Angel POV.
“Do you want me to call Evelyn,” Logan suggests, and I nod, she’s the only one who could help me here, I knew about this, but I panicked and panicking led to that whole thing going down, I could talk to Logan, I trust Logan, and maybe I could talk some sense with Hunter, but they scared me right now, what if I talk to them and they laugh at me for throwing a tantrum.
“Evelyn is here, do you want to sit alone?” Logan asks me and I shrug, I guess alone is much better than talking in front of the two, I didn’t want to talk to them, not yet anyway.
“Why is she on the ground, what did you two do to her?” she yells at them coming in, I look up when I see her, and I make grabby hands toward Evelyn she picks me up right away and starts to walk toward another empty room.
They followed us around the house, she took me toward their office, the one I shouldn’t be getting inside, she closed the door behind us, and locked the door, my eyes were locked on the door, were they listening to us, could they hear me?
“Their office is soundproof,” she assures me and I nod, she walks toward the sofa in their office, I haven’t been inside before, but now we’re here.
She sat me next to her, her hands went toward me, she petted my face, she wiped my eyes, and she kissed the top of my head telling me it’s all good, that I’ll be good.
“I didn’t mean it,” I say with more tears going down, I didn’t mean to do that, they’re gonna hate me now, no one wants a little baby on their hand.
“They told you? Or did you hear William?” she asks me.
“I heard William, they’ve been trying to talk to me since yesterday, but I was too worried and scared of what they might tell me,” I explain to her, I couldn’t sit down and listen to them, I didn’t want to listen to them it all made me feel weird, and I wasn’t sure how to deal with all my emotions.
“Sometimes big emotions are hard to deal with,” she says and I nod, those were giant feelings, and I wasn’t sure.
“They were giant feelings,” I confess.
“Did you have any idea about littles before? Or was it all William,” she asks me.
“How much can I trust you, Evelyn?” I ask her with a raised brow.
“I’m the only one you got to talk to unless you want to call William or Dylan, but you should know that they both have three submissives minimum at all times, so I’m your better option, I’m your friend here, anything you say is going to be just between the two of us, and I’m not going to tell them, you need a friend and I’m happy having one,” she assures me.
“I don’t have any other choice,” I inform her, this friendship isn’t my first choice and it’s not one coming from my own free will, it’s one that’s forced on me, and I had to take it or drive myself insane thinking about how to deal with things.
“Then go ahead and tell me, did you hear about being a little? It’s also called cgl caregiver little, or ddlg if it’s sexual, daddy dom little girl,” she explains to me.
“I heard of ddlg, but I never went deep into it, I thought it was a kink,” I answer her.
“It’s a kink, but it’s also a lifestyle, and it can or not have sex included,” she says explaining things to me.
“I don’t think I want sex,” I say with a shrug.
“Good, then you won’t have to,” she says with a smile on her face.
“Okay,” I agree with her.
“Did they explain anything or just went with William’s quick explanation?” she asks me.
“Just Williams,” I answer her.
“It’s more complicated than that, but what William said was correct, but what he forgot to mention is the joy it brings the submissive, they talk from the dominant point of view, giving you a new life, getting you to live your childhood and be happy but what the other part,” she says, she knew too much and she’s my only source of information now.
“Can you tell me more?” I ask him.
“For the submissive, it’ll bring joy and happiness, for now, all you feel is fear and worry, but in the future, the really short future, like very very soon, you’ll feel happy and relaxed. They’re in charge you don’t have to worry about things, you don’t have to think about the future and what’s coming, you’ll just be you, you get no worries in the world, have you tried playing? Do you sleep with them? Or do you sleep alone, tell me more,” she says.
“I tried playing, I really liked it, I also sleep in their bed, it’s good,” I say, telling her the truth.
“See so now you know a bit of the better part of life, you know why a lot of people like being little, and it gets better, it gets much better,” she assures me.
“Okay,” I say happily.
“Now tell me what happened? What made you get so angry?” she asks me knowing that I didn’t mean to act out, but I was angry, and I lost it.
“They were telling me rules and I didn’t want the rules,” I say with a shrug.
“Rules are part of this life, you should know what part of this life is okay and not okay, let’s say they just let you run free and you are feeling little, you could get into a million trouble or you could get yourself hurt, and it’s not fun to just run free, rules are fun,” she assures me with a wink.
“How is rules fun?” I ask her.
“You didn’t hear this from me,” she says getting closer to me, whispering in my ears, “They are fun to break,” she says making me giggle, I love Evelyn now, she’s a great friend, or well a forced friend.
“Look at you smiling, you ready to go out again?” she asks me.
“Nu-uh, I’m going home with you,” I say, not wanting to go out and see them anymore.
“Do you wanna tell me why you don’t want to go out again?” she asks me with care present in her tone.
“I’m too embarrassed,” I confess, I don’t want them to see me, not after I threw a whole tantrum.
“Why? Because of your tantrum?” she asked me and I turned bloody red, I didn’t want to confess, but it’s the truth.
“Ohh, baby, it’s okay, that’s not the first tantrum you throw and I assure you, it’s not going to be the last,” she assures me.
“No way, I’m not doing that again,” I say still red.
“It’ll happen, I assure you it would,” she assured me, but she knew too much, and it’s not coming from just spending time with littles.
“Evelyn, how do you know?” I ask her feeling very curious.
“I know ’cause I deal with littles,” she answers me, but I knew it was something else as well.
“No, you’re talking like you’ve been there,” I say trying to get her to confess if she did or didn’t live through it.
“I tried being a little before, it’s better to try it to know what you’re talking about and how to deal with others,” she answered me.
“Who was your daddy then?” I ask her and she chuckles, shaking her head no.
“You’re gay? You had a mommy?” I asked her which made her laugh out loud now.
“You’re not, I’m sorry, I guess,” I say not sure what she is now.
“I’m a switch, I’m bi, and I’m everything, being a vampire means you have a lot of time to explore a lot of things,” she answers me.
“Now can I know who your daddy was?” I ask her.
“Look at you all comfortable with using the word daddy, when you’re ready you should try calling the two vampires outside daddy, or dada, or dad to piss them off,” she says the last one with a wink.
“It’s too embarrassing to say it,” I blush, talking about her daddy was different than calling someone daddy.
“It’ll help you slip, and slipping will make you feel a lot better, and it’s really nice, slipping and having no worry in the world,” she promises me.
“Please tell me who it wassss…” I begged her, I was ready to get down on my knee and beg if I needed to.
“Tell you what, if you agree to give the two guys outside a chance, and go out there and talk to them I’ll tell you who it was,” she says and I had to think about it for a moment.
“What if we don’t click? What if we end up not being good together?” I asked her just to check.
“Then you call me and I’ll come to get you, you get to have your time, you can try again, you can find another daddy’s potential or maybe mommy this time,” she says with a wink.
“They can have their chance, but tell me who was it?” I beg her my curiosity still having the best of me.
“It was a very long time ago, and I needed someone with some kind of experience, he’s not pure blue, and neither am I, but it was fun,” she says not telling me who it is yet.
“I wanna know,” I beg her.
“You can’t talk about it, it’s been too long,” she answered me.
“It’ll be just between us,” I assure her, I’m not going to tell anyone, I just want to know for my own curiosity.
“It was William,” she says and I looked at her with wide eyes.
“You’re for real?” I ask her.
“I won’t lie to you, not when we’re talking like friends,” she assures me.
“Ohh…” I say answering her, William, wow!
“I’m gonna give you a minute, when you’re ready, they’ll be waiting for you outside,” Evelyn says kissing the top of my head again, giving me a tight hug and finally leaving the office, my mind was lost between the idea of her being with William, and going outside to meet the two men who are my daddies now.