Amelia’s p. o. v
I woke up feeling well rested. My body was relaxed and my mind very calm.
I frowned when I felt a hand pull me to a hard chest. In a second I turned and came face to face with Ian. He was asleep and he looked very handsome and innocent.
I frowned deeper, feeling confused. The last thing I could remember was being in a panic state at Felix’s house. I was very afraid and I couldn’t stop the emotions I was going through. My wolf was way angry over Chase stopping us and she couldn’t seem to calm down.
Wait, she took over and pushed me into our subconscious.
“Hey, what did you do?” I asked my wolf silently.
“I am not hey, I am called Aurora.” She responded.
“Did you bring us back to Ian’s pack?” I asked after looking around and noticing that we were in Ian’s pack.
“Yes. Our mate was badly injured and in pain, I had to take over and find him. Right now he is still recovering and having us close to him is helping him a great deal.” She responded.
“Is that so?” I asked softly then moved my hand and pressed it on his cheek gently.
“I’m glad that he is safe. Thank you Aurora, he might not love or want us but he is still our alpha and mate.” I whispered softly then quickly dropped my hand when he opened his eyes.
I was about to sit upright when he grabbed my shoulder and pushed me back on the bed.
“A.. alpha.” I called in respect then lowered my gaze.
“Good morning.” He whispered as he leaned in and kissed my forehead.
I quickly looked at him and met his eyes in shock.
“You must be hungry. How about we get ready for breakfast.” He said then stood up from the bed.
I swallowed hard and watched as he walked to the bathroom shirtless.
Oh, my fucking goddess!. He was a sexy Greek god, with messy bed hair, wrinkled pajama trousers, and his abs…. damn.
“Aurora, am I dreaming?” I asked in a whisper.
It truly was a dream, a beautiful sexy dream. There was no way Ian was talking to me so softly. He even went on to ask me if I wanted breakfast!. It really was a dream!.
“If it is then I should take advantage of it.” I said happily while I quickly sat upright and brushed my hair with my fingers. I looked at myself and noticed I was in some white baggy pajamas.
“This won’t do.” I whispered then quickly stood up and took off the trousers.
The shirt was knee high and it was engulfed in his scent.
I unbuttoned the first three buttons and fixed my posture.
“You can do it, Amelia. There is no need to fear him in your dream, he won’t hurt you. He is exactly the way you wanted him to be. Loving, caring, and understanding.” I whispered, then got down from the bed and walked Into the bathroom.
He was standing naked in the shower with his back towards me as water poured on his godly body.
Keeping the pajama shirt on was definitely out of question.
I unbuttoned the rest of the buttons and took it off.
He slowly turned and looked at me with a raised brow and a puzzled expression.
“Here goes nothing,” I whispered, then approached him making sure I was staring Into his eyes.
Immediately I stood in front of him. I curved my arms around his shoulders and tiptoed, kissing his sealed lips lightly before pulling back.
“What the fuck are you….”
I moved my hand and pressed my finger against his lips with a smile stopping him from talking.
He turned off the tap and stared at me in silence. The tingles spreading throughout my body made me feel at peace and very excited.
“Ian, don’t curse and listen to what I have been holding in for a long time.” I said then cleared my throat.
“I’m not perfect.” I said softly then swallowed hard.
“I’m not smart, intelligent, strong, or beautiful. My body was mostly covered in bruises and I do have a few scars that I am not proud of. I may be a virgin but I have sucked a few men of our previous pack in fear of them raping me. I hated every moment of it and I usually cried myself to sleep. I knew I was dirty and that my mate wouldn’t want me if he was to find out the truth, yes I chose to be selfish and decided to never let you know.” I said in a cracked voice then swallowed hard. A lump was forming in my throat and my eyes were becoming blurry
“The day that I found out you were married I was furious, not only with you but with Axel as well. I couldn’t understand why you chose her instead of searching or waiting for me. Even now I don’t understand and it still breaks my heart, sadly there is nothing I can do because I love you. I can deny all I want but the truth is in how my body reacts to you and how my heart as well as my mind acknowledge you.” I said sadly.
“I wanted to hate you so damn much but yet I couldn’t. The more I told myself you were a horrible asshole the more I wanted to be with you. Even now I know it’s just a dream but I still can’t give you up.” I said as tears rolled on my cheeks.
“I want you to accept me as much as I want you to love me. I want you to make love to me and let me stand by your side as your Luna. I want you to only look at me and surrender your body and heart as I would.” I sobbed.
He lifted his hand and grabbed my finger gently kissing it.
“Amelia.” He whispered huskily as my heart flustered.
“A few hours ago I wanted you dead and came up with a plan of being nice to you so you could lower your guard, and once you weren’t looking I was going to kill you.” He said.
“What?” I asked seriously.
What kind of dream was this?. It was becoming a nightmare.
“But after your confession, I want to give you a chance. But keep this in mind Amelia. I am your alpha, not the other way around. Your wolf might be powerful and stronger than mine but that doesn’t change the fact that you should submit to me. Yes, you have claimed me but I won’t serve you. You will have to work hard to earn my heart as well as the Luna’s seat.” He said coldly, confusing me.
No, this wasn’t a dream, it was sounding way too real.
“I will make love to you when I fully recover and if you touch my heart. For now, I accept you as my mate but not as my Luna.” He answered, then stepped out of the shower and walked out of the room leaving me in shock.
What the hell was going on!.
Everything was real!. It all was now sinking in.
“Oh my goddess, what have I done?” I whispered in disbelief.