RAIN’S POV
An alarm broke out deep in my head. I placed my hand on my face which sting so much from the slap planted on it by Rex who stared at me rigorously.
‘This son is a bitch!’ Ashina growled.
A few seconds ago, I was so horny and loved the way he touched me. His hand on my skin felt so good that it aroused me so bad. I wanted him to continue, I didn’t want him to stop at all, his touch on me was so good that it threw me off balance, and my body ached so bad for him to have me.
With my eyes closed as I pretended to be asleep just to enjoy him keeping up with his touch, suddenly, a memory flashed through my head, so hard that the horny need in me evaporated.
My brows furred as the image of Raven stroller into my mind, her body smelled of no one but Rex which indicated that he has been sleeping with her, clearly cheating with no sign of remorse in his heart.
He can’t have me, never!
Disgusted by his touch, I let go of his hands on my thigh, he pushed in again wanting to continue but I stopped him only to have him forcefully wanting me and before I could say a word, I found my hand flying and resting on his face, his eyes widened in shock.
No regret, I can’t explain why it felt so good to slap him. Maybe because I am still mad that he slapped the shit out of me at the field.
Before I could utter any word, he slapped me back, more fierce this time that it awakened Ashina who growled inside of me.
“How dare you hit me?” Rex howled at me with great anger.
Deep down, Ashina growled again at the sound of his words. She knew it was wrong for me to hit Rex, but Rex shouldn’t have hit me back so strongly that it weakened me, my eyes soaked with tears.
“You are so impossible!” I let out visibly hurt.
I tried to get out of the bed but he gripped my hand really tight, preventing me from leaving.
“Let me go!” I cried out and struggled at the same time just to let go of his grip, unfortunately, he held me so strongly that it was so impossible for me to let go.
“Leave me alone Rex, let me go!”.
I struggled, I hate him, I hate him deeply and with all the strength left in me I fought but it wasn’t working no matter how hard I tried.
“You are going nowhere!” Rex said adamantly.
His gaze still burning with fury but I wanted to buy his words. I kept on struggling as hard as I could just to be free.
“You are heartless and a cheater, you want to have me! And do you think that I don’t know about your affair with Raven? That’s her name right?” I nodded angrily ” After sticking that shit in her and now you want me? Do you care how I feel about it!” I blurted out at him not hiding how to hurt I was.
The realization alone really hit me so hard that I was trying to fight the tears from rolling out.
To my surprise, instead of feeling apologetic, Rex’s lips stretched into a grin, “Are you jealous?” He asked to my irritation, “At least, I am not the one seating outside and watching naked men with my heat badly aroused”.
Seeing how calm he was, the urge to hit him was so strong, I hated his guts to the core, his pride disgusted me so much.
“Alpha Rex, I am not denying the fact that their nakedness really turned me on but note this, I will rather lose my virginity to a random wolf than to my mate who doesn’t respect me and treats me like I am a piece of trash!” I let out strongly wanting him to get the message.
I can’t tell where this courage has come from but I like it. It’s the first time in my entire life talking to someone with my head high and I love it, I always love that feeling that we are supposed to be equal.
The calm look on Rex’s face vanished but I didn’t care. I just stated the fact and he is free to accept it the way he thinks will be best for him.
I got out of bed and walked towards the door just to get out of the room, I could not stand his sight anymore.
Getting to the door, I realized that it was locked. Frustrated by this, I averaged my gaze at Rex who had a mischievous grin on his face.
“Key. I need the key, where is it?” I asked him very impatiently.
“You better get your ass back here Rain, I don’t want to take it the hard way because if I do, you are not going to like it” he warned.
“You are not getting close to me, you better let me have the key, I need to get out” I refused stubbornly.
Right in front of me, Rex’s angry face was alone brightly, his claws began to spring out, the hairs on his face became more visible and I could see his teeth getting sharper.
He was about to shift and that scared me a lot. I don’t want to see that wolf, the not any wolf now. His growls send made me shiver to the point that I almost pee on myself but I just don’t want him now.
“Please let me go” I begged suddenly.
Maybe that would help.
Maybe it’s better than yelling and vexing your mate when you know he has always hated you.
Rex at the other end just shrugged, he looked at me from head to toe and shrugged again.
“Strip!”.
One word, one command.
I am not crazy so I knew better. I didn’t move, not even an inch.
“I need you to strip Rain, get those clothes off and lay face down next to me” Rex instructed.
Perv!
I will not, the moon goddess knows I will not but what I didn’t expect is Rex’s loud growl.
One minute I was standing with my clothes on as I watch him getting off the bed now I am being yanked by the hair and have my dress ripped out of my body. The more I struggled, the more I fail, the more I get weak, and that’s the more he hurts me.
I had no other option but to give up, stark naked, I lay on the bed, my face pressed against the mattress. After all, he is my mate, he might change his mind or would not even hurt me.
A look of satisfaction and lust filled Rex, he came closer to me and it was at that point I realized he was stark naked too. Not caring how I felt, he held my hands tightly, caressed my butt with the other, and spanked me so hard.
A faint groan escape my throat as my lips quivered. I felt humiliated, I felt dirty but I am trying to take it as fate.
“Who is a good girl now huh?” He asked with so much victory buried in his voice.
No.
This isn’t what mating is supposed to be like! We are supposed to both enjoy it and not have our face down to the bed while your heartless mate watches you like a hawk.
If it’s the right name, I think I would call this rape! I know I am supposed to struggle, I am supposed to fight him off but I also want it. I am so horny, my heat is not doing the best to me, and here is…
“Oh no!…”
Before I could retaliate, I felt him so deep inside of me, a sharp pain traveled so vastly around my veins and I screamed so loud, that my breathing became heavy as ever.
It hurts! This is not how I have heard people talk about it.
“Let me go!” I cried with tears rolling down my eyes as Rex waited for a few seconds.
I tried to turn back to look at him but he pushed me face down back. One of his hands held my waist up, while the other held my neck and face down.
From the corner of my eyes, I saw his blank gaze on me, and that freaked and hurt me more.
“Please let me go” I plead as I began to move “Let’s just end it, I don’t want to be your ma…”.
A piercing scream escaped my throat as I felt his claws dig into the back of my neck as he thrust hard into me. I can barely catch my breath when he yanked my hair back and held my waist firm.
His claws dug into my waist and lower abdomen. It hurts, it all hurts.
I wish he could have listened. All I wanted to say was that I no longer what to be his mate.