– Harley –
“Oh my god hes going to kill me” I mumble under my breath as I pace back and forth around the kitchen, “Or worse he’s going to leave me!” I cry out, I turn to Shelby whos looking at me like I’m a crazy person, I’m not crazy, right? “How is him leaving you worse?” She questions me as she eats a banana infront of me, I gag when I walk past her “Oh god please throw that out it smells so bad!” I say as I continue to pace back and forth.
“What? It’s a banana you cant even- oh what the hell, look Harley just calm down he’s not going to kill you.. or leave you or whatever, sure he’s probably going to be pissed he might not even talk to you for a day or two but-” I cut her off mid-sentence “Not talk to me for a day or two? Who does this jackass think he is!” I start to get mad and stomp around the kitchen instead of pacing.
I continue to pace around when Shelby stops me in my tracks “Breath Harley it’s going to be okay” she says calmly I take a few deep breaths and try to calm myself down, “What if it’s not okay?” I croak out as my eyes begin to pool with tears Shelby pouts while thinking, “Well we will take it one step at a time okay? Let’s just celebrate that they’re home” I sniff and wipe my eyes, “You’re right, just relax I can tell him tomorrow pfft this is going to be so easy” I say as i fix my clothes.
The sound of cars pulling up fills up the quiet air of the clubhouse, “Oh my god they’re here, oh I can’t do this, I can’t do it, I’ve gotta go, girl, I need to go right now, right this instant!” I begin to run towards the exit of the kitchen, Shelby pushes me to the side and I turn around shocked “Get yourself together Harley!” she yells at me shaking my shoulders, I don’t move an inch, “You pushed me” I say acting fake shocked placing my hand over my heart, “Well you needed to get your shit together!” She yells back, “You pushed me!” I repeat myself inching closer to her.
“I-I had to, you weren’t-” I cut her off again, oh this is evil. “Y-you pushed me” I begin to force myself to cry, “I could have fallen over and hurt myself, I could have fallen over and snapped my neck, then you would have had to explain to everyone why I’m dead, I could have fallen into the oven!!” I force myself to cry even harder, it takes all of me not to burst out laughing at the look on her face, oh poor Shelbs.
“Oh gosh Harley I’m so sorry, I wasn’t even thinking you just we getting yourself so worked up it’s not good fo-” she’s cut off the by loud sound of doors winging open, I turn to her my eyes widened “They’re here” I whisper and she nods back at me “They’re fucking here dude” i whisper yell to her, “You can do this gorgeous, remember to relax today tell him tomorrow” I nod and we make our way out to the main room.
“Wereeeeee homeeeeeeeeeeee” Gunner calls out, Shelby leaves my side and runs over to Gunner who pulls her in for a hug, I see my dad and I make my way over to him, I give him a tight hug and pull back to look at him “Are you okay? Is everyone okay?” I ask looking over his body for anything, he gives me a half-smile and my face drops.
“What?” I ask him, he just shakes his head and looks over to Wood, I look over to Wood who looks a little worried, I run over to him and look him over “Who’s hurt? Where’s Jax?” I ask quickly before pulling him in for a quick hug, he gives me a slight hug back I pull away from him and scrunch my eyebrows together “Where’s Jax?” I ask through gritted teeth.
The sound of the doors opening once again pull me away from what I was doing, I look over and pray to whoever’s listening to me that it was Jax, I let out a sigh of relief when I see its him, I run over to him and jump onto him clinging for him for dear life, I can feel the biggest smile on my face as my cheeks begin to ache, I pull back and my smile drops when I see his arm bandaged and neck with a large bandage on it. My emotions go from happy to anger in 0. 5 seconds “WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU?!” I yell out, he laughs and pulls me in for a cuddle “Let’s go upstares and talk”.
He leads me upstares to our room, I make him sit on the bed and I undress the wounds “You have ripped the stitches on the bullet wound, how long ago did it happen?” I ask looking up to him “How did you-“, “Know? I think I’ve seen my fair share of bullet wounds” I joke as I make my way into the bathroom, I find the first aid kit and walk back over to Jax, I move his arm and begin to clean and restitch the wound, I dress it and clean the one on his neck too.
“Thank you kitten” he mumbles into my stomach, oh god I can’t do this, no no no I have too, I begin an internal battle in my mind, “So what did you get up to while I was gone?” He asks, I flinch and pull myself away from him a little, his face drops and he looks at me with hurt in his eyes, Jesus I’m an asshole.
“Uh- nothing, just watched tv and stuff,” I say twiddling my fingers together, yeah great thinking Harley. “Let’s have a joint and we can watch a movie or something, I want to spend time with you,” he says as he pulls me into him again, “Don’t want one” I reply to him, “A cigarette? A drink?’ He asks confused I just shake my head.
“Why not? Are you sick?” He asks, keep it together Harley keep it together, you’ve got this, it’s allllllll sweet. “I asked why not kitten I expect an answer” his voice raised a little and his grip tightens on my waist, oh how can he looks so fucking sexy mad, I just want to rip his clothes off and fuc-, “I will ask one more time, Why. Fucking. Not?” He growls and I slip out of my little world and basically shit my pants at him yelling at me “Because I’m pregnant!” I scream out, my face drops and I slap my hands over my mouth so hard it echos in the now silent room, what have I done…
“Y-you’re what?” He asks emotionless, the lump in my throat begins to burn as I try to resist the tears that threaten to escape, stupid fucking hormones “I’m pregnant” I say in a whisper silently hoping he didn’t hear me and wouldn’t ask me to repeat myself, “How far along?” He asks once again coldly, “F-five w-weeks” I stutter a reply, my heart is pounding so hard I can hear it in my ears.
“You’re pregnant huh?” He asks staring at my stomach, I nod my head even tho he’s not looking at me, “I’m going to be a father…” He says quietly, we stay in silence for minutes while he stares at my stomach, I’m too afraid to breath let alone move, his hands haven’t left my waist either it’s not like I can easily run away from him.
“Say something please” I wait for a reply but am met with more silence, “I-I can get r-rid of it if-” he stands up moving me backwards, “Don’t even finish that sentence” he growls at me, “You’re having a baby, our baby” he says while he moves his hands down to my stomach “Our baby” he says this time a large smile graces his lips, “We’ve gotta tell everyone!” He yells out picking me up bridal style, “Wait can I get chang-” I go to speak but he runs out of the room with me.
He lifts me onto one of the pool tables before jumping up himself, he whistle’s loudly catching the attention of everyone, “Well done on the ride boys, we kicked ass and our shipments are safe and we all came home, that’s what’s most important. And speaking of important Harley and I have important news to share” he turns to me with one of the brightest smiles I’ve ever seen and his eyes are filled with pride.
“Were having a baby” I call out as the room erupts into cheers and applause, my father begins to make his way through the crowd shoving people out of the way “You knocked up my princess?!” He yells out over the crowd, I look over to Jax and laugh “Yeah you have fun with that one” I say as I climb down off the table, I’m pulled in for hugs and kisses from everyone in the club.
Eventually I find my dad “A mini you running around, now that’s scary” he jokes as he pulls me in for an embrace “I’m proud of you princess, I know youre going to make a great mother” he says with a smile, “You actually think I’ll be a good mother?” I ask looking up to him, “I know you will Harley, once you see them for the first time you will do absolutely anything for that baby”, I nod and hug him one more time “Thank you dad, and also please don’t kill Jax, I’m going to need him in a few months”.