I looked up at the doctor to see his face filled with terror and suspicion. I don’t blame him, my mate didn’t let anyone know I that I was his mate. I was sure the doctor would be feeling pissed that I had disrespected their Alpha.
“Let me tell you SOMETHING!! PLEASE!!! Can I say something before this?” I fake a fearful smile “Just hold on, will you?”.
Surprisingly, they stopped.
Staring at my face, I know they are expecting me to say something but I have nothing to say. Looking at my wrist that are being buckled to the bed, my lips quivered.
“I can’t go through this again” I broke down.
I can’t hide this tears, I can’t claim I am being strong when I am melting inside.
“I am a good girl. I will make sure I am very well behaved and good” I cried shamelessly “I will work well, I will eat, I will do anything you want me to do” I stared up at Rex.
Locking my gaze with his confused blank gaze, my lips quivered.
“Please Alpha Rex, I will shift Faste…”.
“Nooooo!”.
Before I could even finish talking, my mate held me down the more. His palm held my throat tight as Hawk made sure my hands are held down. I could vouch the doctor was the fastest thing I had ever seen in my entire life as I have to blink once before seeing him behind Hawk with the needle on my skin.
A piercing scream escaped my throat as I felt the stinging pain of the needle pierce through my skin. It didn’t take long as it felt like it’s happened almost immediately.
It was happening, I could feel it, feel my vein light up. The weird and new sensation traveled up to my chest as if trying to enter my heart. Then, Hawk and Rex had left me with their gaze on me like I am some kind of abomination.
Bit by bit, I felt my inside break. It waa as if I was being slowly torn apart from my second half, Ashina.
With my watery gaze on my mate I whispered.
“I don’t want to die. Please don’t kill me, mate”.
I was expecting him to feel pity, to maybe give me a short that would make the pain stop but he didn’t. Rex just kept staring at me blankly before walking away. With Hawk and the doctor by my side, I know I am doomed for life.
“Are you both going to be cowards and kill me tied up?” I muttered.
The doctor’s brows flinched, followed by a slight frown as he turn to look at Hawk who had the same expression.
“My name is Doctor Alaric and I can not kill you Rain” the doctor said “It would hurt for only a while but you will be fine, trust me”.
Trust you? The irony!!
How the heck does he expect me to trust him when he was killing me? Although I wasn’t feeling too pained or hurt the way Brook does his own but I was more scared.
You can’t tell, something you have no idea of could be what will kill you faster than what you knew. Because you don’t know why you are fighting.
One might be scared of a frog when the he would be killed by a fish.
With my gaze fixed on Hawk then the doctor I relaxed. At least I copied the faces of the people that killed me just incase I might be given the chance to reincarnate. My revenge would be too much that I will make sure to haunt them to their seventh generation!
Closing my eyes as I prepare to take my last breath, I heard a voice in my head.
‘Stop being too dramatic, Rain’ Hawk’s voice said ‘It’s for the sake of you putting people in danger with your wolf! Open your eyes and have your meal before I make the airplane sound’.
Oh!
I wasn’t a child but I still have to open my mouth to eat. They call it cereals and milk but I will call it baby puke. It tastes good though, in fact, I have never tasted anything like that and hopefully, I will make It my favorite food.
Staring at the fresh bunch of bananas on the table, I could not help but smile like a wolf getting ready to be betrothed to her mate.
‘Who are you kidding? I don’t have a mate, don’t I?’.
Since the past few minutes or maybe an hour ago when Doctor Alaric injected me with that stuff, I noticed I no longer feel Ashina. Although I could feel a bit of her, just small as if she was hiding and I somehow love it.
After all, she was not needed and there would be no one to invade my privacy while all she talked about was about a mate that does not want us.
“Stop smiling at the banana, eat up, Alpha Rex wants you in his room”.
Shaking my head, I attempted to get off the bed but Hawk frowned. His bored gaze locked with mine as he warningly growled before getting up and walking towards the door.
“You won’t want to make your mate angry,” Hawk said “He will get mad”.
Rolling my eyes, I scoffed before seating up. Wiggling my feet before getting off properly. I grabbed the bunch of bananas like my life depends on it. Well, I made sure to eat because I had no idea when I might be given another meal.
“I hate him” I scoffed as I moved off the bed.
“I trust you would hate him,” Hawk said as he walked back to me.
Softly grabbing my upper arm, he leads me out of the room. None of us said anything until he got to a door and stared at me. In return, I glare at him with the banana pressed to my chest.
“Please go in”.
“I can’t” I moved back “You will have to kill me first…”.
Staring at the door that opened, I could not get myself to look away from Hawk before Rex yanked me in. The door closed almost instantly.
“Behave”.
That was only what my mate said before he left, such an asshole. Pissed, I looked around the room to find myself in his chamber. Pfff! How come I don’t get to know the way to his chamber before arriving.
Looking around again, memories of what happened some nights ago flash on my mind. The ruthlessness, the way he treated me like trash and still push me out. Sometimes I still wonder why Rex still wanted me, and why he does not want me when he obviously does not like me.
Walking to the corner of the room, I found what looked like the switch. Who cares about some light when I have been in darkness for so many days of my life.
Stooping at the corner after hitting off the light, I felt a bit comfortable. The last thing I remembered was eating the banana and trying to make myself comfortable.
Before I knew what was happening, I heard the door bust open then the light came on. I can’t believe I have fallen asleep on the floor with my mate now standing in front of me.
Not now.
His blank gaze home around my body before walking away and returning with a dress in his hand.
“Go wash up” he threw the dress at me “And don’t touch my switch again”.
Really?
He was concerned about me touching his switch when I wish I could just kill him. Gosh! I hate my mate so much that I want to reject him but I was scared. I don’t want to be an enemy of the moon goddess but if he continues, I am afraid I will have to.
Glaring at his face before looking at his palm that had the bandage since some hours ago, I became tempted to ask why he isn’t healing. Just curious, no one would blame me because I have never seen any Alpha that could not heal from just a small bite after so many hours if not days.
Rex found me looking at his hand and he raised it to show it to me. His blank expression remain mute as he slowly removed the bandage and the smell of his blood filled the room.
Strange! The bite still look and smelt fresh!!
“You don’t bite anyone again,” he said sternly “Not as if you would be able to shift for a while” he muttered before walking away.
Picking the dress while I get to my feet, I want to ask him what he meant by I won’t shift for a while but at the same time, I feel I should ignore him. The more I ignore him, I feel he will get tired of me and also reed of me too.
Slowly walking towards where I assumed to be the bathroom, I stopped as I heard Rex growled.
“lose the dress, immediately” He ordered.