Monica’s POV
“We can’t do this. I can’t do this. I’m married” I said, my hands on my lips as I stared at Nicholas in disbelief.
I quickly walked away from him and rushed to my room, trying to catch my breath as I suddenly realized that I was about to kiss my ex-husband.
What is wrong with you Monica? He is your ex for a reason. You’re with Ethan and you’re not supposed to have any sort of feelings for your ex.
My mind scolded as I used my hands to fan my face because it seemed like the temperature in the room had suddenly gone up.
I turned around when I heard the shutting of the door “What are you doing?” I asked, swallowing a lump as I took two steps backward, away from Nicholas.
“Don’t stop yourself from feeling Monica. You want this and I want this too” Nicholas said, taking slow and careful steps toward me.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about but one thing I know right now and that is you are invading my privacy. You have no right to barge into my room” I said, my hand trembling as I tried to to keep my voice steady
“You want this Monica but you’re just being stubborn. I know you want this so why don’t you just cooperate with your body? I’m not a stranger and it hurts me that you are treating me as one” Nicholas said, pausing in his tracks.
I looked at his eyes which were a mix of hurt, sadness, and longing yet, I decided that it wasn’t going to do us any good if we engaged in anything that wasn’t right.
We weren’t together and I had Ethan who was my husband. I hated the fact that I felt disgusted when Ethan tried to touch me and I also hated myself for feeling so much attraction and lust for this man.
“Please just leave,” I said, making sure the gap between us was large enough.
Nicholas just stood still then started walking towards me and I began moving backward. My back hit the wall and I wished for nothing more than for the ground to swallow me.
He stared at me, his eyes filled with desire as he raised his hand and caressed my lips with his finger “Why are you doing this to me?”
“Please this is wrong. Let’s stop this right now. I’m married and I’m not supposed to be in this sort of posting with you. What if someone walks in and_”
“I locked the door,” he said, interrupting me.
“What!” I examined, staring at him in disbelief as my gaze shifted to the door.
I swallowed hard as I saw his head slowly approaching my face “This is called cheating. If we do this, I’ll be cheating on my husband” I said but he paid deaf ears
Just when our lips were about to connect, he paused “If we do this, you will be having a nice time with your husband and not cheating on him. I’m your husband and Ethan is your godforsaken ex” he whispered then captured my lips.
At first, I didn’t move because I didn’t know what to do. Should I push him or should I just enjoy the feeling of his lips against mine?
His kisses were soft and filled with want, his eyes were filled with desire and his touch sent chills down my spine.
Ethan’s touch was never this electrifying. It was always cold and empty and I’ve been thinking about Nicholas all this while.
I made a decision right there. I was going to obey my body and do what my body wanted. I began kissing him back and his kisses became rough, his grip on my waist getting tighter.
He moved his other hand to my shirt, his cold hands climbing up my chest as he grabbed my b**bs gently. I broke the kiss, closing my eyes as I enjoyed the pleasure he was giving my body.
His lips moved to my neck as his tongue made me curl my toes. He pinned me against the wall and lifted my shirt hastily, crashing his lips on my left nipple.
My half-closed eyes landed on the door and I imagined Ethan walking through the door and showing up in the room with hurt and disbelief in his eyes.
This thought made fear seep into my heart but the pleasure Nicholas made me feel was greater than the fear that tried to rise in my heart.
My breath hitched when Nicholas’s warm tongue went to the other of my nipples as I could feel my body reacting to his touch and tongue.
“Nicholas” I moaned when his mouth left my nipple and found their way back to my mouth again. He kissed me roughly, his hands grabbing my ass.
“Honey I want you, I want you here and now” Nicholas whispered in my ears, his husky voice sending chills down my spine.
His kiss slowly calmed down and he stopped, his eyes closed as he rested his head in mine. I opened my eyes as I stared at his perfect face which was slightly red.
He disconnected his head from mine, removing his hands from my body and taking three steps backward.
He raised his gaze from the floor and landed it on my face “I’m not going to force you to do anything you don’t want to do but I want you to know that I want you as much as you want me”
he said then looked at me, his eyes roaming from my head to toe and I noticed his hands in a fist trembling by his side as he tried to hold himself back.
If he could please me with only his tongue, then imagine what he could do if given more chance and more time.
I knew this was wrong and called cheating but I wanted to feel what more he could do to me. I was horny and I’ve never felt this way toward Ethan before.
I knew deep down that if I let Nicholas out of this room, I was going to regret it so I did the one thing my body wanted me to do.