I dig my hands into my hair. My brothers are suddenly terribly hurting from the pain that rejection brings.
Her words play in my head, with each word I recall I feel my heart breaking a million pieces. Pain strikes my heart as I gather myself to stand up. I face the wall and smash it with my knuckles a couple of times. It startss to bleed and hurt but it doesn’t hurt as the pain I feel in my heart.
It hurt like I can’t breathe. A broken heart is the worst. It is like having broken ribs. Nobody can see it but it hurts every time you breathe.