His hands slid around my back, up to my shoulders, then down and back over my hips. I pressed my body into his and grabbed the sides of his neck, forcing myself to turn my head and break the kiss.
The water continued pounding against us and he kept me close, staring down at me with parted lips and without care that the water ran down from his messy hair, completely covering his face. Beads of water journeyed down and trickled from his jaw, hitting my collar then running between our bodies.
I miss you, I whispered, laying my head over his shoulder as he adjusted his hold around me, can I be close to you again ? I liked it a lot.
You already are, beautiful. You can’t get any closer, he chuckled lightly. I moved my head to look up at him, feeling very flushed, except I wasn’t too certain it was the hot water making me feel so sweaty.
He clenched his jaw after catching my gaze and his throat bobbed with a hard swallow, his grip around me tightening, when you look at me with eyes like that, you make it so much harder to control myself.
Don’t you love me ? I frowned, lightly running the tip of my finger over his collarbone.
What kind of question is that ? Of course I do, more than you even know, he replied lowly, his deep voice purring in his throat in a way that made my stomach tingle.
Then why control yourself ? I want you to show me, I cupped his face and pushed myself onto my tip-toes, softly pressing my lips to his. He returned it, turning my body and pushing me against the granite shower wall.
Tell me before we go any further, Angel, are you sure ? He asked mid-kiss, slowing down so I could answer but never disconnecting from me. Instead of ruining it, I deepened the kiss by biting his bottom lip and allowing my intrusive thoughts to get the best of me.
He ran his hand over my waist, following the curve down to my hip where he slid back and grazed the side of my butt, ending just below it with a grope. I gasped, grinding into him with a burning desire for more.
I never thought I’d want someone to put their hands on me so badly.
He suddenly lifted my leg and held it up with his forearm, holding my jaw with his other hand as I pressed further into the wall. He came closer, leaving me no choice but to grant him full control over me for the first time.
I didn’t feel even the slightest bit of unease about being entirely powerless under him. If anything, I felt safer, which caused a strong ache between my opened legs.
He slowly pushed himself into me and I broke our kiss with a loud gasp, forgetting exactly how it felt before now. It was better than I remembered, and just hearing his harsh, shallow exhale made it better.
I’m okay. I just wasn’t prepared, I explained, seeing his sudden worry fade. To assure him more, I reconnected our lips and ran my hand over his chest, feeling him start to move and find a steady pace quite quickly.
You are so addicting, he whispered into my mouth, groping my breast in his hand then trailing kisses along jaw, I love how you feel, he breathed, and I wrapped my arms around him for better stability, clawing at his back.
Axel, I moaned delicately, digging my nails into him when he released a shuddered breath and roughened up his strokes. His body pinned mine and I was surprised as to how I continued to move beneath his firm grasp. His hand then moved lower and I whimpered, feeling it come in contact with a very sensitive piece of me nobody’s ever touched before.
Say my name again, baby, he groaned out, grunting and panting against the crook of my neck. His fingers softly circled me and a familiar feeling formed inside me.
Axel, I whimpered, gasping and arching into him at the rapidly growing sensation. The feeling of his girth plunging into me alone was pleasing enough, but his fingers rubbing me aided the bliss, and I kept twitching uncontrollably.
You sound so sexy-fuck, he replied in a breathy voice. My body tightened around his size while he proceeded to penetrate me, making a sloshy noise from the water getting caught between our suctioned bodies.
A familiar heat engulfed me and I inhaled sharply, grasping onto him tightly. My walls tightened further around him, his soaking length effortlessly slipping in and out of me. I felt my legs begin trembling as he continued to massage my insides, giving me the closeness I desired.
I liked it when you finished in me, I whispered against his cheek, I want you to do it again, I added breathlessly.
He turned his head and captured my lips hungrily, our moans and pants becoming muffled in each other’s mouths.
I love you, he hovered his lips over mine followed by his body stiffening and his breathing turned shallow and harsh.
I love you too, I replied in a sultry whisper and he grunted, muttering curses just as he pushed himself up into me a final time, going deeper than I thought he could and making me gasp at how stretched it made me feel. He held that position and pumped his warm, sticky liquid into me until his member stopped twitching.
He then gradually pulled himself out and I felt myself shrink at his exit. We locked eyes, revealing our shared thoughts when we met halfway and kissed each other as if it’s been forever.
It was a slow kiss that gave me strong tingles. Something felt different with this one, it felt like more than just attraction and want-more than just love. It was indescribable, but so strong, and it made me feel fully at peace for the first time in my life.
Unfortunately, I felt him pulling away, so we leaned back and took a minute for our bodies to settle. After they did, he let me go and I reached for a soap bottle, yet he threw his arm out and stopped me.
I want you to relax, my love. Let me wash you, you can barely stand, he said, pointing out the fact my legs were shaking wildly. I blushed, unable to control my trembling, not because I was afraid, but because they were feeling like Jell-O during an earthquake.
I used to love Jell-O.
He retracted from me entirely and I watched him pour some soap into his palm, placing the bottle down then unexpectedly lathering it into my hair. He massaged his soapy palms over my scalp and I almost buckled at the knees, closing my eyes to focus on the soothing sensation.
You deserve the world, he muttered, blocking the water from my body by shifting our spots back to what they were when I first got in.
I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling our bodies closer together again. He took a step back whilst holding me and allowed the water to hit my hair. I stared up at him as he used his hands to help wash out the soap.
I just want you to know, I’m so glad you’re okay, he added, lowering his sudsy hand, caressing my low cheek, then tilting my head back by the chin.
The water suddenly pounded over my face and I blew the water out of my mouth, closing my eyes and scrunching my nose. I heard him let out a low chuckle then he shielded me by resting his forehead on mine and I reopened my eyes, feeling the water run over his hair and onto mine where it rushed down to the ends and created a trail down my body.
I do have a serious question for you, he stated, stepping away and pouring different soap in his palm, then moving me out of the water again. I frowned in worry, hearing the seriousness in his tone just as he asked.
What was going on with you and Calix ?
My frown deepened, nothing. I was just trying to be his friend. Everyone says he’s a cruel man, but I don’t see it. He’s just lonely, I replied quietly.
He went silent and began lathering the soap over my body, his calloused hands running over every inch and relaxing me in ways I couldn’t describe.
Who knew hands so rough would make me feel so relaxed ?
His thumbs slid beneath my breasts, while his palms rested on my sides. He was so concentrated on getting every inch with soap and I concentrated on trying to stay standing, it only got harder when he started working wonders with my muscles by massaging my body with soap.