They kept Hana after and kicked my mother out, and that was that. They relocated the building so the police can’t find them and my mother went back home and decided to keep this all to herself. He said, his tone venomous at the end. The worst part is, she kept it all hidden from everyone up until recently. She would regularly call and act as if she were taking care of Hana back home. I had gone off believing all of that, until Ryland took me to go see her myself. Nathan stopped there, trying to control his breathing now.
This is all still fresh to me so sorry if it was a little intense. But yeah, that’s where I went over the weekend. He stopped and looked up at me finally. Why are you crying ? He asked with a weird expression.
I now noticed I had tears streaming down my face as he finished his story. This was definitely the most heart-breaking situation I had ever heard. It made me see Nathan in a different light, and it made my heart ache.
I-I don’t know. I answered lamely, trying to wipe away the tears.
Well I hope that answered your question. He managed to give me a small smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
I nodded. Before he could turn away and pretend like this talk never happened, I spoke up.
Thanks for telling me. I said quietly, feeling his eyes on me, but I kept mine down. I’m glad you trust me.
Do you trust me ? He suddenly asked, causing my eyes to reach his intense gaze.
I thought about his question. I knew he’d never hurt me and I knew he’d protect me, because that was all he had been doing since the moment he pulled that blank gun away from my head that day at the mall.
I probably shouldn’t, but I do. I answered honestly, looking into those entrancing green eyes that were so fixated on me.
You trust me that I won’t hurt you ? He asked now.
I nodded my head. Now that those words were out, no point in denying it anymore.
Good. He smiled slightly. Then I can do this.
Before I could ask what, he started leaning in and without further adieu, his lips embraced my own.
I gasped as his soft lips touched mine.
At first I didn’t respond since I was too shocked, but then slowly I started to move my lips in sync with his.
Suddenly my theory was proven true : sparks did exist. Sparks, fireworks, hell it was more than that, the kiss was possibly the most amazing and amplifying thing that I had never experienced before.
I had laughed at all those stories I’d read where they’d describe a kiss as perfect. I had thought that was all just fantasies, that a real kiss would be sloppy and gross. But this was on the complete opposite side of the spectrum.
Either Nathan was a really good kisser, or I was just imagining things.
No, a kiss this good couldn’t just be in my head.
I felt his tongue trace my bottom lip slowly, my lips parting and allowing entrance.
I held back a moan as his tongue explored my mouth with confidence and sureness.
I didn’t want it to end but I pulled back eventually to take a breath.
I closed my eyes as I felt his forehead rest against mine, our breathing shallow.
Wow. Nathan breathed out, causing me to open my eyes and stare into his green eyes that had turned a shade darker.
I smirked at his reaction and before I could say anything, his delicious lips found mine again as we became lost in another kiss.
I let out a small squeak as he slowly lowered us onto the bed so now I was underneath him.
Finally being able to do what I had always wanted to since I first saw him, my hands reached up and tangled themselves in his soft dark hair.
I slightly tugged on his hair and he let out a moan, making the adrenaline coursing through me double.
Just as things were getting heated and out of control, Nathan pulled away, his breathing deep.
And at that exact moment, Max decided to barge in.
Hey do you guys have any toilet pa-woah. Max suddenly stopped in his tracks as he took in the scene before him.
Okay, cool. Uh I’ll just leave you two. Have fun making out and uh, use protection. Max awkwardly said before turning around and walking back out the door.
I looked up at Nathan who was still on top of me, and we suddenly burst out laughing.
After we had sobered up, Nathan slowly rolled off of me and stood up.
I sat up now too, suddenly missing his warmth. Ugh, I sounded so needy and pathetic.
We should probably get some sleep. Nathan stated, before pulling off his shirt and then his pants, giving me my own private strip show.
This time I made sure my jaw didn’t unhinge and forced my eyes not to linger on his abs longer than necessary.
But it was enough time of gazing for Nathan as he was already smirking that arrogant smirk he wore so well.
Yeah we should. I forced my voice to sound nonchalant and pulled back the covers, snuggling into his comfy bed.
This was definitely not the reaction he wanted since he was stood still in the room watching me with surprise.
Hah, that’s right boy. Your evil charm doesn’t fool me.
But it had literally taken everything in me to not sprint out of bed and tackle him into another kiss.