Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 63
Lilia’s Pov
“Can you train me Jax?” I asked him desperately the moment I saw him at the parking lot, leaning on his car and looking like an abandoned Prince. His brows shoot up in confusion as he stared at me.
“Train you?” He asked again to be sure and I nodded, biting my lips. I need to be strong again, I don’t know when I’ll get the next attack or be taken down smoothly due to my inabilities. I already lack one ability and that’s being accepted freely Into the midst of the people all because of a curse.
Aside from that, I don’t want to appear so weak and vulnerable. I want to be powerful in my own way and exude strength in every way possible and starting from my physical prowess will be a huge leap to slap the faces of some people.
“Yes Jax, can you do that for me again? I don’t mind paying for your services.” He scoffed and released a chuckle coming closer to close the space between us.
“I’ll do anything for you Lil, I’m just worried. Why the training all of sudden? Is this part of their ridiculous test as a rogue?” I shook my head and shifted backwards.
“No, its not. I just don’t want to be weak and I’ve forgotten the basis of your teaching. I thought I might not really need it but I was wrong, It helped me at the night of blue Moon ritual and you’re the one who will train me.”
I told him sincerely and he blinked his blue eyes which sparked pride in them and he nodded.
“Fine Lil, I’ll do what you want. Let’s meet at the Crisp Arena at”
“I’m not coming to your Pack!” I suddenly growled out and he bit his lips, nodding in defeat.
“Alright, whatever and anything you want until you get over your hatred for White Crisps.”
He said, reminding me of my detest for his pack and I rolled my eyes and told him what should be done.
“We’ll train early in the mornings before anyone wakes up, call it from 4 ’00 am till 6:00 in the Arena here in Midnight Shade. I know it might be tedious but.. you’re the Alpha right? Your movements aren’t restricted.”
He chuckled and licked his lips that got my attention. “Alright, I’ll do it but I might not go easy on you this time Lil.”
“Exactly what I want, I want it hard so don’t go easy..” I didn’t know what I said to make his eyes darkened but he was cupping my face, and staring at me with worry. “I missed you crazily Lil.” His husky voice filled my ears and I shook my head.
“You know you don’t really have to do this, the stress, pains and humiliation to prove a pound of being with him and the pack.” He started and I felt my anger brewing up, swatting his hands away.
“Don’t bring any feelings Into this Jax, if you won’t do this..”
“Common Lil, I will do it. Is it a crime to miss my betrothed, get angry at the ridiculous thing they are doing to you and reduce your worth so low to the brim?”
“Tell that shit to your pack, your father and the Priestess who wasted no time in crowning me as a rogue. What I’m doing right now is based on my decision and choice, so please.. respect it and we’ll be cool. I need to go back Jax, thanks for your time and agreement.” I told him, blowing a breath and turning my back to Leave when his hands grabbed my arms to spin in a flash and I slammed my body on his body, getting cornered into a warm hug.
His cologne hit my nose, the rhythm of his fast heartbeat and warm feeling made me sighed in relief instead of pushing him away. I gritted my teeth and hugged him back feeling all the frustrations I’ve been passing through bubbling up. My entire life is based on fear and dictation from all around and it’s so suffocating to me. I’m Entrapped and not being free which is like a troll on my mental health. I didn’t know how badly I needed a simple hug till now and disgraced myself shamelessly by bursting out in tears, crying my fears, uncertainty and feelings out till I shook. We stood there for the next few minutes till i stopped, wiped my tears and shifted backwards.
“I need to go Jax, sorry I ruined your shirt.” I apologises sincerely and he nodded.
“You can reach me through the link right?” He asked me softly and I nodded, avoiding his gaze.
“When things go bad and you need to run, don’t waste a breath, call out to me.” I nodded at him and turned back to leave immediately before he changed his mind and called me back.
The moment I opened the room, the maids were already on standby waiting for me and I suddenly felt nauseous.
“I’m okay, I need to be alone.” I said calmly but it seems they were not ready to let me have my way.
“We need to serve you Luna.” I bet that tone was laced with nothing but sarcasm.
“I can take care of myself, you all. I don’t need anyone’s help.” I told them again and they all stood there like statue totally unmoved by my words and I sighed, backing them and began stripping my off my clothes.
I was just left in my pants and bra and turned back to face them so they could have their way with me and wash my skin, since they won’t let me but I froze instantly and staggered backwards and hurriedly pick up my clothes to wear but it was too late, the motherfucker already saw everything.
When did he even come inside here in the first place. Felix eyed me with contempt and I swallowed.
“Leave us, all of you.” His tone was curt, commanding and immediately, they all fled without a second thought leaving me Entrapped in this room with this monster. He walked to the table and dropped the same item he dropped the night he almost molested me before Raven took over.
My international passport, a car key and a gun was placed on the table and Lee whimpered in dread, my blood rushed hotly and he sat down on the bed facing me and I wish the door I was leaning unto will swallow me.
“We meet again, Lilia.” He smirked, his dimples sank and I hated how he looked like his brother. I fucking hate how he pretty he looked like because this man deserves the face of a devil.
“What do you want from me Felix?” I asked boldly and he smiled.
“I need you to get the fuck out of this pack right away, I’ll drive you out, so don’t worry. Your passport and flight is ready so all you need to do is comply and we’ll be good. I’ll forget about what you did, and even the shit you just did this evening because I don’t know why the fuck I’m smelling Jason all over you. I’ll pretend that you didn’t rat me out to my brother about by personal vendetta about my finances, accused me of rape and”
“Stop it Felix! Leave me alone!” I growled at him. “Everything I did was the right thing, leave me alone please. I will go after the five months. Let me be for crying out loud.” I cried, my chest heaving heavily and he stood up.
“Don’t you get it Lilia?” He roared suddenly and I flinch, dreading every step he took towards me.
“I don’t want you for my brother! You’re cursed, you’re going to destroy him and I hate it that you’re already manipulating him to do your will. This marriage bullshit wasn’t supposed to happen, so leave. I’ll clear your name from the tape and you don’t have to hide in the dark anymore. Go far away where no one would notice that you exist and let Lex be in peace.” He growled at every words and I swallowed.
“I’m not doing it!” I grit my teeth, standing up to him. ” I don’t need you to cover up for what you have already destroyed. You can have Tessy, I won’t Interfere in any way but I’m too Invested right now in Proving myself to be a rogue and once I’m done here, I will be free and not under you anymore.”
A hot slap was sent to my cheeks and I screamed.
“You bitch?” He seethed and grabbed my hair painfully and I saw red stars but I but my lip to make sure not to cry, the yell that escaped from my lips was a mistake.
“You will go, you won’t infect my brother with that Infected useless cunt of yours. If you really want to fuck someone so badly, I’ll get one for you but right now, leave my brother, the pack and the company!” He roared and slammed my head on the table to make my head splatter in pains but I didn’t make a sound, blood dripped and flowed.