Bella’s POV
It happened all over again- well, I thought it did. A week after the accident, I slipped into depression and I had to be on meds for six months. After I was off the meds, I started having nightmares of that night, which led me to being on more meds.
They went away, but every now and then, it comes back to me. It doesn’t matter what I’m doing, or where I am, it just comes to me.
I-I’m sorry. I murmured in to his shoulder, hiccupping slightly. He pulled away slightly so that he was looking into my eyes.
Why don’t we head back to my house ? You can take a nap or something… Connor offered, trailing off awkwardly. I hesitated before answering. I was really surprised by what Connor said. It was… thoughtful. Not a word that I would use to describe Connor with.
Thanks. I said softly, looking at him from underneath my lashes. He gave me a small grin and pulled me into one last hug before we went back into the car. My heart was pounding inside of my chest as we drove to his house- this time I had made sure to put my seat belt on. There’s no way I’m going to school now, I thought to myself, not in this state.
I moved my head so that my hair created a thin wall behind Connor and me, so I could sneakily glance at him. In all truth, I felt bad for him. After I snapped out of my trance, the amount of relief that washed over his face was unbelievable. I felt guilty for putting him through that, normally it happens after I dream about it- at home.
We’re here, Connor said softly. I noticed he was about to place his hand on my leg, put hesitated and pulled away, watching me cautiously. I frowned as I got out his car, following him to the door. As we walked, he kept glancing at me, as if I was a ticking time bomb.
Do you want something to drink ? Connor asked as I sat down numbly on his couch.
Water, please. I said. I watched as he stared at me for a couple moments before turning to walk into the kitchen. Had I really freaked him out ? Who am I kidding, I turned into a psychopath in front of him, of course he was freaked out.
Here. He said, handing it to me. I gave a small ‘thanks’ and took a sip. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Connor remain standing there, still watching me cautiously.
Do you um, He rubbed his neck awkwardly, need to rest, or something ? He glanced at me, taking a step back as if I was going to lunge at him or something.
That does it.
I slammed my glass on the table in front of me, causing a loud noise to echo through the room. I stood up and faced Connor, glaring at him as I began my rant.
Look Connor, I know I freaked you out and all, but really ? Why are you treating me like a kid that belongs inside of an insane asylum ? I shrieked, throwing up my arms in emphasis. I’m fine, okay ? I don’t need any special treatment- especially from you.
Connor stared at me in shock for a couple moments, before he frowned and crossed his arms.
What the hell ? I’ve been nothing but nice to you since your little freak out attack, and this is how you thank me ? And what do you mean ‘especially from you ?’ He asked, his eyes narrowed and a look of annoyance set on his expression.
You were being cautious ! I don’t need you acting like I’m going to freak out at any given second ! I screamed.
Well it’s for a good reason. Look at you ! You couldn’t even take two sips of water before you lost it ! He snapped.
I raised my eyebrow in annoyance. What, you think I’m crazy ?
Exactly. Connor said, smirking in victory.
Well in that case… I threw the water at Connor, causing it to splash over his face and his clothes. I smirked as I placed the glass down, enjoying his shocked expression.
You really shouldn’t have done that. He hissed, taking a step towards me, causing me to shrink back in fear. I turned to make a break for it, only to be pulled back into his hard, toned chest. Bella ! Stop thinking about his abs, I scolded myself. I let out a gasp of surprise as he whirled me around, keeping his arm wrapped around my waist.
Karma’s a bitch. He said with a smirk, some of the water droplets falling onto me. I let out a shriek as he lifted me up, flinging me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. I pounded on his back with my fists, but it was useless. This guy is pretty much made of out muscle. I let out a gasp as cold air hit me, signaling to me that we were now outside. From what I could see, we were now in his back yard.
Connor, let me go this instant ! I demanded, shivering slightly.
You sure about that ? He asked. Something was off, I could tell.
Yes !
Alrighty !
I felt my body being thrown downwards into a pit of blue. I squeezed my eyes and prepared for the icy cold pool water to engulf me- only it didn’t. I opened my eyes to find Connor holding me, bridal style.
You’re face ! He exclaimed, causing me to bounce a little as he laughed. I frowned and watched him, annoyance taking over.
Bells, did you really think I was going to throw you into a pool ? He asked when he finished laughing. I didn’t answer, just looked around awkwardly.
Well, I wouldn’t. Connor said, a small grin on his face.
Really ? I asked, looking up at him.
Of course not !
I let out a horrified scream as I was thrown up in the air and into the freezing pool. When I surfaced, Connor was on the ground, laughing so hard.
You bastard ! I screamed, shaking like no other while I wrapped my arms around my body, trying to keep myself warm as I looked for a way out.
You look cold. Connor observed, his eyes twinkling. I scowled as swam to the edge that he was standing at.
Here, he offered, holding out his hand. So yeah, that cliche idea popped into my head, and I took his hand, and pulled with all my strength so that he fell in the pool.
Only that didn’t happen.
He didn’t even budge, just watched in amusement as I struggled to try to pull him in. After at least a minute, I sighed and gave up, and climbed out of the pool. My clothes were stuck to me, and I was pretty sure that I was dying.
C-can we g-g-go ins-side ? I stuttered, my teeth chattering.
Whatever you say prince- Connor was cut off short as his body was thrown into the water. I laughed when I saw he expression when he resurfaced- it was of pure shock. But then, then came the anger. His eyes darkened and he swam to edge.
Uh-oh… I whispered, backing away. With incredible speed, Connor shot out of the pool and cut off my exit.
Uh-oh is right. Connor said, advancing upon me. I turned to make a break for it, with Connor right behind me. I wasn’t going to be able to make it back into the house, so I went for the gate.
Gotcha ! Connor said as he wrapped his arms around me, flinging me around so that I was facing him. I cried out as I slipped on a puddle of water, falling backwards. Connor reacted quickly, and held onto me so that I wouldn’t fall- except I panicked and flailed my arms and ended up smacking him in the face, causing us both to fall back.