Anthony’s POV
“Welcome home darling” I heard Fiona’s voice and I raised my eyes to meet her gaze. “Food is ready”
“I’m not hungry” I uttered coldly as I began taking the stairs, going to the guest room.
And Fiona has been living in the same house as strangers. I still couldn’t forget what she did and I could feel our connection with each other slowly breaking.
I missed the times we would cuddle and laugh and go shopping. I haven’t even touched her in a while and just thinking about it made me want to.
“I think it’s time you let this go Anthony” I muttered under my breath as I placed my phone on the mirror table and stared at my reflection at the mirror.
Fiona has been trying so hard these past few weeks. She was always apologizing and trying to make things work between us and I’ve just been ignoring her. I love her so much and I don’t want to lose her.
I stormed out of the guest room and took the stairs to the living room to find the dining empty. I walked to the kitchen and paused in my tracks when I heard sobs.
“Darling” I uttered softly and I saw her instantly wipe the tears off her eyes. Trying to avoid my gaze, she began washing her hands in the sink and when she was done, she walked past me but I quickly held her hand. “I’m sorry”
Her hands began to tremble by her side as she began sobbing again. I felt a pang of guilt over me as I suddenly realized how I’d coldly treated the woman I claimed I loved.
I’ve been pushing her away and sometimes not coming back home because I didn’t want to see her. I hugged her, my arms around her waist as she cried even more.
“I’m sorry about the way I’ve been treating you. I’m sorry for hurting your feelings” This was something I would have done a long time ago. I just didn’t know how to handle the betrayal and mistrust and I thought it was best if I avoided her.
I raised her chin to meet my eyes and her wet dull eyes broke my heart. My gaze landed on her lips and a naughty imagination filled my head, a clear reminder of how long I haven’t had s*x but this was not the time. I needed to show her how sorry I was.
“I love you so much and I promise not to ever hurt you this way again,” I said, looking at her straight in the eye, my voice was steady and firm.
Fiona sniffed then placed her hands on my shoulders and before I comprehended what was happening, she captured my lips.
We started slow at first until I felt Fiona’s tongue invade my mouth. We fondled and embraced each other as our tongues wrestled.
My hands reached down to her waist and reached below as I got a good feel of her firm ass cheeks.
Fiona began to grind herself on my crotch as I rubbed her ass. I shoved my tongue down Fiona’s throat and all my senses began coming back to life.
The way her hair brushed on my face and neck. How she smells of lavender and coconut oil. Her breath tastes minty.
She continued to grind herself on me as we kissed right there in the kitchen. I began to kiss her neck, biting it gently. Fiona closed her eyes, moaning softly, enjoying the tickling sensations of my kisses and nibbling.
I carried her, her legs wrapped tightly around me as we continued kissing while I took the stairs. We haven’t done this in months and I didn’t know if this was safe in her condition.
We got to our bedroom and I broke the kiss. she captured my lips in her again but I turned my face away. “You don’t want to touch me?” Fiona said, her voice barely above a whisper, as she nervously fumbled with her fingers
“Darling I do want to ravish you but_”
“Do you have another woman?” She asked suddenly, cutting me short and I fell mute at her question. She was getting the wrong idea.
“No I don’t,” I said, her gaze affectionate and sad. “Darling we haven’t done this in a while and I don’t want to hurt our baby. Sex might not be good for the baby so let’s just cuddle on the bed”
Fiona stared at me with an expression I couldn’t explain and I wondered what she was thinking. “Okay” she uttered and I stood frozen in shock.
“That was easy” I muttered under my breath as we both climbed the bed and cuddled. We lay silently in the bed and I closed my eyes with Fiona’s head on my chest, enjoying the moment.
I felt Fiona’s hand slowly creeping its way to my pants and my breath hitched Instantly. I breathe in and out and let out a fake cough “Darling I don’t think we should have sex in your condition”
“But I want you,” she said, removing her hands from my pants and losing the straps of the flower patterns gown she wore.
Her gown fell flat to the bed as her perfect medium-sized breasts came into display. I swallowed hard as I felt my c**k beginning to wake up from his sleep.
Staring at those beautiful boobs in front of me, I was in a daze. Fiona took my hands and put them up to her chest “I want you darling. It’s been a long we did this and I miss this” she whispered in my ears as she started placing kisses on my neck.
I snapped out of my trance as I turned my head and captured her lips in mine. Fiona got onto my lap and I took her right b***s and licked them back and forth.
My mind screamed at me at the possibility of our baby being in danger but I was too horny to think anything.