My heart throbbed for a moment, and I couldn’t say a word, allowing his kisses with a few punishing stars to fall on me.
“I never knew what a poppy looked like before, I only heard people say it was beautiful, but never saw it, but I saw it when I was in Zuy and smelled the flower, indeed, like people say, once you get it, your heart will never forget it, Dennis, you and the poppy are very much alike.”
In the darkness, I spoke, not without some ambivalence.
He stopped moving, still breathing a little sharply, and even though I couldn’t see his face in the darkness, I seemed to be able to guess the expression on his face.
“Why did you go to Zuy?”
When he asked this question, his hand was tightly wrapped around my waist, as if he was afraid that I would suddenly run away.
I was thinking about how to answer, but in the end I didn’t come up with a reasonable answer and said with a light smile, “I went there by accident.”
He seemed to frown, “Hiding from me?”
I pursed my lips, did not open my mouth, maybe misunderstanding is also quite good.
I thought that if you can’t give him a future, you might as well be ruthless and push away?
The long pain is better than the short pain!
He held my waist hand, seems to have loosened a few points, the voice is a little low, “with whom to go?”
I can’t think of how to come back for a while, I can’t help but say, “You should ask me, and who came back.”
There was some ghostly coldness in the air, I think, he was angry.
“Clara, we shouldn’t be like this! You know very well in your heart that you can’t hide, and we’re not going to be separated, not for anything.”
I pursed my lips, broke his grip on my waist, some coldness in my voice, “Dennis, have you forgotten that in this world, there is a word, called no love? I am not happy with you, everything in the past is like a knife in my heart, so I can’t face you, because every time I see you, I think of the bloody child, because your mistakes, so I can’t be a mother again, Dennis, I beg you, let me go, can you?”
In the darkness, his slender, tall body stumbled backwards violently, I could not see his face, I could only rely on the choked and suppressed atmosphere in the air to feel his desperation.
Maybe, I thought, my words were enough, the words that would make him let go.
“Is there no way out?” He opened his mouth, his nasal voice now carrying a thick echo.
My nose was sore and my eyes hurt a little, “No!” After a pause to speak, “Dennis, we all let go, each to find their own belongings, each for their own souls to find a pure land, can you?”
I obviously feel the soreness of my body, the first time I know that the original people in a sad time, all the nerves are tugging at your pain.
There was his miserable laughter in the air, “Clara, what does it mean to belong to your own belongings? You can turn around and walk away and just think it’s okay for others to be like you?”
I pursed my lips, not willing to listen to him again, I was afraid, afraid that I could not control will rush up to hug him, tell him that I do not want to leave, I simply can not let go.
I left the private room and found the place where Jannings and the others were again.
Several people looked at me in unison and wondered, “You’re constipated?”
This is something that no one else can say except Jannings.
I was speechless, gave her a blank look, sat back down and said, “I met a friend and had a few words!”
She was a bit gossipy, “What friend? Male or female? Handsome?”
I …
Cherry gaze fell on me, pursed his lips, some disdain.
After a few bites, I had little appetite, and Jannings proposed to go to the second floor to sing.
The company’s main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers.
The second floor is all entertainment space, the middle is a large billiard hall, surrounded by singing rooms, the purpose of this design is to take into account that some people do not like to sing, can come out to play billiards, more humane.
I am a pentatonic person, neither singing, nor dancing, shouting will not.
This point, Cherry is quite similar to me, she does not seem to, of course, may not like.
After all, people who eat and recite Buddhism, are almost not like such a noisy bad environment.
After sitting in the box for a while, some boring, I found an excuse to leave.
In fact, it was mainly Jannings, she kept asking me to leave for a while, so that she and Edward could sit together and talk back.
Edward is a cool person, I have some doubts that he can come tonight, it is estimated that what stimulation, otherwise according to the usual, should be long gone.
But he still sat quietly listening to a few women roar.
Out of the private room, outside the billiard area is basically a group of men gathered together to play billiards, occasionally mixed with a few girls.
Pool this kind of sport, like the estimate is not a few.
There is nothing to do, I found a side of the rest area to sit down, some do nothing pestle chin daze.
Suddenly sitting next to a person, I hindsight looked over, is Cherry.
A night down, I basically did not talk to her, see her suddenly sitting next to me, I slightly froze, a little surprised to look at him, a little unclear.
“That man just now, you know?” She opened her mouth and sat next to me with a somewhat cold face.
I looked at her sideways and saw that she wasn’t looking at me at all, just at a few people playing ball at a table in front of me.
Men?
Reacting to the fact that she was talking about Dennis, I pursed my lips and said after a moment of silence, “What’s wrong?”
She played with her hands and said, “There are many things between people that need to be let go, and I can let go of what happened at Zuy, but you also need to remember that you owe me.”
I froze for a moment, not opening my mouth.
After a pause, she continued, “Since we are back home, also intend to make friends, it is inevitable that in the future will still have to continue to get along together, if we continue to get along with each other so ignored, inevitably awkward, Buddha said some people go around and around or will meet, can not hide, this is called fate, since this is the case, then we can get along well. ”
I kind of froze, and then raised my eyes to look at her, did not speak.
Seeing that I didn’t say anything, she thought it was because I didn’t agree with her, and was a little upset, “You don’t have to look like that, if you want to be so stiff, I don’t care.”
After a moment of silence, I sighed slightly and spoke, “Cherry, sometimes it’s not a good thing to think too much, I don’t see you as an enemy, and I don’t think about you as an enemy.”
“Then it’s a friend!” She opened her mouth, reached towards me, and spoke, “Give me your phone!”
I handed her the phone in my pocket and saw her pounding it for a while, then spoke, “My phone numbers Facebook have been added, contact more later.”