Contracted to the wrong Alpha
Chapter 11
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Lilia’s Pov
A heavy stench of blood and rust hits my nostrils as soon as I was thrown inside this forbidden place that I thought used to be a Myth.
The foul smell caused a stir in my stomach causing a rotten saliva to pile up in my oesophagus and I vomited terribly again, wiping my mouth with a groan.
If any could describe a darkness than this then such a person deserves an award.
It was as if I was covered with different thick layers of blanket in my eyes and I couldn’t even see a shadow. I took a step to move and something sharp pierced my back foot making me crouched down to the floor in pain and I resulted in crawling, using my hands to sweep whatever rubbish and sharp objects that might obstruct my way until I felt a hard place that might be a wall. I sat down on the floor and rested my head on It, trying to invite the demons in the dark to comfort me.
I never liked darkness, I dreaded it so much.
I was raped in the dark, my screams echoed and sought for help but I couldn’t find any. I saw darkness as my number one greatest enemy and embraced the light but now, staying in here; I know I have to try to survive.
I need to live, not only for my sake but for Lee. She didn’t die when she had every right and I’ll do the same.
I had overreacted and I wished I had seen what would befall me then I wouldn’t have been so hasty to make a drastic decision by leaving.
I would have accepted it, get married and continue my fashion line queitly rather getting stucked in this suicidal room.
And Lex, I laughed out bitterly.
The fucking idiot was there the whole time staring down at me. Watching my frustration and listening to my lungs screaming out his name.
All I needed was help, he didn’t understand why I acted that way and would have just come to my rescue but he’s a stupid arrogant psychopath like his brother. A devil’s incarnate whose heart was dead and I promise to live. I have to live or Tessy would make a toast on my Grave and call me stupid.
I imagined how my life turned from a business classy lady to a punished Bride to be in another Pack.
They are all the same after all, White Crisp would have done worse to me or even killed me.
Stupid pack with stupid rules and when I thought I had found love in a hopeless place, I was swept off that fantasy with a sharp hook that choked me up badly.
Maybe if I had just concentrated on my fashion line and competed with the likes of Victoria Secrets, Celine and other famous designers across New York then I wouldn’t have been so busy thinking about love.
Cupid wasn’t so dumb when she said that Love is a bullet to the brain and an arrow to the heart.
I coughed out heavily at the sudden odor that emanated from god’s nowhere which smelt like a harmful gas to cause a slice of pain in my stomach.
It’s so bad that my eyes burned with tears but I try to fight it. I just wanted to stay in this dark and lament about my cursed life, why won’t it just spare me that too?
I thought about how perfect my life was when I left White Crisp Pack, how Tessy was my best and how we’ll hang out at social gatherings at college, we could argue all day about who has brains and yell at each other at who’s the more handsome member in the famous boy band group in Asia.
I was obsessed with them even till now, I could sing half of the songs rented for free in my head from BTS songs to Stray kids and Enyphen. I was on top and everything was beautiful, making me forget about my true self for a moment to savor what New York had to offer.
Business was cool, Dad was the Prime minister until the bullying started.
I shouldn’t have fallen for Felix, I could have just stuck to the celebrities in my life that didn’t know about my existence. Maybe I wouldn’t have gotten so hurt in this manner.
But I messed it up, falling hard for him and giving my all to the psychopath who used me for fun and uploaded my true self and dignity to the world to see.
I’m now merged with a deadly Pack with bizzare rules which was no different from the Pack that reprimanded me for an act that was never my fault, taking my truth for lies and cursing me with their witchcraft powers all in the name of following the standards of the moon goddess.
“Let me out Lilia.” My wolf’s voice echoed softly through the dark and I suppressed a chuckle.
As if I could let her out, she repeats this statement over and over again to remind me of who I am, having a wolf without showing the world.
I wonder how she feels right now, to be entrapped without having to feel what nature looks like.
Lee was locked up and no matter how I try to let her out, one of us might end up dead.
It’s totally against my wishes and I won’t let her out no matter what she says.
“Please Lilia! You might die in this place. It’s not for your human body. Please, just let me ” I sniffed in tears and shook my head in disapproval.
“I’ll survive Lee, please let me carry my cross in this darkness. I caused this I did”
Just when I thought I would say another word to her, I felt something climb my back and all the hairs on my skin stand and cold goosebumps took over my skin.
I let out a loud curling cry when I felt this mighty insect crawled its way on my body in the dark and a stinging pain followed.