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I love you.
But I didn’t utter those words out first. My lips parted trying to search for words to gather and say but I couldn’t. I was speechless. His eyes watched me carefully and cautiously.
Say something. His thumb caressed my cheek once more before leaving it there.
W-what ? I stuttered out, my ears had to be deceiving me. This whole thing felt like a dream.
I think I love you. The pad of his fingers went behind my head to secure me in place but he changed his mind again. I love you.
I closed my eyes for a brief second, my emotions getting the best of me. I- I couldn’t even get the words out before I felt him slipping away from me. No. I grabbed onto his arm, pulling him back to me. Landon-
I shouldn’t have. His voice was pained, his eyes were casted down. I wanted to and now it doesn’t even seem-
Look at me. I brought my finger under his chin before moving my hand to rest against his stubble, he stared at me as if hoping for me to say the words back and he looked almost.. scared. I never got to say I love you too. His lifeless eyes came back to life at my words, after releasing a short breath.
His lips twitched before seeing a grin start to form.
I can feel him relax against me, his rough smooth lips pressed against my forehead. You love me ?
Of course I do. I was just too scared to tell you first, was it too soon to know ?
His lips trailed down, kissing in between my eyes, to the bridge of my nose and he lingered against my lips that were waiting to be adored and cherished. I love you. He repeated again and my lips broke out into a smile.
This time I took the lead, attaching my lips to his and he was shocked at first before he recovered- far too quickly- wrapping his right hand around my waist and my body sunk into his. Wait. I broke away but his lips never left my body, as I turned to look to see the divider between the driver and us were still up.
He didn’t care at all. His left hand came up under my chin and firmly turned my face back to him and he kissed me ferociously and impatiently and our champagne-minted breaths mingled together.
His right hand that was around my waist loosened as it trailed up my body, my dress riding up, and I didn’t stop him. I pushed on his shoulder gently for him to lean back against the seat, hooking my left leg over him. I didn’t know who I was at this moment but he made me this way about him.
He swore under his breath, feeling my fingers comb through his hair before he kissed my arms, I felt his tongue on me and a nerve-wrecking chill ran down my spine. He pressed me forward and I felt his hot breath whispering against my breast and my left hand left his hair to place behind him against the seat.
He was all over the place with my body, he didn’t seem to know where to start first. His hands were placed on my thighs, rubbing them to soothe my ache but his lips were at my neck, leaving love bites I’m sure.
Landon. I broke away to look at him and I found his lustful hovering eyes already on me. His lips were swollen and smeared with my lipstick but I didn’t care and he knew it was only going to get worse.
Yes ? He sounded impatient with me and his voice dropped in octave and it made my legs tighten, I felt him shift under me. Oh.
I shook my head, I don’t know what for but he didn’t wait for me to decide. He surged forward, attacking my lips and a squeal released from my lips, my right hand pulling on his hair as if that would help my fall but he didn’t let me. His legs parted, getting more comfortable and I readjusted myself but a painful groan fell from his lips. I want you. His voice came out in a rasp against my lips. So fucking much. And the next words were my undoing.
Then have me. He broke away from the kiss this time, and he looked different. Almost animalistic, and I bit my lips nervously but I couldn’t and wouldn’t take my words back.
Scooting forward with me on his lap still , he hit the button and the divider slid down. How much longer until we’re home ? He asked the driver.
Ten minutes sir.
Make it five. He didn’t wait for the man to try to comprehend what he just said as he watched the divider go back up with wide eyes.
We could tell he heard him right, once we surged forward from the cars acceleration.
Buckle up. He ordered me, patting my side for me to get off him to sit in my abandoned seat. Just wait. And those five minutes felt like torture, it’s amazing how time knows how to speed up when you’re in a hurry but not when you’re waiting.
We hit a bump but it was familiar.. we were here. Landon exited the car, not waiting for the driver to get out to do his job. That’s okay, thank you. I heard him talking to the driver, before opening my door.
Fixing myself, I reached out for his hand and he took it. Thank you. I thanked him before turning to thank the driver as well.
I saw Landon hand him a folded tip, before guiding me into the house without another word. A little part of me was scared of what would come next. And a bigger portion of me wanted to find out. He let me in first before stepping in and closing the door.
My eyes followed him, he walked not too far in front of me before turning to face me. My hand clung onto my mini purse.
Landon- He shushed me and my lips closed on command. He stalked me like he was a lion and I was his prey that he wanted to devour. I took a step back from his approach and his lips twitched into a sly grin.
Running already ? He asked. Both of our fronts touched and we both could feel my breast rising and falling.
His right hand came to rest at my hip before he slammed me to the door, the impact didn’t hurt to my surprise as my eyes stayed glued to his. Take off your heels. Lifting my right leg first, I reached down to slip out of my heel- my eyes never leaving his- and I did the same with the other.
My body was burning with need and he didn’t make it any better as I went from almost chin to shoulder level. Life was not fair.
He took them from me, along with my purse, before he disappeared and my eyebrows raised. Where are you going ?
He didn’t answer me and I was left to watch him and I released a sigh before stuffing my hands in his jacket. He was giving me enough time to calm my nerves. My eye began to itch, probably from the mascara and my hand quickly went up trying to soothe the ache.
Why am I still standing here ? I mumbled to myself but before taking just a single step, he came back into view and as if being caught I quickly went back to my position.
So- Before I could try to apologize, his lips crash down onto mine, silencing me from talking. He was a man on a mission alright. My hands quickly made route to wrap around his neck but he stopped me, his grip on my wrist were enough to make me cry out- but not in pain. Pinning my hands above my hand, my back was met with the hard cold door again.
He kissed me harder than before, making me dizzier. My body yearned for him in every single way, my back arched into him trying to press myself to him. Keeping my hands clamps together above me with his right, he moved his left hand down to man handle my chin trying to keep me in place.
I felt his tongue sweep across my bottom lip before pulling it between his teeth- biting it. He was a drug that I was slowly becoming addicted to and no rehab could cure me. He released my hands and they quickly went to his broad shoulders, as he hoisted me up and my legs instantly wrapped around him. He groaned against my lips. Tell me to stop.
Breaking away from the kiss, I let my head rest against the door just soaking him in. No. He wanted this just as much as I did, so who was I to stop him ?
He closed his eyes for a spilt second, digesting my answer before he stripped me from the door. Once he started climbing the stairs, I knew where our next destination was going to be. My heart was running a marathon every step that he took.
Opening the door to his room, it felt different. Everything was still the same but I knew something was going to change, tonight.
Placing me lightly on my feet, I didn’t face him but instead I turned away from him. I wasn’t scared, but it all felt surreal. Placing both hands on my stomach, he pressed my back against him so my back could meet his front. What’s wrong ?
Nothing. My voices cracked and I cleared my throat twice. Nothing I’m fine.
If you don’t want to- His hands connected with each other around me and I leant my head back against his shoulder, turning my head to look at him.
He must have read me right as he descended down to connect our lips together again.
Turning in his arms, my hands went around his neck and into his hair and he released a harsh breath, before bringing his hands around mine to place them by my side. At first I thought I did something wrong, but he had something else in mind.
Disconnecting our lips from each other, his hands started at my waist and slid up until he slowly, painfully stripped me from his jacket- it landed with a soft thud.
Goosebumps started to rise on my arms from the heat that was stripped away from them and my skin was slapped with the coldness. Turn around. He gently caressed my arms before I turned for him.
I didn’t feel his hand on me but hearing the zipper and feeling my dress loosen made this even more real for me. It hit the floor, laying with his jacket.
I was thankful that I was wearing a matching set and not just slapping anything on because hearing his groan at the sight of my body, made it all worth it.
I didn’t turn back around to face him instead I took the courage to walk forward until I reached his bed, looking over my shoulder- he was already unbuttoning his suit shirt.
The moonlight was our light tonight, but I was his light that he wanted to see. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I watched him hungrily as his shirt made a pool with our clothes. His approach was careful, as if he didn’t want to scare me away but I felt the opposite.
I feel like everything’s changed now, the pull I felt towards him was indescribable at this point.
He placed his hand on my cheek, his thumb drawing circles and I turned my head so my lips could kiss the inside of his palm. His other hand lifted my chin up to meet his hazel green eyes to my brown ones.
Kneeling down until we were at eye level, he had a slight smirk on his face before he pecked my lips once, and with my eyes closed I tilted forward waiting for more and that’s when I knew he was teasing me.
Landon. I really was not in the mood to play hard to get right now with him.
Hmm ? He placed both of his hands on both sides to me like he did when I was in his chair, and I slowly ran my hand up his abs and chest.