– Harley –
“What next huh? Got any suggestions?” I ask the almost lifeless body sitting infront of me, his blood begins to drip down my arms and I relax once I feel the warm liquid on my skin, oh how we have missed you. “What cat got ya tongue?” I break out into a grin and laugh at my own joke, wow I’m hilarious, he begins to cough and gurgle on his blood causing it to splatter on me, “Rude” I say getting off of his lap and walking over to the table, I slowly walk along the table and close my eyes letting my fingertips graze the field of weapons infront of me.
I follow my gut instinct and stop at the one I’m most drawn to, I open my eyes and see its one of Lil Ricci’s favourites, I smile and pick it up before turning around to face whos left in the room, the 3 of them are now all standing together talking amongst themselves while watching me work, a hush falls over them once they notice me watching them, Lil Ricci’s eyes widen when he sees the tool I have in my hand “Mija, you are spoiling me today” I look down to my hands and run one of my fingers over the curved blade, to be more precise a blade especially made for skinning wild animals and well my ex is a fucking wild animal.
“Before the festivities start” I announce as I walk towards my prey my eyes never leaving his “We need a bigger audience hmm?” I hum while I walk around him in circles tapping my chin, “Oh I know just the thing” I stop and turn to Gunner, “Gunner could you bring out my other guest? But make sure it’s gagged I don’t want to hear its voice” he smiles and nods before walking out through one of the doors that leads to the holding cells in the back.
After a few minutes, Gunner returns with a very scared Stacey bound and gagged to a chair, “Perfect everyone’s here now” I walk towards Stacey, her eyes meet mine and all I can see Is pure fear in them, good. I walk back over to my ex and take my seat back on his lap, his head begins to drop as he falls in and out of consciousness “Give him a shot of adrenaline, I want him to at least feel some of this” Jax walks over to the metal table before picking up a syringe to inject him with, his head jolts up and panic sets in to his eyes, “Let’s see how much I get done before you die hmmm? And the timer starts now”.
I stand up and stretch my body out before dropping the knife to the floor, I take a step back and look at the clock, “He only lasted 10 minutes, if he had of just waited another 15 he would have been able to see my masterpiece” I exclaim before turning around to the boys, “As much as I love an audience, I want to this one by myself” I smirk before looking over my shoulder to Stacey who is now crying her eyes out after I made her watch me for the past hour or so.
“Are you sure kitten?” Jax’s voice makes me turn my head back towards them, “Deadly” Is all I reply, Jax walks over to me and gives me a soft kiss before making his way upstares with Lil Ricci and Gunner, I turn my attention back to Stacey and smile innocently as I rip the gag out of her mouth, “Now are we going to do this the easy way or the hard way?” I ask as I go over to the table and grab a sewing needle and thread, “P-please d-don’t I-” I roll my eyes and slam my hands onto the metal table causing all the tools to clank and bang, “P-please d-don’t blah blah blah blah blah” I mock her before laughing at her “You don’t think other people haven’t begged me sweetheart? What makes you think I won’t kill you the same way I just killed my ex?”.
“B-because I’m p-pregnant” she sobs, “How far along?” I ask nonchalantly as I prepare my tools, “7 weeks” she quietly whispers, “Well thank god for that! I almost thought I wasn’t going to able to kill you!” I say as I skip up towards her with the needle and thread in my hand, “Now let’s stitch up your mouth I’m sick of hearing you talk, oh and try not to scream, don’t want you ripping the stitches huh?” I grab ahold of her lip and place the needle against her skin, “Wait, please! Just hear me out!” She begs.
“And why should I change my ways just for you?” I raise an eyebrow at her still holding the needle against her skin, “Because it’s your bothers” she says quietly as her eyes begin to fill up with tears, I laugh loudly throwing my head back, “Oh wow that’s a good one, now where was I?” I grab her lip again before she screams again “Stop!” I roll my eyes and sigh loudly “What now?! Just let me fucking torture you you’re taking all the fun away”.
“Ask him, he will tell you I promise I’m not lying. He knows I promise he does” I breathe deeply and close my eyes, “Why did you try to come onto my old man then? And if anything he should be thanking me for killing you it’s probably not even his” I open my eyes and look at her coldly, “I had to, some of the other girls were getting suspicious, if they ever found out that someone was getting brought into the club before them they would do anything to take that chance away”.
“So Matthew knew you were doing it? And who said anything about you being brought into the club?” I asked as my anger began seeping through my veins, “Y-yes he knew about it, but he never wanted you to find out about it, we just wanted what’s best and it’s easier if no one asks questions for a while, and well Matthew told me he wants me to be his old lady” she smiles slightly when she says the last part but all I see Is fucking red.
I run out of the room throwing the door open as I run upstares not caring about the fact that I am covered in head to toe in someone else’s blood, my eyes scan the room looking for my asshole of a brother, I spot him in a booth talking to my father and Knuckle’s, I begin to shove my way through the crowd pushing people out of my way, I get to the booth as Knuckle’s and my fathers eyes widen at the sight of me, Matthew slowly turns around to face me and his jaw drops.
I grab him by his cut and throw him to the ground I can hear footsteps fastly approaching from behind me, I can already tell that its Gunner and Jax, “You got her pregnant? Out of everyone and anyone in the world her?! And then you decide that she’s going to be brought into the club without consulting anyone are you fucking serious?! And then you get her to kiss MY old man so no one suspects anything? Do you even think about anyone else Matthew, I almost fucking killed her, I almost killed your fucking child you stupid son of a fucking bitch!”.
I feel Jax’s arms around my waist as my back hits the front of his chest, at this point I’m seething, my breathing is heavy and fast, my body is on fire, my heart is pounding a thousand beats a minute and my demons are screaming once again, “You don’t know shit, Harley! You don’t get a fucking say in the club you’re nothing more than Killer’s flavour of the month you don’t get any say in what goes on in or around the club, you may as well be a fucking rotter oh wait you will be when prez gets bored of youre bratty attitude. You’re fucked up Harley you bring everything down around you, everything you touch you ruin, you’re not family you will never be family. I’m glad I left when I did otherwise I’d be just as fucked up as you are!” He screamed at me, I begin to shake myself out of Jax’s grip, one of his hands slips and one of my arms becomes free, I lunge my body towards my ‘brother’ pulling Jax with me, I get close enough to throw a punch hitting his jaw, a crack echos in the room.
I open my mouth to speak but its quickly covered by Jax’s giant hand pulling me back towards him, he moves his other hand to my waist and throws his arm around my shoulder and chest holding me.
The whole room is silent the only thing that can be heard is my heavy and irregular breathing before Jax’s voice booms thought the room “First things first Snake, you may be my brother but she is my first priority, and yes you will fucking listen to her and so will every other fucker in this room, Harley is my old lady, my queen, the clubs queen, her voice and opinion is just as important as mine or Gunners. Do. You. All. Fucking. Understand?!” He screams out the last part.
“Yes” Is heard throughout the crowd Jax turns his attention back to Matthew on the floor, “Get up and get down stares we are figuring this shit out right now and you best be fucking thankful I didn’t let Harley rip you to shreds for speaking to her like that, and me on the other hand? Well, you see I would rather watch Harley work her magic, I don’t think I’m as creative as her you know?” He lets go of me and walks over to Matthew squatting next to him on the floor, “And if I ever hear you talk like that about my fucking old lady I will not hesitate to put a bullet between your eyes, you and I both know she is no fucking rotter or flavour or the fucking month, do I make myself fucking clear?” He growls through gritted teeth.
“Yes, brother” I heard my brother respond quietly before a loud bone-crunching sound echos throughout the crowded room, Jax had punched Matthew in the nose and broken it before picking him up “That’s for speaking to your queen like shes a piece of shit, be thankful that’s all you got. Gunner you’re coming with us” He says venomously before beginning to taking him downstairs to the basement, I turn on my heels and walk in the other direction, I grab the sledgehammer that’s sitting next to the front doors and open one of the doors to the front. I turn around one last time and see everyone staring at me including Jax, Gunner and my pathetic excuse of a brother.
I smile and flick my sunglasses down over my eyes before swinging the sledgehammer so it’s now leaning on my shoulder, I turn back around and make my way outside, I grab a cigarette out and light it, I can hear the doors behind me open and close repeatedly my guess is I have a little crowd, I hear footsteps approaching me but I begin to walk off, I make my way across the car park while whistling a tune to myself, I can hear multiple shuffling of boots behind me as I walk.
I stop infront of my brothers bike and throw my smoke to the ground stepping on it to put it out, I tilt my head to the right and stare at the bike for a few seconds, I feel a hand on my shoulder I shrug it off and don’t bother to turn around to see who it is, “Harl-” my brother begins but is quickly stopped by me swinging the sledgehammer into his precious bike, I hit the gas tank and dent it in nicely, next I go to the mirrors, I swing the hammer down twice snapping them both off, I walk around the bike to the other side and start to swing the hammer into the body of the bike, a part of my heart breaks for doing this to a bike but the asshole deserves it.
After 5 minutes of hitting it, I finally drop my arm down to my side “Yeah guess I’m pretty fucked up huh?” I say with a slight laugh on the end, I turn around and face everyone “Basement now” I say as I begin to walk towards the crowd, they begin to move so I have a clear path, I make my way inside the clubhouse and basically run down the steps I swing the door wide open causing it to slam against the wall making Stacey jump in her spot, I look to the side of her and see my two beautiful babies chewing on some bones from my ex’s toes. I walk over to them and sit on my knees cuddling into their bodies “Oh you two are just the best, yes you are, yes you are” I coo to them, I hear the door close and I turn my attention to behind me, I watch as Jax pushes my brother into the room, lets just see how fucked up I truly am.