Devil POV.
It hurt, I never wanted a baby, but when I lost it, it hurt so badly, oh Angelo, one day I’ll have my revenge you son of a bitch, I’ll take care of you with my bare hands, you’ll never touch me or anyone else. But for now the pain was way too much, it all hurt too badly, I had Elle with me, she’s holding my hand, kissing me, telling me it’s all okay, but I want to go home, I want to go back where I feel safe, where I could just sit down and be me. I never had a home before but now I do have one, it’s with Nikolai and Elle, they are my home.
“Devil, you’re crying, devils don’t cry” Elle says wiping my tears off, she’s the one calming me down, and not me calming her, I’m the one who’s in charge, I’m the one who should calm her and not me.
“Elle, I’m your dom, you shouldn’t be calming me” I say trying to sit up but everything hurt, breathing hurt, my whole body hurt.
“I’ll be yours when needed, now sit back and relax, I’m the one in charge” she says trying to act all strong, I wanted to laugh, she could make me smile when I’m at my worse, but my ribs hurt too much.
“Don’t be a brat, I can still give you a good bum warming” I warn her although I couldn’t even sit up, at that she giggles out loud, she knew I’m weak now.
“Fine, I can tell Nikolai to give you a red bottom, and I’ll have a good scene to watch” I say, that got her to huff and puff, that’s exactly what would happen if she keeps trying me.
“Be a good kitten” I order her this time, I’m still in charge even when I’m not.
“Fine, I’ll be good, but no promise for daddy” she warns me making me want to giggle again but I couldn’t the pain stopped me yet again.
“I want to leave Elle, be a doll and get someone to get us out of here” I say needing to leave now, I couldn’t stay anymore.
“I’ll try” she says getting up, once she left me in the room alone, I tried to sit up again, but the pain in my ribs was too much, but I need to change from this stupid gown, I can’t leave home with my bum showing to the public, maybe in my single days but not now.
I tried to find my clothes, but there was none for me to find, great, I’m leaving in the open back gown after all, I felt dizzy, I was about to make it back to the bed when Elle came in running toward me, helping me stay up.
“I need clothes Elle, can you find me some?” I say, going with her toward the bed.
“The doctor said you can’t leave yet, they need to keep you under observation, something about a concussion, bleeding, and I’m pretty sure the doctor mentioned death” she says sounding scared when she said the last option.
“I’m not going to die Elle, I’m in pain, but I’ll be better once I’m in some clothes and back home where I can sleep peacefully” I tell her, I just need to leave now.
“They won’t let you out now Devil, maybe try and sleep some more” she suggest helping me lay down, I pulled her down with me for my nap.
After our nap I opened my eyes to see the nurse fixing my IV, if she’s even thinking about adding any more drugs, I’m going to kick her ass, or maybe bite her, I need to wake up not be put back down to sleep.
“Don’t you dare, I want to see a doctor now” I say warning her in my best killer voice, the one that makes grown up men shake in their boots.
“Ma’am the doctor told me to put the morphine on” she says, I growl at her, she does leave without hanging the extra bag. Few minutes later the doctor walks in with the same nurse, he cast a look toward the sleeping Elle, who’s still in my bed, they don’t expect me to let her go.
“I see you’re awake Nathalie, how you feeling?” he asks, great fake name Nikolai, I loved it already.
“I’m okay, and I want to leave” I say, his eyes were still down to my baby girl.
“I’m sorry Nathalie, I can’t have you leaving now, we hardly managed the bleeding, and any movement might put you in risk of hemorrhage again, add to your head concussion” he says making me growl, too many words, but none of them I want to hear.
“Get me out of here, before I turn this hospital upside down” I warn him, the doctor cast another look at Elle getting on my last nerve now.
“Don’t you look at her! She’s mine, and we want to go home now” I say growling, or at least trying my best to.
“You’re in danger, we can’t let you go” he says, I sit up, with all the pain, I did manage to sit up, I’m more stubborn than anyone thinks I am.
“I want to leave, get me any paper you need me to sign, I’m leaving” I tell him, I need my clothes and I need to leave.
“Nurse would bring you a paper of leaving, the hospital would have no legal responsibilities” he says, I don’t care, if I die it’ll be my fault.
“We need someone to keep an eye on you all night, in case you show any kind of relapse, come back. Immediately” he orders, but I just nod, I couldn’t wait to leave this stupid place.
“Fine by me” I say shaking Elle awake, I need a phone to get someone to get me some clothes, anything to cover up really.
“Yeah? We leaving?” she asks waking up from her nap, only half of her eyes open, she’s still sleepy.
“We are, can you call someone and tell them to get me some clothes, anything really” I tell Elle who jumps out of her bed and go to get me something to wear.
I sat up holding my ribs where it hurt, waiting for her to get back in to get me my clothes, she didn’t take that long to come back, when she did she had some male clothes, she said it’s the only ones she could find in the car.
“Whom clothes are these?” I ask her finally getting dressed, ready to leave, I had to lean on Elle, sadly I leaned too much on her, more than I wanted to lean, but I had to.
“Pauly’s gym clothes” she says with a giggle, we made it to the car with too much suffering, but we did, I sat down and leaned against the window, sighing with how much pain I’m in right now.
“Take us home Paul” I say to my baby’s friend, he’s not bad after all, he made sure to drive slowly, not to hurt me more than I am right now, I’ll need some time to recover, but I will recover.
When we made it home, I slept, I slept that day, I slept the next day while Elle took care of me, while she fed me my soup, the whole thing is taking me too long. We both waited for Nikolai to be back, he’s not back yet, but he’s not dead, Paul told us he’s still alive, but we still had to wait.
It was on day six that Nikolai made his appearance back, it was the day when I’ll take my revenge.
“He want you Devil, and only you” Marco says coming in our room, Elle was about to object, saying she wants to come too, but she can’t come in.
“No, stay out of it Elle” I order her, ignoring her big pout, she’s innocent, even if she thinks she’s a big bad person, she’s innocent.
We made it to the basement, I didn’t even know we had one, standing there in a new clean suit was Nikolai, in front of him, tied with chains was the person who caused us so much pain, Angelo. He looked like he’s been to hell and back, bruised, hurt, and in pain, just the way I loved to see him, on his knees, begging.
“Go ahead love, I did promise you this” Nikolai says to me, nodding toward the man on his knees, handing me a gun.
“Kill me…” he rasp.
“Kill me…” he begs again, I loved the begging, but I didn’t want to have any mercy.
“Beg for it” I say, standing on my own this time, I didn’t want to have to lean on someone while having my revenge.
“I beg you…kill me” he says making me smile, revenge, it’s delicious, I shoot him, in the heart, right where it hurt.