Antonia decided to take a walk and it was a every long one way from everything it had been the third time getting that call that was asking if she was saved, she had done all she could to keep the situation to herself now it is looking like she can’t.
Surrounded by the quiet stillness of the Vicinity, she sat at the bottom of the bench looking at everything listening to the sound of her own heavy heart beats as she was not sure if to go home or not. Every square inch of her body hurt.
She’d completed what seemed to be a run to that place and at the moment she could do anything just to let her take in the eminent moment.
It felt like a herculean task by working herself into a standing position, her heart still sank as she rested at the base of a small tree. Now, as she leaned against the trunk, she fought against the waves of thought in her soul looking to consume her , slowly she oddly could feel that blackness that threatened to overtake her.
The move had been excruciating and her immediate plan, to put as much distance between herself and this location before anything happened does this mean going back home?
She was broken and could feel it in her soul even as she seeked this state of isolation. She Couldn’t think less of the entire situation so she thought it was best for her to just let herself past most of what was happening.
It left a much different feeling and that was to reach out to where she thought it was best she fixed things before she ended up with a permanently damaged heart or one that needed to be re-broken in order to be corrected?
Glancing at her watch, she saw that there was still enough time for her to get home-
Squinting up at the sky, she could sense that heavy rain.
She arrives home, she couldn’t wait until the urge to vomit and faint had passed as she ended up throwing up in the toilet
She turned and found him staring at her.
Looking at her one could get the fact that she was going through a lot but if she thought but thought it was easy to see through all of this, she needed that’s Sense of reasoning.
“Are you fine?”Christian asked.
“Yeah I feel it is food poisoning.”
.
She had no idea how she was going to get out of this mess she’d landed in. She could tell that he saw the lies in her eyes.
Looking down towards her state , Chris shook his head and turned away, he saw that a small amount of mud was still left trailing the hallway, he Could see fear that had accumulated in her heart, yet if there was anything she wanted to know that moment, it was was the fact that all this are fixable.
She had accumulated fear around her and she realized that she was shivering. Still she hesitated to speak. Her soul was broken, and she wasn’t sure how the truth would affect it.
She attempted to contact him, seeking him out with her mind, which only resulted in her being waved off. . Regardless of what is was, it had
quickly drained away in her soul leaving her feeling empty and alone once again.
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“I need to see you.”She spoke to the maid.
The maid at that moment, quickly took a quick tour around the house after being asked to be sure he wasn’t home. From her position in the entryway, she could see into the kitchen and see if he was coming or not.
Gesturing awkwardly, led her into the kitchen. No one was there and looked surprised
when she realized that She had it all planned out.
The atmosphere in the room immediately became thick and uncomfortable as she sat on the edge of the chair and cleared her throat.
“Have you seen anything yet?”
.
“Okay, I’m pretty sure I know why you were talking to him- yesterday.”She took a deep breath.
“It’s because of Laura, isn’t it?”She watched them shoot glances at each other but didn’t wait for her to reply before continuing.”Did he tell you more? ”
“Ma’am?”
“Don’t forget the part I said you might get into trouble for lies.”she said spitefully.
“Right. You did say that. It’s all true. But he said nothing.”
“Oh!”she muttered an equally stunned look on each of her faces. The expressions then changed to anxiety as they realized what it was.
“Look, you just need to help me.”
After explaining what she knew about the entire situation, Tonia looked at her silently for a few minutes before speaking.
“So someone called you to check if we are in today.”she asked.
“Yeah , the lawyer .”
“Yeah, I believe you about all this but I think there must be more to it than you know. Something’s been left out of the story-there has to be an explanation.”
Maybe she’s putting on a really good act but she could swear that the maid was innocent.
She stared at the ground, slowly shaking his head.”I don’t know, Ma’am. My gut is telling
me you’re wrong about all of this… what if he just called.”
She leaned towards her , placing her hand on his arm.”Please, think this over. I don’t
want you to hide anything… ”
She angled head to look at her and she hoped he could see her sincere concern for his
well-being. Finally, she sighed.”I think he came around today too, I saw his car.”
She was startled about the information.
She’d hoped for more but knew from past experience that she needed to mull the situation over on his own and come to her own conclusions.
Hopefully, it wasn’t what she was thinking-
She was confused with a nod, she stood up and walked to the window.
“I hope you are telling the truth.”she took her hands -She desperately hoped she was telling the truth.
She gave her hands another squeeze, but she wasn’t really aware of the pressure. A strange
a feeling was washing over her, and she felt the need to get over it- as she returned to the window it was as if someone was watching.
Slowly she turned to look across the road towards the end standing on the steps talking to the neighbors who were Christian.
Even from this distance, she could feel the anxiety radiating from him. It was as if his eyes were boring holes right through her.
She couldn’t wait. She had to speak.