13. Throughout the whole journey, they didn’t say even a word.
They just say there silently with Kim’s whole body in Ely’s embrace and the silent wasn’t stifling at all. It was as if they were connected spiritually in such even if one didn’t say anything, the other one understood them well.
This was a first for both of them moreso for Ely who had had more than one count sexual partners.
“Can I ask you something?” Kim asked all of a sudden.
“Anything,” Ely said as he kissed her hair.
“Have you always had unprotected sex with your sexual partners?” She asked and she was happy that she wasn’t looking at him.
“No. I always use protection no matter who it is,” he said and it was the truth.
For him, in a way, Kim was the one who took his virginity because she was the first one he had ever had unprotected sex with.
How and where he found the courage to do so and not feel diagust was beyond him.
On Kim’s hand, she found it hard to believe.
How would someone who had had so many sex partners … and why her then?
She couldn’t ask but she so wanted to know but she was afraid that she would hear something she wasn’t ready for.
When they got home, she wanted to walk but she found herself in Ely’s hands and he wouldn’t let her down and so, she gritted her teeth and laid her head on his chest obediently.
“Are you ashamed of being with me?” He asked out of the blue when he realized that she was hiding her face in his chest.
“I… no. I am not ashamed. I am… it’s just that I am not used to all this. You are the first man I have ever had been with,” she said and he understood.
“You don’t have to worry. I promised to treat you well and I will. Also, everyone around me knows better than to say anything,” Ely said and somehow, that put her heart at ease.
When they got into the bedroom, he placed her on the floor and kisses her.
By now, she was used to his kisses and she came to realise that he was a good kisser and his kisses did things she loved to her body and she loved them and so, she accepted his kiss without any qualms and before she knew it, he was on top of her on the bed.
Kim always thought that sex was a mundane thing that was done whenever one was horny and that was it.
In fact, she thought that sex was something that should be had at least twice a week and that was it. But Elyes had debunked all those worldviews she held because in a day, they could even do it even four or five times and more than that when he was home and she didn’t find it tiring or anything of that sort.
In fact, she found herself enjoying it more than she thought she ever would.
“Do you want to try out new room?” Ely asked as he towered over her and Kim was curious.
New room?
She nodded and he kisses her again and then stood up and helped her to her feet.
The man opened the walkin closet, the closet where both their clothes were, and Kim’s mouth went agape when she saw him tap on a shoe and the whole of that wall moved.
It revealed a dark room where everything from the walls to the furniture inside was black.
“What’s this?” She asked.
“Our secret sex room,” he said and laughed at the way she looked.
She wasn’t afraid. No. She had an intrigued air around her. She wanted to know what he meant and so, she walked in and didn’t even realize when the wall slid back in place and they were isolated in their own space.
“You… you always have this?” She asked and he nodded.
“Yes. But I have never found anyone worthy to use it with,” he said and she turned to look at him with her hand on a dildo that was mounted on a stool.
“Why?” She wondered aloud.
“They would all leave in tears after I attempted to… you know. I love experimenting and I also love rough sex where a little pain is involved but not everyone is as open to the idea as you are,” he said and for the first time in his life, he found himself blushing.
For the first time ever, he realised that he didn’t want Kim to hate him.
In his lone of business, he didn’t care who he crossed and he had come to blows with most people and had even killed some and had never cared how they viewed him but he realized that he didn’t want the same from Kim.
He didn’t want her to fear him. He wanted her to love him and stay with him. For her, he was ready to compromise.
And as such, he found himself saying, “but we won’t do anything as long as you don’t want to. We can do it your way.”
That was something this mafia lord had never said to anyone else.
“How about we do it your way. I would love to see what all these are used for,” Kim answered as she swiped a look throughout the room and she was impressed and intrigued at the same time.
“Are you sure? You won’t find me weird?” He asked in a small voice that she wasn’t used to coming from him.
“Weird? I think weird is good. Normal is overrated,” she said and she didn’t see the sigh of relief that left the man that was with her.
“What’s this used for?” She asked as she held a bog chain that was strapped to her chair and had cuffs on all four ends.
“Wanna find out?” Elyes asked with a smile that hinted mischief and Kim was hooked.
She had found out that the best sex was the spices one.
“Show me,” she said and he was on to her in a single step and he started undressing her.