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I stood up and tried walking back to the party till Faust turned back around, he glanced back at me.
No, if I’m going to feel guilty about something, I’m going to feel guilty about this kiss. Faust storms over to me, grabbing my cheeks and slamming his lips onto mine.
He wrapped his arms around me while deepening the kiss, my hands traveled up to his cheeks. I felt like the world was spinning and Faust was the only thing keeping me on the ground, my body lifted against his as my head tilted to give him more space to kiss me. We pulled apart, a smile graced my lips when I looked up at the sky, it was snowing like crazy. A snowflake fell on my nose, Faust softly rubbed it off with his finger.
Give him another chance, he could make you happy, truly happy. Faust says one last time before walking off, I stood there stunned by our intimate moment.
I hugged myself and watched Faust drive away in his car. I was now confused as ever, I didn’t know what I wanted, who I wanted.
Mature scene
My grandpa and grandma finally arrived last night, my grandma basically brought the whole Tiffany and Co store with her. She gifted me three pairs of earrings, five bracelets, a blanket and two necklaces while my grandpa simply brought a Maryland theme coffee cup for me. My mom and grandma never got along but I was surprise to see that she got her a necklace with my birthday on it.
Mom, she can’t go with you. My dad told her.
She’s my granddaughter, I have a right to take her wherever I please. My grandma pinched my cheek, I smiled.
You can’t take her to the bar, she can’t drink. My mom intervene in their conversation.
Oh god you act like I’m taking her to a slaughterhouse. My grandma said in disgust. I nodded in agreement with my grandma, my moms hard glare settled on me.
Adora is an alcoholic, mother. My dad tells her, my grandma turned around to look at me, I ducked my head under my arm trying my best to hide.
Thanks dad
Awh honey, how about we go drink some tea instead ? My grandma completely changed personalities.
I rotated my head in a circle while moaning in anger, I wanted to murder my dad. I needed a drink and my dad was completely shutting me down. Now I have to go drink tea instead of whiskey with my grandma. I hid my anger and smiled at my grandma while nodding my head.
My grandma suddenly popped out a fancy hat from her purse, like those hats you wear to horse races. We sat at our table and I was miserable.
This is way more funnier then any club. My grandma sipped her tea.
Fucking terrific
We were waiting for my mom and dad, of course they were late like always which meant I was stuck with my grandma and grandpa. We were currently ordering more tea and stones, this stupid preppy dress was starting to itch.
After a few minutes my mom finally arrived without my dad, my guess is that he’s screwing his employee.
Sorry, Orlando got caught up with work. My mom said.
I rolled my eyes at her lie, my grandma just simply nodded.
So any boyfriends ? My grandma wiggled her eyebrows.
Great the boy talk, I purposely took a sip of my nasty cup of tea to avoid her question. I glanced at my mom who was glaring at me angrily, please don’t bring up Nicolas.
A boy got her a diamond necklace but she rejected him and ran out like a little girl. My mom told my grandma, I gritted my teeth together in pure anger.
Mom, it’s definitely not the place to talk about this. I pulled her arm towards me whispering in her ear.
Why ? you don’t want me to tell your nana how you screwed up again. My mom says out loud, my grandma glances between my mom and I.
I didn’t take the diamond necklace because I will not be in a loveless relationship like you and daddy. I will not allow a man to cheat on me. I shouted, I finally reached my limit, she pushed me to my breaking point.
Daddy cheats on you every fucking day yet your with him, I will never, I mean never allow a man to do that to me and I will never do that to a man. I blurted out, the words were falling out of my mouth faster then seconds. Once I was finished everyone in the restaurant were turned around and looking at us, my grandma stared at us with her mouth wide open.
How dare you speak to me like this, in a public venue. My mom whispers straight through her teeth.
Oh suck my white ass. I stood up from the table, ripping off this stupid hat from my head and throwing it on the table.
Adora, you sit down and apologize right now or don’t even bother coming home. My mom says, calmly but everyone knew she was boiling inside like any other sane person.
God forbid that, I’ll just fucking sell my shit around the corner since I’m already the disappointment of the family. I snapped while stalking away, I didn’t look back I just kept walking.
I stroked out of that place without a second thought, the worse part was that I came in my grandmas car and my car was stuck at home. I kicked a rock that was on the ground, I was beyond frustrated. I continued to walk, I wasn’t going to go back in there with my hypocrite mother and my conservative grandma. I walked down the highway not caring about anything, it was also still snowing which meant it was freezing.
How could my mother be so close minded, how could she want a future for me just like hers when she knows how unhappy her and my dad are.
I sat at the end of the curb, I had my head trapped in between my hands while thinking about everything.
I don’t understand my dad, he says he wants to be more involved in my life yet he is never here. It pissed me off that my father was an absent man, it even pissed me off more that my mom wanted me to be like her.
It’s pretty fucking cold outside.
I glanced up and immediately recognize who’s car it is. I stood up and wrapped my arms around myself and continued to walk away. Faust followed me in his car, I rolled my eyes.
Get in. He stepped on the gas to be in front of me, I glared at him.
How the fuck did you find me now ? I laughed sarcastically. I continued to walk away, the sun was going down and the coldness was becoming unbearable.
Just get in the car.
You know what, you piss me off. Why would you kiss me then tell me that I’d be happier with your cousin ? I asked, angrily.
Faust stopped the car, the engine died down. His car door sprung open, he got down and stormed in front of me.
Because I can’t make you happy, I can’t give you what you want. Faust says looking deeply into my brown eyes.
You’re such a dick, I want you, asshole. I waited for him to respond but he didn’t, I shook my head while turning back to my feet, I walked even more.
You can’t even say you want me back, unbelievable.
I’m fucking old, I just got out of one long ass relationship I don’t want to get into another one. Faust shouts at me like it’s somehow my fault.
So what I’m not worth fighting for, asswipe. I said while trying to walk away, he caught up with me by standing in front of me again.
You are, I’m fighting for you by trying to give you the happy ending you deserve with my cousin. He grabbed both my cheeks and forced me to look at him, his hands were shaking my head a little.
You’re so fucking toxic. I cried softly, my emotions were all over the place right now.
Don’t you see how bad we are for each other, we don’t work together, Adora. Faust whispers, his voice changed dramatically when he noticed I was crying. His thumb softly swiped away my tear, my watery eyes stared into his grey ones.
I know. I whispered.
I couldn’t tear my eyes off of him, his skin against mine felt so good and normal. The snow surrounded all around us, cars drove pass us but we didn’t bother to look. My hands slowly trailed up to his wrist, I held them while leaning forward. He leaned in even closer, his lips softly touched mine. I tilted my head giving him more space to work with, his tongue invaded my mouth.
This is a bad idea. I mumbled into the kiss, his hand crawled down to my waist while his other hand still held onto my cheek.