EMILYS P. O. V
We should be back in a couple of hours, we are leaving now to get back on the road. Make sure the boarders are covered at all times, any problems contact Finn Fours irritated voice sighed from the room.
I took a deep breath leaning against the locked bathroom door closing my eyes for a brief second, not a wink of sleep I got last night, every time I shut my eyes I seen Tom, his sick face staring at my own. Between that and Four constantly asking if I was alright I got no sleep.
Baby are you ready ? Fours voice asked his fist knocking on the bathroom door making me jump, I didn’t understand why he was being nice to me. Maybe it was because I was being a little bit less of a brat or he felt sorry for me.
I quickly glanced at my reflection cringing at the result, my hair was an absolute mess my face stained with tears and the joggers Four had gave me looking like a blanket. As soon as we got into the room last night he demanded I changed from the clothes I got there, I didn’t mind it’s just for once I had clothes that fit me and that weren’t massive.
I turned quickly unlocking the door, at some point I think Four was going to snap st me for something.
As soon as I opened the door his hand reached out to grab mine as his eyes looked over at me before he raised his eyes at the tank top I was still wearing, most of the morning he had tried to get me to change from it but it was roasting.
I shifted quickly pulling on my seatbelt as now it was only Four and I in one of the cars, Four driving and me in the passnager. I think i preferred the other men in the car it meant that I didn’t have to talk.
My eyes glanced to Four to see his hands on the wheel only his eyes looked glazed over, he was talking to someone else threw kind link. He still didn’t know that I knew his secret.
How did you find me ? I asked attempting to snap him out of his mind link phase, I wanted to see if he was going to tell me anything yet if he was going to tell the truth.
I knew Tom, I figured out his hiding spot Four carefully answered glancing over at me his bright blue eyes looking bright as he started up the car.
He was careful not to say to much, he wasn’t lying but he also wasn’t telling me the honest truth, he was taking out the parts where I’m guessing he sent wolves to track him or something.
But how ? I mean he didn’t leave any clues as to where he was and he wasn’t hiding I questioned as I watched as Fours hand grip onto the wheel tighter his knuckles slightly turning white.
I knew he hated it when I asked questions, he was so impatient that he probably didn’t have time to answer me.
Trust me love I was always going to find you He mumbled out before taking his eyes of mine and onto the road as he pulled out of the parking spot.
His jaw was clenched tightly and his chest was moving up and down, I knew he was trying his best not to snap at me. If this were a few weeks ago he’s probably just ignore me but he’s trying.
I so badly just wanted to tell him that I knew about what he really was, maybe then he would let me ring my family, let me actually be outside and not stuck up in the room. If I already know then he can’t hide anything else from me.
I know your secret My mouth blurted out before I could even stop myself, in an instant the car jolted to a stop and I instantly regretted my confession wishing I could have gave it more than five seconds of thought.
What did you just say Emily Fours chilling voice asked, he already knew what I said he was just checking to see if I was going to say it again or not.
I turned to him to see his eyes staring into my own his once blue eyes now turning into speaks Of gold, I knew this was bad. Whenever his eyes did this he got very angry.
Forget it I mumbled turning around to face the road again, I knew he wasn’t going to but at least I could try. I hoped that he would just continue to drive but then again I wanted him to bring it up, I wanted to ask him so many things.
That bastard showed you didn’t he ? He showed you someone shift into a werewolf. What else did he say ? What other bullshit has he told you Fours deep voice growled out as I felt his warm hand reach out and land on my cheek softly pulling my face around so I was now looking at him.
My anger flared up as I felt rage from inside, Tom may have just been using me for revenge but he told me the truth and I only known him for hours I was with Four for months and not once did he mention the fact he was a werewolf.
At least he told me the bloody truth ! More than you ever done- I raged, if he got to angry then I was aloud to be outraged at this.
Are you fucking with me right now ! Are you being serious, your actually defending him, your defending that monster after what he did to you Fours loud voice made me want to shrink to the back of my seat, cower away but I wasn’t going to let him win this one not this time.
I’m not defending him ! Can’t I be pissed that for months Four you didn’t mention anything, I was up in that room not having a bloody notion about anything ! Do you even k ow how confused I was, Tom may have told me just to get back at you but at least he had the decency to actually tell me the truth I breathed.
I was expecting Four to do something drastic, go crazy at me but his silence only scared me more, he was never this calm. He closed his eyes for s brief second as if he had to calm himself down before he said something back to me.
I was trying to protect you ! Can’t you see that eveything I have done is for you is for your benefit only. Now that your open to all the werewolf stuff your in a lot more danger, baby do you know the amount of enemies I have ? Tom is just one of many and many of them would use you to get to me He drifted of.
He turned to face me his now blue eyes with no traces of gold looking into my own. He had calmed down now as he reached over his body leaning towards mine.
I knew I was going to have to tell you and trust me I was going to. I just wanted to wait until the right time when you trusted me and didn’t look at me as such a monster anymore Four continued his voice dropping deeper as he pushed strands of hair out of my face.
I sighed I wanted to believe him and the lore he talked the more I got lost into the different colours of blue of his eyes and eveything he said I didn’t doubt. His hit breath fanned my face and all I wanted to do was reach over and press my lips against his.
The. Something clicked in my head , he was still the heartless man who stole you from your bedroom and refused to let you see or visit your family, nothing has changed.
I quickly moved away from him shrinking back in my seat keeping my eyes stuck on the ground kicking my feet on the floor of the car as I felt his eyes burn into my head.
Just drive I mumbled attempting to change the subject regretting that I even mentioned anything.
His fist connected with the wheel as he cursed under his breath before he yanked open his door making his way out slamming it shut. My eyes followed his movement in confusion as his large frame took large strides around the front of the car pulling open my door.
No I’m not letting you do this we are sorting this out now. I’m sorry alright ? I’m fucking sorry for being the worst mate you could ever have, I know I’ve said some and did some shitty things to you but please Emily I just don’t want to lose you. Fours voice was the softest I’ve ever head him speak before, so quite that it was barley even above a whisper.