Lexi’s p. o. v
“Okay.” I answered not wanting to argue with him.
He looked at the roof then back at me with a wide smile.
“I can’t believe we hit a jackpot.” He whispered then lay down on the bed.
I lay beside him, facing him. I wanted to observe him quietly because he looked very happy and he was no longer asking me questions.
“I think the moon goddess has finally realized how she did us wrong and now she’s giving you to us as a mate.” He said.
I bit my lower lip sadly and thought back to Amelia’s words. We were only going to stay here for a few days. Did he know that?. If not, then when was I supposed to tell him?.
“Lexi.” He called snapping me out of my thoughts.
“I’m happy to have finally met you.” He whispered.
His voice was soft yet I could detect pain in it.
I moved closer without a second thought and lay my head against his chest.
He quickly shifted and wrapped his arms around me.
“This will be very hard for me, but I’ll survive.” He whispered then looked at me with a smile.
I didn’t understand most of his words but I did understand his actions. He was a decent man, at least that’s what my heart was telling me.
“Can you tell me a little bit about yourself?” He asked.
I was about to sit upright when he pulled me back.
“No, I want to hold you in my arms while you talk. If you don’t want to, then I’ll let go of you.” He said.
I stayed still then closed my eyes.
“I don’t have parents as well but I do have someone who takes good care of me, actually they are two. To me they are like family because they feed me a lot of food and give me nice clothes and things.” I answered as he laughed softly.
“Are you sure you don’t love them for food and things?” He asked.
I opened my eyes and looked at him with a glare.
“I do love them because they treat me with kindness and care a lot about me.” I answered.
“I know, I was just messing with you.” He said teasingly.
“That’s not so nice.” I answered with a smile.
“It wasn’t but I made you smile so I feel so damn proud.” He said softly then kept quiet, staring at me.
“Lexi, I want to kiss you, can I?.” He asked in a low husky voice.
My heart picked up and my breath was slowly getting loud.
“Yeah.” I responded in almost a whisper.
When he leaned in this time, I kept still and waited for him to do as he pleased.
His lips touched mine and a warm feeling engulfed me. It felt different from Ryan and very good. He sucked on my lower lip gently then brushed his tongue on my upper lip.
I found myself opening my mouth to feel more of him.
As his tongue thrust in my mouth, he moved his hand to my thigh rubbing there a few times before pulling my night robe to my waist.
I was about to pull back and ask him what he was doing but stopped when I was pushed flat on the bed with him hovering on top of me. My breath was labored although I could breath okay and my nipples were erected.
“I hate that my brother tasted your lips first. He took away your first kiss like it was nothing, what an ass.” He whispered huskily then brushed his thumb against my lower lip.
I couldn’t find my voice and my throat was very dry.
“That’s why I’m going to do something that he hasn’t yet done to you.” He said then crushed his lips against mine before I could protest. This time, his kiss was a little forceful and aggressive.
As I kissed him back and struggled to keep up, I felt his hand slide into my underwear.
I pulled back breathlessly in shock.
“What are you ah…” I moaned out when his finger’s rubbed against my wetness.
“I’m touching you because you are my mate and I’m attracted to you, isn’t that obvious.” He answered huskily.
Before I could tell him to stop, he continued and this time his hand was rubbing against a spot that felt so good. I found myself staring into his eyes in a daze while moaning over the beautiful sensation that was beginning to unfold.
He leaned in and kissed my neck gently while he worked his fingers.
I shifted my hips slightly forward and brushed my hand through his soft hair getting his attention.
He pulled back and looked me in the eyes seriously, his breath was labored and sweat was forming on his forehead.
“Let me show you something even more pleasurable.” He whispered then locked his lips with mine while he tapped on that good spot with his index finger in a quick rhythm.
I moved my arms around his back with a loud moan then moved one of my hands under trousers grabbing his ass cheek.
He quickly stopped and sat upright from nowhere.
His breathing was louder than mine and his clothes were ruffled.
“Evan.” I called softly.
He moved his hand to his face and covered it for a second.
“What the fuck am I doing to my young mate.” He whispered then dropped his hand and looked at me apologetically.
“Lexi, I’m so sorry. It’s only been a day and yet my brother and I have already taken advantage of you. You must be scared, I’m so sorry. Please forgive us.” He said then got up from the bed.
I frowned when my eyes went to his tight jeans, there was a huge bulge that wasn’t there a while ago.
“Are you okay?” I asked in concern.
“I am, you just sleep and rest.” He answered then walked to the door.
When Ryan had left the bedroom I felt relieved. But now seeing Evan at the door made me sad and lonely.
“Evan, can you please wait for me to fall asleep?” I asked softly.
He turned and looked at me seriously.
“Um, sure.” He answered after a few minutes of hesitation.
“Thank you.” I answered then lay down.
He walked to where I was and sat next to me at the edge of the bed, facing me.
“Did I hurt you anywhere?” He asked in concern.
“No, I’m fine.” I answered with a smile.
“Then…., did you hate how I was touching you?” He asked.
I moved my hand and grabbed his in mine.
“No.” I answered honestly.
How could I hate it?. It was my first time being touched like that yet I could tell how he was trying his best to make me feel good.
“Would you like to do that with me when you do reach the age of eighteen?” He asked.
“Yes.” I answered without a second thought then yawned and closed my eyes.
If only he knew that I was leaving and not staying in his pack.
I felt kind of conflicted, but sadly I knew where my heart was, and that was with Whitney and Leomord.