15. “Klaus, you and I agreed to be just fuck buddies and nothing more. You and I both know that I can’t offer you more.
And you of all people should understand where I am coming from. You know the kind of a heartbreak I went through and I am yet to heal.
As much as I would love to be with you, I just can’t. Maybe in the future but not now,” I said and didn’t look at Klaus.
I knew that I must have disappointed him but it was good that I did sooner rather than later.
Klaus was Tony’s best friend and he was there to see all what Tony and Linda did to me.
He saw me break apart inside and all the efforts I put to put all the pieces back together.
As much as I wanted to love him, I just couldn’t right then.
My heart was yet to heal and thinking of committing to a man again made me feel afraid. I was afraid of men and of people in general and that was why I didn’t want to commit to anyone. All I wanted was sex and nothing more.
What I didn’t see was the smile on Klaus’ face and I saw it when he held and turned me to look at him.
Of everything I had said, the only words he had heard were ‘maybe in the future’ because that was what he talked about.
“So, there is hope then?” Klaus asked me as he held my shoulders and turned me to look at him. “You’ve said that you can’t commit right now but maybe in the future? I heard you say that, isn’t it?” He asked me and I couldn’t help but smile.
“Yeah, maybe in the future after I heal and maybe then I can love again.
I know anyone who has been through what I have been through, getting betrayed by the man you loved and the woman you called your best friend, anyone would feel the same,” I said and he hugged me.
His body was so huge and warm and it made me feel safe and secure.
“Then, allow me to help you heal. Allow me to be there for you and I will be your shoulder, your errand boy, your man and your peace.
One thing I can promise you Sera is that I will never hurt you.
I would rather die first than watch you get hurt,” he said and squeezed me in a bear hug.
“I love you,” he whispered to my ear and I felt a certain way and jitters ran down my body from where his breath touched my ear.
It was nice to hear those words from someone like Klaus and it was too bad that I couldn’t say them back.
Without saying anything, I pried myself from his hug and then looked at him.
Klaus was a work of heart. He was handsome and his facial features were arranged so well on his face that one could think that the creator took time after he was well rested and said, “let us create a god.”
I smiled up at him and I did something impulsive.
Without thinking, I stood on my toes and when Klaus saw what I was about to do, he bent his head and met my lips.
I, at first, kissed him slowly wanting to taste him and let him know that I wouldn’t mind being with him and all he had to give me was time but then it became erratic.
Before I knew it, my tongue was in his mouth and we were fighting there.
I then gave him the reins and we kissed as if we have never kissed before and before I knew it, he had lifted me up and my legs automatically went around his waist as I also kissed him back.
He then left my lips and started ravaging my face.
He started by kissing my eyes, my forehead, my cheeks, my temples and then went to my chin.
He nibbled on it and then brushed my lips with his teeth again.
“Oh, Sera, you will be my undoing. I love you so much and I want you,” he said and I panicked.
“Didn’t we do enough just last night?” I said feeling aggrieved.
At this rate, I wouldn’t be able to make it to the shop.
“Yes we did but this is today,” he said and I was also feeling a certain way and anyway, this was sex.
Since when did Sera say no to good sex? I have never.
I thus welcomed him by moaning to his kisses and his caresses.
He then placed me on the couch and within minutes, he had already undressed me.
The new clothes he had bought me, he was the first one to take them off me.
He was also kind enough to fold them well and place them on top of the couch and then he started working on me.
I didn’t know what it was but Klaus’ tongue was magic. He made me scream for more as he worked on my vagina and vulva with his fingers and tongue respectively.
“Oh, Klaus, yes… ngg… more please,” I moaned and he lifted one of his hands and started caressing my stomach and then he left what he was doing and came up from the groin to the stomach to the chest as he rained kisses on me.
He then took a nipple in his mouth and I felt my world light up.
I didn’t even feel as he unbuttoned his pants but the next thing I knew, he was inside me in all his glory.
That moment when skin meets skin and he starts pumping is the moment I always look forward to.
As Klaus filled me and as he continued raining kisses on me and loving me, I felt my world get brighter again.
He then started fucking me and like he knew my body well, he did it rough and made sure that he touched the deepest part of my vagina and that there… that there was the feeling I always chase during such moments.
And yes, the creator loved women because he made our bodies in such a way that we can cum multiple times and that was what was happening to me.
Klaus had already shed his jacket and he was fucking me with his big baby as his fingers played with my clit and I saw paradise.
I felt as if I hadn’t had sex in days but it had been only a few hours.
Klaus just knew what buttons to touch in me to make my body react the way he wanted.
“Sera, you are so tight and so hot and warm inside.
I love making love to you.
You were tailored just for me,” Klaus said after catching his breath after he had released in me.
“Klaus, we didn’t use a condom,” I reminded.
“Yeah, even last night,” he said and I remembered.
We got carried away and forgot.
I needed to take morning after pills if I didn’t want to become a mother yet.