Like he was been controlled, Hawk followed me.
Gosh, I hate it!!
All the time, he was just giving me blurt responses, grunts as replies, and a small stare when I joke about how he and Sean make love.
Seriously, I don’t know how his huge dick would fit or Sean’s own. Don’t talk about how I have seen it a couple of times, being nude is almost nature as a werewolf. We shift, we rip out clothes, we fucking see each other bodies so… don’t judge me.
‘Can you tell how cold he had been?’ Mox asked.
Rolling my eyes, I scoffed.
I can’t worry about so many things and worry about my Beta.
Getting to the dungeon, I noticed how Hawk pauses to open the door. It was almost like he didn’t want to look inside at all and I was forcing him but I don’t care. I wiyod just show him the girl and if I still don’t get what to do to her, I will sell her to the desperate humans for an experiment. I am sure they would love it so she will feel what it is like to be in my mate’s shoes.
A dark cell. No light. Bad smell.
She was still held in chains, growling slightly like a wounded lion.
She is a wounded lion, that’s obviously what she looks like and acts like.
She made growls and sounds, itching and annoying to the ears. I almost went deaf with hate.
Watching Hawk stare at Olivia, I became bothered if he wants to kill her. I also noticed that he – Hawk; was tensed and his wolf in charge. His claws began to extend, his furs becoming visible and his eyes, pitch black.
They came alive immediately
He growled slightly and began taking gentle steps to where Olivia was held chained.
I became agitated that he might hurt her or even kill her. If he wants to avenge Luna, at least he should know that she is my mate and she is fine now. She is probably taking what she wants to eat which would that baby food that meals like baby rubbish.
‘Are you sure I do not want to do something?’ Mod asked.
I should be the one asking him. The slow steps, like he had been possessed or something. I can hear his inner growls like he does not want to do whatever his mind was telling him or whatever.
The small part of his claws I saw has extended, showing all his grown claws.
“Hawk, don’t… don’t kill her” I quickly mind-linked him but he said nothing, as he proceeded to walk to her till he got to her front. He went still to her, stopped in front of her, and held up her head taking up her hair in his palm. He looked at her face and smiled broadly.
What the hell is he doing? I thought within me.
Just know it goes well. Just hope he’s not about to do something naughty. He played with it for a while and it got to me – making me so irritated.
‘That fucking some of a bitch!’ Mod cussed.
Don’t get me wrong, she’s my ex, and am not angry or anything just… just, I felt a bit odd. I have had sex with her, he knew she was my mate, had seen her before, had watched me down in pain when she rejected me, and now, he is trying to act all….. naughty?
I was just gonna look somewhere else and ignore them, not until she spat at him. Well, I did not see that coming, including him as he just shrieked and growled.
“Fucking bitch! Shit” he cussed under his breath but I heard him anyway.
Hawk’s eyes grew dark, but not with rage or anger. He grunted lightly and shifted backward a little bit, and gently it came out, like a soft whisper.
“Mate”.
I could have sworn I didn’t hear it, but who am I kidding; my wolf senses are just sharp and swift
But what the hell??
For a moment, I wished my ears were deceiving me and I had heard wrong, but hell no I had heard right. He has definitely called her that and I wasn’t hallucinating or anything of that sort. I was stunned and blown with surprise, to say the least.
What the…
“Ahhhhh” I heard screams.
I turned swiftly to see Olivia had bitten him. He wasn’t looking and I definitely wasn’t. She was so fast as swift, I guess. That’s how she had been, always to doing something odd and evil. I just hope she is not like Rain that wouldn’t heal.
Oh, no!! This is so not good.
Hawk grew mad with rage. His eyes grew cold with anger and I could see the dark glow in them. He took it to her and pulled the chain out holding her neck. Was about to slap her face when he pauses midway, it was as if he was concerned about her then he smirked. The slap I was about getting proud of him for just turned me into a heavy punch, knocking the shit out of the poor evil bitch. And yeah! passed out immediately.
He’s so angry right now and I know that. I have no told to question myself on why she did that or not.
“what the hell Hawk? That’s so not a good way to treat a woman you motherfucking asshole” I cursed at him breathlessly, yelling. My breath rattled as I did.
The dark look in his eyes vanished and his eyes went back to normal
“I’m… I’m sorry,” He said, his chest heaving up and down in a still breath.
“I’m sorry” he apologized again and made to leave the cell and her in the cage when my voice stopped him.
“Don’t… Don’t leave, don’t leave her – your mate; alone in the cold” I appealed to him.
I waited for a while for him to react or say something. He scoffed, taking his eyes to me.
“You should have just killed her. I hate her” came his response. The dark glow had returned and his face held no emotion whatsoever
Goodness!!
When he said that, I couldn’t help but think of how I had hated Rain and how it didn’t work well for me. It feels just the same way .. it was the same. The only difference was the people involved
‘Take the girl out, and…. kill her’ Mox growled in boredom.
I nudged at my arm, completely ignoring it, blocking it out completely. I didn’t want to hear more of the nonsense. If I had killed Rain or Brook, I am sure this ice Hawk won’t have had his Luna. I didn’t want to listen to it and so I didn’t.
I was still battling with the thought when I saw Hawk walking out. I get it, he could be he had just found out about Sean. It can’t be, Brook can’t feel his mate’s, second mate.
Can he?
Pfffffff.
I shouldn’t worry about that.
I quickly went after him, trying to make it sound as of I am not eager to know why the moon goddess has cursed him with one of the worst women on earth.
“Hawk, why do you hate her? Why do you hate your mate?” I asked behind him.
He didn’t answer me. He just started back at me, bowed slightly, and tried to fake a smile but it did not work.
“Why do you hate your mate you just said. Is it because she had been my mate?” I asked
He stopped walking and turned to look at me.
“For a woman to reject you and so be evil. I doubt if she won’t kill me one day. It won’t be a problem for her to do it one day, but before she does I’ll just have to kill her myself” He grunted in rage.
Woah! That was what I was expecting but I won’t have said it that way. I would have tried ro be nice, if not fully nice, at least a bit nice.
“Alpha, would you advice me to mate a woman like that?” He asked.
Hawk stopped talking for a while to calm his breath, shutting his eyes tight in the process.
“Please Alpha, you can have her okay? You can have her and do whatever you like with her. You don’t have to worry about me, I can have my other mate, Sean and his “he said angrily.
I figured he was probably just angry and didn’t mean it and tried to object. He didn’t mean to snap at me and raised his because of Olivia.
“Hawk, you can’t say that.. trust me, listen to me you won’t….”
“Please no. You listen to me” he said, cutting me off hastening “I can live without her and I definitely don’t want her, so…” the tension in the air right now could be sliced open with a sharp knife, and I wished I had a knife so I won’t get my cakes stained.
Gosh!! What am I even saying?
I definitely don’t know but I hope he doesn’t make the mistake of hurting himself in the process. I knew he’ll surely end up hurting and I don’t want that for him. I feel he deserves better
I know he’s angry, and probably hurt, but am not just about to let him lose himself over it. Never
I can just stand here with him and let him say all these things which he might later regret.
I have to do something. I have to make him see the light and it had to be now. I’m not gonna sit back and allow someone else makes the same. It’s better to do something to help him out, or say something at least… something that would help… something that’ll make him feel better
A mistake shouldn’t be repeated… I made it once and it’s enough, that should be for that
“I know it’s hard for you, buddy. Trust me I know how you feel. These things happen, and the truth is that I never really wanted to let the world know Rain as my mate until she got kidnapped, so there, you see” I tried to explain it to him and make him see reasons with me
“It’s also just like how I hated her, it’s just the same, but I know one thing for sure now; and that’s, if she decides to hate me now, I’ll never forgive myself for it – I won’t”I enthused, trying to appeal to his soul and make him not to make the same mistake I made.
For a while, he retreated and his emotions were calm and back to normal. I became glad and calm about that. It made me let out a breath I didn’t know I have been holding.
He didn’t say a word, making me think my words had an effect on him
I’m glad I had said that to him, using myself as case a study
“Alright” I said, patting his shoulders lightly.
We didn’t say another word as if we need time to get over what happened with Olivia. Now I see why everyone needs to visit a mental hospital once in a while. And with that, I need to open one here, I bet Alaric would know how it’s been done.
We both walked back to my office and began to do random things.
“Alpha, I already called Raven’s father and she’s doing fine,” he told me when we got in.
That’s a good way to start a new conversation but I wasn’t in the mood to answer even if I need to know.
“Okay… anything else?” I asked him boldly.
“About that, Her coronation as the Luna and mating to the man she hates comes in six days…. just a day after your coronation” he informed me.
I sighed, going to take a seat on my chair, as I swiveled in it. I must not miss this day for anything, even if it’s to just know how she would cry when she sees me and my Luna.
Hawk sighed and went to take a seat too.
“Damn!!” He said softly after the short silence.
“What??” I couldn’t help but ask.
“I dunno. I’ve just been thinking. I was just thinking about how she won’t forgive me ever” he said jokingly, making me laugh out loud.
I laughed so hard, I haven’t laughed like this in a while. So hilarious. Who knew he could actually joke like this? I really needed it though, I just have to admit.
“What the…” I yelled
“Yeah. She won’t ” he scowled taking his head backward slightly.
We both laughed for a while.
Goodness!! That’s a good one… Really
“Uhm…” He said after a while, gaining my full attention
“Do you think you telling the elders about Rain being just blessed would work?” he asked me with a serious look on his face.
I didn’t have an answer to that and obviously didn’t know how to go about answering it. Only if he knew that I even lied to him too because for Brook to kill his father, I bet my Beta would betray me too.
Left to me, I think it’s better unanswered.
I don’t really believe it though.
“I don’t believe it but I think it’s better than having her kidnapped again” I decided to voice out my thoughts.
He shook his head negatively, I bet he is not understanding anything I am saying before letting out a bright smile.