I squeezed my eyes tighter, my breathing was becoming heavier, I didn’t like how he could do anything he wanted to me now.
Before I could react I felt his large hand push my face in a straight position once again and I felt his lips come in contact with my own.
Sharp tingles spread throughout my lips travelling through my whole body spreading as if it were caught on fire, the tingles didn’t stop for a second as I felt his soft lips move against mine.
My eyes shot open after a few seconds before I could realise what he was doing. I quickly turned my head raising my hands against his chest pushing only for his arms to wrap tighter around my waist.
The tingles calmed down when his lips left my own, only a tingling sensation left.
My head began to spin when the events replayed in my head, I had just kissed him, he had kissed me. A murderer, kidnapper and who knows what else. I shut my eyes tightly as if I was attempting to block out what had just happened.
My stomach felt queasy, like I was going to be sick from what just happened.
Emily, shit Fours voice felt as if it was echoing inside my pounding head as I tried to block him out.
Please open your eyes Four pleaded, for the first time he wasn’t forcing me to do something, he sounded vulnerable.
I took a deep breath before opening my eyes to come face to face with his chest covered in a black t shirt before my eyes travelled up to meet his own gold ones, his face was strained slightly as his eyebrows were deeply furrowed as if he was holding himself back from something.
You don’t know how hard that was to stop He muttered under his breath but loud enough so that I could here.
The heat from his body radiated to my own making me aware that my small structure was pressed against his large one.
Get away from me I managed to chock out as I swallowed hard, I was his prisoner he had no right to do that to me, who knows what else he would try to do.
His hands loosened on my hips but not enough for me to wriggle my way out but enough for me to step back and be able to take deep breaths again without feeling as if he was trapping me.
Emily he sighed his hand reaching up to press against my cheek only for me to flinch away, my trust for him wasn’t very strong to begin with, well it was never there to start with but now I know that this man is dangerous.
It was going to happen one way or another He stated his hands leaving contact with my waist all together as he folded his arms over one another.
I looked up into his eyes, the vulnerability I had previously saw in his eyes were gone, left with anger.
My eyebrows furrowed at what he said, what did he mean it was going to happen one way or another ? I would never kiss him, he caught me of guard and as long as I’m here I will never let him lay another finger on me.
You feel the sparks, I know you do I can tell every time I come near you or touch you, you flinch He claimed taking a step towards me.
I felt my heart beat becoming faster in my chest, how did he know I felt sparks ? Did he feel sparks to ? What was he doing to me ? Partly when he comes near me or touches me I flinch is because of the sparks, I hate the way they make me feel. As if what Four is doing is alright but also mostly out of fear.
Your going to accept this one day Emily, just stop fighting and make it easier on yourself He continued taking another step forward, by now our body’s we’re touching once again.
I wanted to move backwards but I felt as if I had no where to go, as if my feet were rooted to the ground, as if he had me trapped here, unable to get away from him.
I was never going to accept him, the quicker I get out of here the more I can forget about this place, like it was all just one big nightmare that I don’t have to worry about again.
Come on Emily, start yelling I know that everything you have bottled up is just going to explode, speak to me He teased.
I took deep breaths, he wanted me to have an outburst, he wanted to win this sick game that he was playing. I wasn’t going to give in I wasn’t going to let him win this game I never wanted to participate in.
Lost for words Emily, you weren’t a few minutes ago when you spoke in front of my men He continued as a small smirk tested along his face as he enjoyed the torment on which he was putting me threw.
Say something, I know you want to He spoke.
I felt tears begin to prick at the side of my eyes, he was winning he was getting to me and I was stupid enough to let him. I should know by now he wasn’t going to loose he was always going to get what he wanted.
I hate you I cried out as his smirk began to fade from his face when he realised that when he finally won and got what he want, it wasn’t something that he was pleased to hear.
EMILYS P. O. V
I lay still breathing in heavily as if I was still asleep as I smelt Fours woodsy masculine steel hover above me, I didn’t want him to know I was awake, I wanted to may in his bed all day without him bothering me.
The events from yesterday replayed in my head repeatedly as if it happened a few seconds ago, I could still feel the feeling of his soft lips against my own no matter how much times I scrubbed them in the bathroom.
I know your awake Emily Fours voice interrupted the silence in the bedroom.
I had been awake all night, my eyes were sore from staring at the wall all night. Four had gotten up around an hour ago and I heard him at his desk but apart from that I hadn’t moved an inch.
I kept my eyes closed, I had hoped that somehow he would realise I didn’t want to get up and would leave me alone, but it was evil controlling Four, he was never going to leave me alone.
Emily I don’t mind dragging you out of bed but don’t test my patience, I can only be nice for so long he sighed, his voice sounded strained yet stern as if he was about to give up fighting with me.
I opened my eyes slightly blinking to readjust to the bright light that was now provided to see that Four was a little taller than eye level as he was bent down on his honkers.
I pushed myself into a sitting position edging away from the edge of the bed slightly as if I was trying to create as much space between us as possible.