Bad morning
The next day was Saturday, I didn’t have any classes, usually it’s one of my favorite days but after last night I don’t know how I feel about it.
I woke up my eyes swollen from all the crying and my throat was soar, I looked around the room but I was alone, daddy’s bed was still made maybe he got up early. I stuck in my crib till he comes and get me. I don’t feel like being little anymore, he yelled at me and spanked me for no reason, all I asked for was to go on the damn horses. And what I received was a spanking and getting yelled at, that man at the park the one daddy called solonik scared me but Dimitri care enough to ask how I’m doing! Of course not, well the answer is heck no I’m scared shitless he seemed like he want to eat me alive.
I call for daddy a few time but he don’t answer well, okay I try to climb over my crib it’s hard and slippy.
After a few trial and error I made it to the other way, I jumped down, well thanks to my new reflexes I don’t break anything but it still hurt.
I didn’t get a bath last night and I smell from all the running around at the park last night. I look around our dorm and see no sign of Dimitri, I go in to the bathroom and strip of my clothes, and I haven’t used the bathroom in so long. Dimitri said I can be potty trained in about a hundred year I’m not sure if he’s joking or serious.
I take a quick shower, it feel weird I rarely take showers anymore, but I make do. After I finished I wrap a towel around my torso, the bathroom door open with a bang and I jump with a screech.
“What are you doing here alone” Dimitri ask, his eyes are black never a good sign.
“Taking a shower” I give the obvious answer.
“And since when do you shower alone” he says and hold my arm with a bruising grip. I try to shy away buy he don’t allow it. He drag me outside and start drying me with too much force, he try to put diaper on me but I fight not wanting it.
Smack “behave” he growl after he smacked my butt. I feel tears pooling in my eyes but I refuse to cry, after he’s done dressing me in an onesie, placing a paci in my mouth.
“What do you want for breakfast?” he ask me but I just shrug, I don’t even want to eat. He give me some cereal, and get busy talking on the phone, I push my food around. After about fifteen minutes I drain my bowl in the sink, calling that I’m done, I go sit in the living room to watch some TV.
The rest of the day passed like that, daddy busy on the phone and me sitting alone either watching TV or coloring or playing with my phone.
Sunday was pretty much the same, I tried asking him to sleep with me but he said a dry no and went back to his phone.
I woke on my own Monday, it was still early, I look to Dimitri’s bed and saw he’s sleeping, on top of the covers still fully clothed. He’s been mean to me since Friday night, something is up I know that, but what is it, I had no ideas.
An alarm went off and Dimitri wake up groggy, he get up and look at me
“Morning” he mumble and go to the bathroom, I hear the shower and I sit still and wait. In 15 minutes Dimitri was ready and came to get me up, his phone started ringing.
“I can get dressed alone” I mumble
“Okay call me if you need help” he say and go back to his call.
I dress myself slowly, well after being taken care of for so long, it took some extra concentration to get dressed but I succeeded.
“I’m done” I say and he just nod, we start walking toward the cafeteria with Dimitri talking in another language the whole time, I didn’t understand a thing.
I don’t look at Dimitri, just walk straight toward our usual table and says my good mornings.
“Where did you go” came Dimitri angry voice. I look up at him, what’s his problem. He don’t let me reply and drag on his lap, he’s still yelling on the phone and I flinch but he don’t seem to notice.
“Baby girl want to come with me and chose your breakfast” victor ask and I try to get up but Dimitri says something on the phone and turn to me “what do you think you’re doing” he ask through gritted teeth.
“Breakfast with victor” I’m out of my head space so I skipped the uncle part.
“Fine” he says and go back to yelling, I go with victor and he let me chose pancake and some strawberries. We go back to our table and I sit next to victor he made sure I ate everything.
The bell rang signaling the end of breakfast, I start walking with Rory since we got the first class together.
Until Dimitri once again pulled my arm, what’s up with him and pulling me? I just lose it and say “whattt” between gritted teeth.
He get close to me and whisper in my ear “walk away from me one more time and I’m putting you on a leash”
“I’m not a dog” I say back
“Then stop acting like a spoiled pup” he whisper yell.
And drag me to class, it’s going to be a very long day.