Chapter 80: My daughter’s cravings
Lily’s POV
“So what do you think?”. Alex asked with wide eyes. He had his hands folded on the table as he stared at me, expecting my response.
“What do I think about what?.” I asked as I covered my full mouth with one hand and the other that bore my chicken sandwich waving at Alex face.
“About everything you’ve eaten so far?.” He waved at the empty dishes in front of me.
“Everything I’ve eaten!!”. I screamed at me. “Are you judging me Alex?!”. I gasped in shock. I refused to believe that he was judging me. It’s not like I had eaten a lot, just a four portions of rice, roasted chicken and peppered sauce, I had pasta just because it was on the menu and I just had to. I had a bowl of goat meat noodles because it was on the menu and I wanted to try it out. I had some bread and then I decided I wanted a chicken sandwich so here we are. It wasn’t that much and I was still a bit hungry. I wanted something sweet now but Alex was already judging me.
“Baby I’m not judging you, if anything you’re judging yourself. I just wanted to know if the meal was to your liking. That’s all.” He explained calmly.
“I’m judging myself ?!”. I scoffed and blew a raspberry.
“Technically yes, because I did not …”
“Enough about that please!.” I cut him off immediately. I did not want to hear anything about that. He always had a defense whenever i tried to bring up an argument against him. It was really exhausting. “And if you truly want to know if the meal was nice, you should ask who you got the meal for and now me.” I said as I picked up a glass of chocolate milk and dipped from the straw.
“Oh I’m sorry, I was asking the wrong person all these time.” He said with a light chuckle.
He got out of his seat and straightened himself. He smoothened the non existent wrinkles on his very expensive looking suit as he went around the table to my corner.
In an instant he knelt down in front of me attracting the attention of nosy customers and as well as the people that worked in the restaurant. Well who am I to judge them, I would’ve done the same if I were in their shoes. “Alex get up!, what are you doing?”. I whisper screamed harshly as I looked around nervously.
“I want to ask my daughter if she likes the meal.” He said in a duh tone like it was the most common thing to do in a public space.
“I know that silly!, but do they?!.” I said tight lipped. The numerous peering eyes were making me very uncomfortable. I was so close to jumping under the table, but then I imagine doing that to be worse because hiding under the table would certainly save me from the peering eyes but I would eventually have to come out even if it’s at the end of the day, the eyes then that would look at me would be worse. They would think I’m insane or crazy. The shame would be too much I don’t think I would survive that one.
“‘They?’.” He asked in confusion.
“The people around”. I said as I waved my hands around. “Do they know that you’re about to do that, they might you’re about to propose or something.” I said. I tried to remain focused on Alex so as to avoid the stares from the people around but that was another task on its own.
It was almost impossible to just maintain eye contact with Alex and not melt like a candle on fire. Being close to Alex was like being close to fire, and I mean that literally because he was so hot. He was painfully beautiful and supper hot as he was on his knees before me. It made me feel some type of way, like I had some sort of control over him but still he had dominance radiating from him. The combination was exhilarating.
I imagined commanding him to spread my legs and eat me out right in front of everyone. I would try to control his pace but he would shut me up and fuck me mercilessly with his tongue.
My mind would be the death of me.
“Propose to you?”. He scoffed. “Don’t flatter yourself”. He said with a mocking laugh.
My mind truly would ruin me because tell me why of everything I thought it better to say it would look like he was about to propose, and why did I even say it out. Now look at where it has landed me. Another version of shame and embarrassment.
But well technically he couldn’t propose to me cause I was already married to him but then it would be nice to feel wanted like that. The circumstances that led to our marriage did not give a chance for any of these and I wanted that.
I wanted someone to plan a vacation and take me places. I wanted someone to be all nervous through out the trip because of the proposal he had planned. I wanted him to take me nice place that had “will you marry me”, decorated on the walls or a beautiful place under the stars where fireworks would come up with “will you marry me?.” A field caved out with grass with the question while we’re on the air balloon would also be romantic or just simply in the quiet place of our room in the evening.
He would get on his knees shaking and sweating, professing how much he loved me and how he couldn’t see a life without me. He will tell me how badly he craves me and want me to be mine forever before asking me to be his wife.
I just wanted to feel that kind of love. That was all I ever wanted.
“You could say that now, given that the circumstances brought me to you on a platter!.” I role my eyes at him. His words were eating me out but I refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing that.
“Not technically on a platter.” He murmured.
“What did you say?.” I paused mid bite.
“I said you weren’t just given to me on a platter per se, you caused a dent in my bank account.” He explained with a shrug.
“Oh”. I smiled nervously. “So you bought me.” I wiped my hands on the napkin.
“Don’t be silly baby. I could never buy you even if I wanted to because you’re worth more than that price.”. He said softly. “And although buying you doesn’t sound so bad so I can literally own you, I wouldn’t be able to afford you.”
Did someone swap my husband or is this just a silly prank. They should bring out the cameras already. What was with Alex today and speaking to me like we’re a real couple or he was in love with me.
Was he in love with me?, no. I don’t think so.
“Well you could have easily sat by me and ‘spoken’ to your daughter but you desperately wanted to go on your knees for me.” I said with a cocky smile changing the topic as well the mood. Things were definitely getting heated and I did not trust myself around him.
“I do want to go on my knees and worship you.” He said while giving me knowing look. I jerked slightly when I felt his cold hands on my thighs drawing small circles. “But maybe we should schedule that for a later time.” He winked at me before placing his aids on my stomach.
My mouth was hung agape. Things could easily move from a zero to a hundred with Alex and you wouldn’t even realize.
“Did you like the meal princess?”. He cooed at my stomach like he wasn’t just talking about eating me out a minute ago. “Oh you did?”. He put his ear to my stomach and “listened” for a while before responding. “That’s good.” He smiled.
“She said she wants ice cream, chocolates and some sugary doughnuts.” I piped in when he retreating to his seat.
“She did not say that baby.” He said with a chuckle.
“She did!”. I rushed in. “Just as stood up. I heard her clearly.” I guess I could use my child to satisfy my cravings. I did not want him to judge me even more.
“I think she told me that she was pretty full.” He said while cocking a brow at me.
“No she isn’t. She needs something sweet now.” I said with a tight smile. “I thought you said you’d give her whatever she wants.” I added.
“I did say that but I don’t think this request is from my little princess. I think it’s from someone else.” He said as he relaxed back in his seat.
“W.. who else?”. I asked as I stared around searching for the non existent person.
“I think my baby wants something sweet. Don’t be shy my love. I’ll buy you whatever you want okay?”. He said in a soft tone.
I just responded with a nod. I couldn’t respond verbally. My face was also burning with embarrassment. I guess I was a terrible liar.
I sat quietly as he ordered for all the sweet things on the menu. I was kicking my feet in the air as I watched him. The waitress came in and cleared the table before bringing in the things he ordered.
It was a whole lot. I was looking at a table filled with everything I wanted and more. I couldn’t die happy at this point. I was looking like sugary doughnuts that had different fillings, from jam to chocolate and the rest. There was ice cream, vanilla and chocolate with sweet toppings. He got me some fries, a juicy burger, a milkshake and whole lot of other things. I was seating in heaven.
“Eat up baby.” He gestured to the table with a smile. My mouth was already watering like a starved wolf and did not need to be told twice before I dug in.
I took a bite from the burger and I almost orgasmed from the taste. I closed my eyes and squealed because it was so delicious. The sound of Alex’s laughter brought me out of my tasty land.
“What?”. I asked after I swallowed.
“Nothing.” He said with a chuckle.
“Whatttttt?”. I dragged.
“Nothing. You’re just so cute.” He said as he looked around nervously.
I quickly took a another bite of my burger to avoid responding to his statement but little did I know that the singular act would lead to something else.