Diane came over to my house late Saturday afternoon to help me get dressed. She picked out a low-cut yellow tank top that showed off a lot of cleavage and a very short blue mini-skirt.
I told her, “If I wear this won’t it send him the wrong message? You know, that I want to turn him on.”
“Oh my god, Carly. You’re my best friend but sometimes you’re so naive. That’s exactly the message you want to send him and you want to turn him on. If you want my help, you need to follow my advice.”
“Okay, okay.”
I was scared to death by the time Dan picked me up. I found it hard to believe a guy so cute wanted to go out with me and I didn’t want to ruin this chance. When he picked me up, he gazed over my body. I was terrified he wouldn’t like what I was wearing but my fears were unfounded.
“You look great, Carly. I wish I would have asked you out sooner.”
I was so relieved to hear that and secretly wished he would have asked me out before too. I thanked him and he escorted me to his car and opened the door for me like a true gentleman. I made sure to keep my legs tight together so I didn’t flash my panties at him. My skirt did ride up further on my thighs when I sat down and exposed more of my thighs than I wanted even after I tried to tug it down.
Dan took me to a sit-down pizza place for dinner before we went to a movie. I didn’t care where we went or what movie we saw as long as I was with Dan. I can barely tell you the plot of the movie we saw. He put his arm around me several minutes after it started and I just about melted in my seat. All I could think about was how good it felt to be held by him. It was impossible for me to concentrate on anything else. When the movie was over, all I could think was that I didn’t want the night to end.
Dan asked me, “What do you want to do now?”
“I don’t know.”
I started to panic when he suggested, “We could go up to the lake and uh, talk.”
The lake was a local lover’s lane at night and I knew that he didn’t expect much conversation but I didn’t want the date to end and I didn’t want it to be our one and only date so I replied, “Uh, yeah sure. We can go to the lake?”
I had heard of what some of the other girls did up there and I wasn’t prepared to go that far. We were both eighteen but I was still a virgin and was caught off guard by his suggestion but I desperately wanted to make out with Dan. It would be a dream come true. I was super nervous as we drove to the lake. I worried that he wouldn’t like the way I kissed. I wondered if my breath was okay. What if he wanted to have sex but I didn’t, would he ever ask me out again?
Once we arrived at the lake, there were a few cars already there so he parked far away from them. Dan shut off the engine and I was now facing the moment of truth. The suspense of what this evening would bring was killing me. It was like a life and death situation for me and my dating future. I desperately wanted to continue to date Dan but I wasn’t ready to lose my virginity the first time we went out.
We talked for a few minutes. I think Dan knew I was nervous and was helping me relax. When there was an awkward moment of silence, he leaned closer to me and kissed me full on the lips. It was simply amazing. A bolt of excitement shot through my mind and body. Finding no resistance from me, Dan continued to kiss me. We even began to French kiss. I had never been to the lake at night with a boy and I hardly had any experience even kissing one. I was excited beyond my wildest dreams to be there with Dan.
I got even more nervous when he asked me if I wanted to get in the backseat where we would have more room. I felt some pressure from him to agree but I also felt some peer pressure from not wanting to tell Diane I abruptly ended our make out session. I promised her and myself that I would try and loosen up and have some fun. I now had that opportunity. Besides, I was with my crush and was feeling sexually excited myself. My body was telling me I wanted more.
While we continued our passionate make out session in the backseat, I felt Dan place his hand on my breast. My first instinct was to stop his advances but it felt so good and I didn’t want the night to end so I let him continue touching my chest through my clothes. Before long, he slipped his hand up my shirt to fondle my breasts through my bra. I was wearing a lace bra so there wasn’t much material separating his hand from my breasts. My pussy was getting wetter the more we kissed and the more he touched me. I was afraid of where this was leading but I was having too much fun to stop him either.
I could tell Dan had a lot of experience making out with girls when he reached behind my back and unsnapped my bra with one hand. He then brought it around to touch my bare breasts and tweak my nipples. No boy had ever touched my bare breasts before so this was new territory for me.
It felt too good to stop him when he began to suck on my nipples. I could feel a dampness building in my pussy, an excitement to an extent that I’d never felt before. I was nervous and wanted to stop him but I was also having too much fun. However, I wasn’t ready to lose my virginity, especially in the backseat of a car.
Dan slipped his hand up the back of my skirt and began to fondle my ass with him telling me, “You have a nice ass, Carly. A lot of the guys think so too.”
“I always thought it was too big.”
“Heck no, it’s gorgeous, just like you.”
Dan was making me feel sexy. No one had ever made me feel that way before. Things were heating up as his hands were all over my body as we continued to kiss.
Another charge of excitement shot through my young eighteen-year-old body when Dan slid his hand up my skirt and touched my pussy through my panties. I pushed his hand away but he would slowly slide it back up between my legs to touch me again. I pushed his hand away a few times before I gave in to his advances and my own urges and let him continue to touch me there.