21

I felt tears come to my eyes as I looked down at his stomach that was dripping blood onto his jeans as it started to dry. Just seeing that injury made me really start to think about how dangerous his job really is because there was a part of me tonight that was preparing for someone to tell me that he died in the attack. I reached out and pounded my fists against his chest as I let the tears fall, making him stagger backwards.
Kade ? He whispers as he reaches to grab my hands that are pressed against his chest and I push him away, not wanting to face reality right now because there were so many emotions rushing through my body that even more fear was not something I think I could handle right now.
You c-can’t scare me like that, I whisper and trust me, I know I’m being harsh on him because I know that he needed to go out there because it is his pack and he needed to protect everyone, but he should’ve at least told me what was going on. He just left me and told me that everything was going to be okay while leaving me alone with Melissa and Lila who were equally as scared as me.
I’m sorry, I wish I could take it all back, but I can’t, he whispers as I cover my face while trying to stop myself from crying even more. Kade, I’m okay, I promise you that I’m okay.
I know, but you fucking scared me ! I thought you were dead and… and, I try to get out, but end up sobbing into his bare chest as he immediately starts to run his hands through my hair while lightly rocking me back-and-forth in a calming fashion.
It’s okay, I’m here. I’m right here and I’ll try my best to not leave you so soon, he whispers, leaning down to kiss the back of my head. Come on, let’s get in the bath.
We silently undress before getting into the hot water where we’re facing each other and I take his hand in mine as he winces as the liquid comes in contact with the blood. I put his hand underneath the water to help ease the pain of his knuckles because I can see how bad they hurt from the bruises.
I grab a washcloth from the side of the tub and dunk it in the water before brushing it over the cut over his eyebrow. He winces again, trying to push me away but I keep my hand steady to clean the cut.
What happened ? I whisper, not knowing if I actually wanted to know.
One of our guards told us that they saw a rogue earlier in the day walking around our perimeter and tried to shoot, but didn’t get the shot, so it ran off. A few hours later, it comes back with it’s whole pack and attacked the men who were working and that’s when we were called in.
I wish they didn’t exist, I tell him and he gives me a small smile, gripping my hand.
Me too, baby, but there’s always going to be a good side and a bad side and unfortunately, they drew the short end of the stick.
I lean forward to place side of my head against his chest to hear his heart beating underneath my ear. I don’t know what I would do if you weren’t here.
I’m here and I promise you, you can’t get rid of me that easy.
I sat up to look at him as he stares at me with his beautiful hazel eyes and soft smile that melts my heart and I realize that I can’t be mad at him for anything. He’s the alpha of a goddamn werewolf pack and all he was doing was protecting everyone in his camp and that’s not something he could control. I wouldn’t have wanted him to control it anyways because I don’t know what would have happened if he hadn’t stepped in and I don’t think I wanted to find out.
Are they all dead ? I whisper to him, playing with his rough hands underneath the water as I resist the urge to check out his body right now since this was a pretty serious moment.
He looks away as I look up at him, probably not wanting to tell me the reality of the situation. I squeeze his hand to silently tell him that it’s okay to tell me because I do genuinely want to know what’s going to happen. No, they’re not. A few of them got away during the fighting.
I felt the blood drain out of my face and my grip on his hand tightened so much that he winced when I cracked one of his knuckles. Are they going to come back ?
He sighed, leaning back against the wall of the tub and stretching his legs out while I did the same, grabbing his foot to rub it with my hands under the warm water. It’s always a possibility, but since a lot of their pack members are gone, it’ll basically be a suicide mission to come back with the small amount of people.
So you don’t think it’ll happen ?
I don’t know and I don’t really want to think about it right now, he tells me, putting his head back as I continue my massaging on his feet. I notice the way his hands slightly shake before he extends them to sit on the edge of the tub.
What’s wrong ? I whisper to him.
He shakes his head and when I see the nervousness in his face, I slide forward to sit between his legs and place my hands on his stomach, having to force myself to not go lower because this was not the time for my dirty thoughts. I run my hands up to his chest and he picks his head up to look at me.
There’s just a lot running through my mind, like I’m just nervous about so many things, he tells me as he runs a hand through his hair.
Like what ?
He motions towards me. Like you, the pack, school, my dad, like so many things.
I shake my head, inching forward even more to be closer to him. Hey, you don’t need to be worried about me. I’m perfectly fine. I’m happy to be here with you and your family, I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else.
He smiles, leaning forward and placing a kiss to my lips. I try not to put too much pressure on him due to his busted lip, but after a few seconds of the kiss, he moves forward to roughen the kiss. I try to push him away because the last thing I want is to hurt him even more than he is right now, but he grips my arms in determination as he slips his tongue in my mouth.
I shake my head, moving my head away from his to look at him. No, you’re hurt.
Make it better, he whispers, leaning forward again to connect our lips and once I see the flash of electric blue come from his eyes, I know that he really wants this. I slide the hand that’s placed on his chest down until I grip the appendage between his legs firmly in my hands and once I do, he groans against my lips.
I start to run my hand wrapped around him up-and-down in a slow fashion to make him sweat. He pulls away from the kiss, leaning back to watch me work his body in a way that I’ve never done before. The most I’d ever gone with a guy besides Joey was dry humping in my bedroom and pulling away moments before we got caught because his mom was there to pick him up, but with Joey, it was like he showed me a whole new world. This morning with the blowjob in his bed was one of the most pleasurable things I had ever felt. As soon as that was over, I knew I needed to show him my appreciation.
I reach over with my free hand to start and drain the water because there was no way I could hold my breath under the bath water and suck him off because I’m not really too fond of passing out. Once the water is drained enough for me, I find a way to comfortably lay down in the bath to be angled right in front of his beautiful member.
I look up at him to see his ‘o’ face looking down at me before running my tongue from the base of his long member to the tip before slipping it into my mouth, making him gasp. My lips tightened around it to create a suction between our skin as I started to move downwards.
As a gay kid, I definitely experimented a lot by myself, which means I know how much can go down my throat. After years of practice with whatever I could try, my gag reflex is basically nonexistent at this point so when I’m able to take basically all of him at a slow pace, I’m not too surprised even though he is. The breath catches in his throat as he stares down at me while my mouth runs up again as my hand plays with his base.
Holy fuck, Kade, where the hell did you learn that ? He says in a breathy tone as he tangles his fingers in my hair without putting too much pressure on me.
I pop off of him to look up with a smirk. Practice.
Fuck, he gasps as I clasp my mouth back around to deepthroat him and I realize the way he trapped his lip between his teeth to not make too much noise since his parents were still upstairs doing whatever it was they did.