I gave her a blank look and spoke, “How’s everyone doing these days?”
She apologized, “my brother and my sister-in-law, a large part of the old, if not with Clariana, I estimate that they are both about to atone for their sins together with death, you do not toss, the days, are like this, the past is past, to be so bull’s-eye, have to toss the people around them away, after their own pain? ”
I pursed my lips and said no more.
The car pulled up under the Lewis family villa, I froze but didn’t think much of it, got out of the car, and before I knew it, I was pounced on by Clariana.
She hugged me and kissed me and Lou, and her little mouth kept saying she missed me.
Hold her soft body, I seem to be a day of exhaustion are scattered, Luna and Samuel came over, another has been over 50 old man, a few months do not see, seems to have aged a large, look some signs of old are.
I looked at them and didn’t know what to say, just smiled.
Luna looked at me and said with a motherly smile, “It’s good to be back, it’s good to be back, come on, let’s go home!”
I was told to walk towards the villa, probably because Folly had informed them in advance, so they ordered the maids to cook a new table from scratch.
Clariana was a little excited, she was supposed to go to bed at nine o’clock, but she stayed in my arms and showed no signs of going to sleep, Luna reminded her several times in a gentle voice.
But the little one didn’t stay in his room long before he came out again and climbed on top of me and said softly, “Mommy, can I sleep with you tonight? I want to sleep with mommy, I haven’t slept with her for a long time, I miss her!”
No mother who has been separated from her child for a long time can deny her child in this way, and I am no different.
There is no choice but to nod.
After eating something, Zack brought the suitcase back, sent it upstairs, and carried the baby over, leaving in a hurry at the time, before the baby was seen.
I couldn’t help but take the almost four-month-old child from Folly’s arms, very small, fleshy, looking extra joyful, probably all women have no resistance to children, can’t help but feel a sense of love.
Clariana leaned over me and looked at the little baby and said, “Mom, you give birth to a brother like Keith for me too. Grandma said that when I get a little older, I can help my mommy take care of my brother, and then mommy won’t be very tired.”
I couldn’t help but freeze and looked at her and smiled, “Clariana, mommy has you all to herself.”
Folly looked at me and said, “Is it true that you and Dennis don’t want kids?”
I nodded my head and didn’t continue the conversation.
After sitting for a while, the night was getting late, Clariana fell asleep on me, Folly and Zack took the kids upstairs to rest, and Samuel had something to take care of and went back to his study first.
Luna looked at me a little tired and said, “It’s late, you can’t always stay up late as a girl, go to your room and have a good rest, Clariana, the child has not seen you for too long, she misses you too much, you can take her to bed with you tonight!”
I nodded and carried her upstairs, the Lewis family is very large, three-storey villa building, the design and decoration are extremely high-class, downtown five hundred square feet of residential buildings, the money is not always able to live on.
“This room your father has been preparing for you since he knew of your existence, before Olivia lived, your father was worried that you did not want to live, and re-found someone to change everything, afraid that you do not like his layout, he hard to sneak to ask Dennis what you like, a few days ago also took Clariana to HL Area, and ran went to ask Leo that he wanted to see where you lived as a child and wanted to see what you liked.”
Luna took me into the bedroom, very large, just a bedroom is more than a hundred square meters, topping the average family’s suite, which is decorated in a light and simple style, indeed, all my favorite style.
Clariana put on the bed, Luna said, “some of the clothes in the bedroom checkroom are chosen by your father, some are chosen by me, I see that you usually wear more vegetarian so according to your favorite style, but also not sure if you like it, but it does not matter, if you do not like, we can change, those bags and jewelry are your father this years outside to bring back, are a big fashion show boutique, I know Dennis treats you very well, many things, you have seen, not necessarily see. I know Dennis treats you very well, many things, you have seen, not necessarily see, but we as parents only have this new idea, want to leave the best to you, these years we are confused to do a lot, now want to make up, I know you have a stigma in your heart, child, we do not force you, as long as you are willing to come back to see us, we We are satisfied.”
Luna said, tears unconsciously flowed down, the voice was a little choked, I raised a hand to support her shoulders, spoke, “Later will be fine!”
I don’t know what will happen in the future, but the most difficult thing in this world is blood, and only blood will let us find the way back when we are in trouble and confused, although they and I have no feelings, but blood is finally in the remaining decades of life, the concept of family I think I will learn.
She looked at me, smiled gratefully, some words, in fact, do not have to say clearly understand, and even do not have to say, sometimes a look, or an action on the line.
In the morgue, in fact, I thought very clearly, people this life, the heart wants to read, you must try to do well in the moment, otherwise the moment of death, everything is just regret.
Since I didn’t die, I have to live to cherish what I have.
“It’s late, you rest early, what do you want to eat tomorrow? I’ll make it for you, it just so happens that Clariana doesn’t have to go to school tomorrow, so we can have a good family get-together!” Luna opened her mouth with a smile that was hard to conceal.
I smiled lightly and said, “Anything, I’m not a picky eater!” This is true, although eating less, but I have never been picky about what I eat, basically what I have to eat.
She nodded, “That’s fine, then do something I’m best at!” With that, she admonished me a few more times to go to bed early.
I nodded my head and did get a little sleepy.
She walked to the door, but suddenly as if she thought of something, turned back and looked at me very seriously and said, “Did you and Dennis have a fight?”
I froze for a moment, not expecting her to ask this out of the blue, and smiled, “No, I just missed Clariana so much that I called Folly as soon as I got off the plane, before I told Dennis about my return!”
It’s about this kind of time, if it’s usual Dennis will basically accompany me over, but today I came alone, it’s normal for them to think more.