Dimitri POV
Reasons and consequence
Solonik is on our territory, he’s threatening my baby girl, that night in the amusement park was a clear threat not to me, to my little princess.
I’ve made tons of calls, everyone is on the watch for them, it’s a mafia war, they killed some of ours and we bellowed some of their their new HQ.
They thought they could just come in and take over, well they’re wrong. Me taking a sub, a little girl been taken as a sign of me being soft. A sub who’s newly turned means that I just tried my life to hers and I don’t plan on dying anytime soon.
I haven’t been taking the best care of Sophia, I was busy with war, I couldn’t just leave her in school and go and I didn’t want to take her with me. The safest place for her now is the school, she’s surrounded by family and people I trust.
So I decided to get her a bodyguard, someone who can always keep an eye on her for me. I can depend on my friends but they got a life of their own, I needed a professional.
It’s were Lucca come in, Lucca was a sub, but his Dom was abusive, he broke him mentally and almost killed him a couple of times, he even turned him when his survival chance was fifty fifty. His Dom never showed him any love or care after five years, Lucca was fully self-independent. He killed his own Dom, the pain of the heartbreak made something shift in him again, Lucca is neither a Dom nor a sub, his classification shows he’s neutral, the government wanted to kill him, until the vitale stepped in.
He was recruited by my father, he joined the family, did some small assignment but he was the best bodyguard any of us have.
He’s loyal to death, he’s not a Dom so he can take whatever sass my little brat will say and has not a sub he won’t step down and will show authority.
I have nothing to be jealous of since he’ll never want my baby in any sexual way, he hate abuse and will fight till death to save a sub.
For the last few days Sophia been out of her headspace, maybe I’ve been too mean with her but I needed to keep her safe even if she’s going to hate me for it.
Every time she leave my sight I’ll think someone kidnapped her, maybe the leash threat was a step too much but I needed her safe, she’s my little angel and I’m a possessive SOB.
She’s dressing herself in the morning and she gave herself a shower once I didn’t allow her to do that alone again, what if she falls and get hurt, what if shampoo get in her eyes she hate that.
After I introduced her to Lucca she kept giving me questioning looks, she wanted to know what’s going on but I don’t want to scare her.
The last straw was when she bit me in class, why would she do that!! Sire Nicholas asked me to stay and talk to him while Lucca took her to the nurse office, I didn’t slap her that hard did me?
“You know she’s been trying to get your attention the whole period” ~Sire
I open my mouth to reply although I got nothing to say, I didn’t even notice, we’re almost at the end of our war it was a quick one, we showed the Solonik who’s the boss and they’re retreating. I was busy on my phone, the big families are organizing a truce.
“I know you’re trying to keep her safe. But ignoring her and punishing her for no reason, you’re going to end up saving a princess who need to be saved from you” ~sire
Aouch that hurt… I was doing that wasn’t I? After I thank sire, I march my sorry ass toward the nurse office, Sophia is sleeping apparently she cried till she made herself sick.
I took her to our room, I decided to make it up for her anyway possible.
I try to bath her but she ask for a shower, I watch her little body she got some blue bruises on her…. I left those when I grabbed her with too much force. I feel like a pure jerk for what I did, I wanted to cuddle her and hug her till she forgive me, but again she ask to watch tv , I let her have her way, maybe some cartoon can get her in to her headspace but when I go to call her for bed she’s watching friends.
Maybe night cuddles can help but she want to sleep in her crib… I asked her if she wanna sleep with me and she refused it’s usually the other way round.
Around three am she wake up screaming, I get my gun and get up ready to kill whoever is threatening my baby but I saw no one and she keep crying and yelling, seeing Lucca in the room don’t help either.
I called Vincent for help but apparently her loud cries made the school send help, they sent Tasha and Timmy.
We’re all yelling and screaming at each other, nothing is working to stop her cries until Timmy ask to hold her , I let him have her and I feel like crying my baby is miserable with me , she’s bruised , getting nightmares , she doesn’t even want me.
After Timmy’s help to make her sleep, I put her in bed with me and hug her close, the next morning she kept calling me sir, not daddy, I think I lost that privilege. She’s hardly talking, only answering me when I ask her a direct question and ending her sentence with sir.
I know I messed up but I’ll get my baby girl back no matter what.