“Why are you staring at me like that? Did your boarding school teach you how to stare at alphas? Don’t burn a hole through me, Gerhard.” Donovan chuckled and opened his eyes.
The way his gray eyes sparkled for a second and how he chuckled made me jerk out of my thoughts.
I shook my head and took a few steps back as I stepped away from him. Why was I staring at him, anyway?
“You are in my room.” I reluctantly said instead and dropped my bag on the floor, avoiding his gaze.
“Oh! Sorry. Sorry.” He laughed and stood up from the bed barefooted. “I didn’t know that.” He yawned a little as he ruffled through his hair with both of his hands and walked out of my room.
I looked back at the spot he slept on and strolled towards it and lay down on it.
It was comfy and warm. I sniffed the sheets and hugged them. I needed an alpha’s pheromones because it’s been long since I inhaled them, since I turned impotent and his scent unknowingly comforted me.
I guess my heat might come any minute from now, since my cock reacted when I saw Donovan. It has been a piece of junk for a couple of months.
Why did my cock move when I saw Donovan?
When I woke up, it was dark. I got up from the bed and my underwear soaked with my cum.
I guess having wet dreams does incredible things to a body.
My head got blank as I got up and cleaned myself up since I felt suffocated.
I came out of my room to take some air and the time was 3:00 in the morning. I didn’t know I slept that long after seeing the time at the clock in my room.
I walked across the green gardens and saw Donovan sitting under a balcony in the middle of the green garden in a black swinging chair.
He smoked heavily as he looked up at the sky.
I sighed and almost turned away from him when he stopped me.
“You are free to sit here.” He uttered, and I faced him back, walked motionlessly past him and sat down six inches away from him. I didn’t want to stay here since he was already here.
Why was he telling me to come sit down here when he was here? The sky was dark and full of bright yellow stars. I looked up at the sky in my black shorts and white shirt, trying so hard to not let his presence bother me.
Yet, he smelled like lemon, and that was sort of turning me on. I wanted to know how it felt like to sleep with an alpha.
To be honest, I didn’t care if he rips off my clothes and does naughty things to me. Life has made me emotionless to the point I don’t care about anything anymore since my father took my first love from me.
My 14 years old self hated the world and rebellion was the only thing on my mind.
The moon goddess couldn’t protect my girlfriend. Then why the hell should I give a damn about life?
Donovan was a whore. He loved pussies and rods. I knew he loved moving from one body to another. Since I found out he was bisexual, I’ve never stopped thinking about what it felt like to sleep with an alpha.
The moans and how they groan on top of each other as they pound each other makes me want to eat to know what it tastes like.
“What are you thinking in that damn head of yours?”
My gaze fell on him. ‘Pardon?’ What was he talking about?
“You are unconsciously letting out your scent because you are thinking of naughty stuff. It is affecting me. I’m an alpha and I’ve dealt with a lot of omegas, so I know how it feels like.”
Dealt with a lot of Omegas? Meaning, he has slept with lots of omegas. I didn’t know I was letting out my pheromones while dwelling in my naughty thoughts.
“Sorry about that.” I couldn’t take my gaze off him. “I was just thinking what it felt like to fuck an alpha.”
His brows broadened a little. I guess my words surprised him at how blunt I was and he couldn’t believe his ears.
“Wow!” He muttered and squeezed his cigarette in the ashtray on the white glass table in front of him. “You are bold for your age.” He laughed.
“Did you think I am the innocent type?” I dared him. My goal was to break free from any rules and not submit to any of them.
“Yeah.” He nodded and moved back to his swinging chair and brought out another cigarette from his pocket and lit it with a green lighter in his hand. “So?” He blew out his smoke from his nose. “Do you want to have a taste?” He laughed. “You are hilarious.”
“Yes.” I didn’t know what I was getting into, but the excitement of doing something I wasn’t supposed to do made me feel powerful and free from a bondage I didn’t know I belonged to.
I don’t care if he thinks this is a joke when I’m damn serious.
No, I knew exactly what I was doing.
And I wanted to have sex with an alpha. Our clan doesn’t support sex between alphas. That’s why alphas do it secretly to not get caught and get banned from the pack. It is a disgrace to their life and their reputation.
“With who? Seems like you have someone in mind?”
He was smoking his cigarette, and I secretly released more of my pheromones and my cock kept twitching at every second he spoke. It was like, the more we spoke, the lust in our hearts consumed us.
“Of course, I have someone in mind. I don’t want to get caught by the clan for doing it. It has to be with someone safe and has something to lose.”
“You are smart for a kid like you.” He smoked even more, using his left fingertips to tap the ashes out of his cigarettes on the floor at his left side.
“Yeah, I know I am.”
“Wait till you are 18 then. You are still underage to have sex. You have a couple of years ahead of you.” He looked at the sky and blew smoke into the air.
Was he troubled or something? Why is he smoking his cigarettes so fast? Releasing the ashes on the floor instead of the ashtray? Doesn’t he want to get into this conversation with me and get sucked in?
“I can’t wait that long.” I muttered and felt a squishy sound in my ass.
I knew I was getting wet, and the thought of his cock ramming inside me outraged my hormones.
“What do you mean-”
“Don’t tell me you haven’t slept with an Omega my age before.” My eyes fell on the enormous bulge between his legs and inside his trousers.