Next morning.
I woke with the sun beating on my face. I thought back and felt myself blush at all that had happened the previous day and night. I lay there as I remembered what I did with my mom… to my mom, to be exact. I got up from the bed still naked and went and took a long cold shower. Thoughts raced through my head about what I still wanted to do to my mother. Even though I knew it was wrong… it was so right. My mom was one of the few women who understood me entirely. I kept my full self from other women, only showing glimpses at times. The only other women who knew me almost as well as my mother were my beautiful sisters Carmen and Nadine.
I toweled off and felt an erection coming. I smiled in the mirror as I got dressed. I left my shirt off because I still had the same pair of worn clothes from the day before. I grabbed my cell phone and called some moving people that work for my company. I sent them to my house to pick up clothes, my home laptop and various belongings. I didn’t need furniture. My mom’s house was fully furnished for her kids and future grandkids.
I went down the steps feeling breezy and alive for the first time in a long time. I didn’t even notice until then, that I was just going through the motions in life. I went into the kitchen to find my mom working on breakfast in a thin, see-through robe. I came up behind her. I matched my body to hers. I kissed the back and sides of her neck. She arched her back for a moment. My hands reached around and grabbed her breasts. She slapped my hands down. She turned around and our eyes met for a moment. I could tell she still wanted me, but her eyes gave away the regret of what we did the day before. Shock and confusion overwhelmed me.
I went to the fridge and got a glass of orange juice before going to the dining room table to sit. Silence overwhelmed the house except the faint sounds of bacon cooking in a pan. I stared at my glass of juice without touching it. Tension filled the air. My mom went to the cabinet and got plates as she served out our breakfast. She brought my plate and silverware and set them down in front of me. She did the same for herself and sat down and began to eat. She refused to look at me. It wasn’t anger. Mom has been mad at me on occasion and this wasn’t it. It had to be regret. As my mom was eating I began to follow suit and do the same.
When our breakfast was finished and we began to drink our juice, I saw mom look at me out of the corner of my eyes. Even though sitting at the far end of the table from me, I could see the outline of her nipples through her thin robe, teasing me with something I seemed to not have permission to touch, or taste. My heart was racing a mile a minute just as my thoughts raced.
Mom cleared her throat in what seemed like nervousness, as she picked up our plates and glasses. She washed them at the sink as I looked at her from the table. The robe and the sunlight did little to protect her form from my eyes. I could see she wasn’t wearing anything under the robe. I seemed to struggle for air at the memory of touching her ass last night as I licked her pussy.
She washed the dished and glasses and put them away before returning to the table and sitting down. The silence was too much.
“Mom, what’s wrong?” I asked.
“We shouldn’t have done what we did last night. It’s wrong. You know it and I know it.” She said.
“Yeah… but.” I stammered.
“No, buts. We can’t do this, Mike. I love you and I know you love me. We are both lonely. We both lost our spouses. We are both very vulnerable right now. I… I can’t forgive myself for taking advantage of your vulnerability.” Mom said as she lowered her head.
I stood up and walked to her. I hugged her to me. Her face was at crotch level, but I tried not to think perverted thoughts. It didn’t help much. Mom stood up and her tie came loose on her robe revealing her nudity to my eye momentarily before she closed it back up quickly. I came up behind her as she seemed not able to face me. I hugged her from behind and pressed my erection up against her ass. She sighed and stood still for a moment before turning around.
“Mike, as much as I want to, we can’t. I called Carmen this morning and told her about you and Marissa. She is coming home since it is spring vacation anyway, she should be here tomorrow. We can’t do anything. If we got caught I would be devastated. I love you… more than I have a right to. Maybe we can continue with this… after she goes back to college, but for now we have to stop.” Mom said.
I nodded my head. She came into my arms and we held each other tightly. Our bodies pressed together like lovers. We didn’t separate for a long while. As she pulled back some I kissed her. It was a long kissed filled with pent up passion, lust, desire for her kept inside of me over most of my life. Our kiss was closed mouth and then became open mouth, soon followed by a meeting of tongues. We separated each with a sense of loss & longing.
Mom walked to the window over the sink and looked out at the sunny day. She sighed and stretched. Her robe could not cover her entire body when she did this, so it rose up and revealed her long sexy legs. She stood on her tip toes for a minute before slowly lowering herself and sighing again. I wanted her so much right then that it was killing me to keep my hands to myself.
“I think I am going to take a dip in the pool since it is such a nice day and my “big boy” is home to watch after me and protect me from any guys who come my way.” She said laughing and teasing me with her words.
I laughed with her.
“Care to join me?” She asked as she turned around and raised an eyebrow.
“Sure, mom. Only thing is I don’t have any swimming trunks.” I said shrugging my shoulders.
“I won’t tell if you won’t.” Mom said in a whisper that was very feminine as she undid her robe for a tiny view of her nudity.
As she watched me watching her, she looked down at herself for a moment before looking back up and into my eyes.
I gulped for air.
“It’s only fair that I go naked since you can’t wear a suit. I’d hate to think I was taking advantage of my “big boy”.” Mom said as she walked toward me and kissed me on the cheek. She held her lips there for awhile before pulling back and going to get us some towels.
I pulled my pants and boxers off and folded my pants over the back of a dining room chair. I folded my boxers over them. Mom returned to the dining room and gasped as she saw me entirely naked. Her robe fell apart and we were both naked. She slid out of it. Her nipples were hard and big. I looked down at her bush. I saw her stomach moving as her tits rose and fell fast. My cock grew and she stood still and looked at it openly. I grabbed a towel from her and she walked past me. I goosed her on the ass with the towel and she gasped and laughed before running off. I chased after her.