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Book:His abused luna Published:2024-6-25

You’re beyond perfect to me, Angelica, he stated, causing a slight gasp to leave my throat at the abrupt shock of intense tickles around my heart and an uncontrollable, silent laugh left my lips alongside a huge smile. It was the most amazing thing I’ve ever felt.
He’s perfect to me, too.
A knock on the door startled me and my smile fell, making me jump the rest of the way onto him in panic and the door opened right after. I buried my face into his chest, squeezing his arms to remain calm.
All I need is a blood sample then she’s free to leave, Alpha. I’ll inform you of her results and we can discuss her options from there, the man that sounded like Wayne said and I turned my head to look at his outfit, confirming it was him by the same white trench coat.
Okay, he answered, gently putting distance between us and grabbing my forearm, pressing his thumb into the tender spot right under the bend of my elbow. I watched him curiously, can the doctor touch you right here ?
I frowned, glancing to Wayne and feeling panic start to rise at the thought of his hands on me.
He won’t touch you anywhere else, you can stay on my lap if it helps. I won’t let him hurt you, okay ? He said. I looked at his face and relaxed, nodding slowly before turning my body and shakily holding out my arm for the doctor.
He cautiously grabbed my forearm and my eyes locked onto his blue gloves, watching his every movement as he tied a strange blue rubber around my bicep. I tried to remain strong but felt myself start to break down. My rapid growing anxiety plummeted when hands cupped my cheeks and turned my attention away, redirecting it onto Axel’s very appealing face.
You’re so strong, he smiled, caressing my cheeks with his thumbs and leaving a trail of warm tingles where his skin touched. I smiled in return, feeling extremely warm and fuzzy inside for making him so happy.
I like when I make him smile.
There. You’re all done, Luna.
He let go of my face and I retracted my arm, examining it with a frown at the sight of a bandaid over the area he was supposed to touch. I didn’t feel anything.
I stood up and Axel copied, wrapping his arm around me with a nod to Doctor Wayne before we left the room. I remained glued to his side, fiddling with my hands to distract myself from the feel of everyone’s stares as we walked past.
I’m strong.
It felt like an eternity before we got back to the house I’ve been staying in and I instantly felt much more comfortable when we entered, knowing there’s nobody else in here except us.
We walked into the bedroom until he suddenly stopped near the doorway, leaving me no choice but to as well. I curiously looked up at him and he looked down at me, turning so our front halves faced each other.
I want you to know I’m very proud of you for stepping outside of your comfort zone. I can’t begin to think how hard that must’ve been, he said, sincerity covering his face, and the same burst of tickles exploded in me.
He’s proud of me ?
I made someone proud !
Grinning, I wrapped my arms around his torso and pulled him in, laying my cheek on his chest and closing my eyes. He returned it with hesitancy and I nuzzled further into him, attempting to get impossibly closer.
I like him.
That’s fine, isn’t it, Jackson ? I have an idea, his friend gave him a look and they suddenly laughed.
Yeah, that’s fine. We have something you could do, he answered, his eyes still glued onto his friend. I nodded guiltily, desperate to make amends because it was bad enough my home life was torture. I didn’t want my only escape from that place to be hell, too.
They led me down the hallway and I kept looking around, a deeper frown finding my face when I noticed we were beginning to be the only ones walking this direction.
Suddenly, my body was forced left into a room and they closed the door behind them. I went to scream in panic only for my mouth to be covered, so I threw my arms around before they were restrained behind my back.
I instantly began crying, feeling one of them grab my breast while the other rubbed their fingers over the crotch of my jeans. I struggled against them, flinching back upon feeling his freshly licked lips touch my ear.
This is the only way to ever make it even, he whispered, grabbing the waistband of my jeans and burning my skin as he aggressively yanked them down.
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Angel, are you alright ? Axel’s voice entered my ears and I jumped around to face him, panting in horror while more tears filled my eyes. He froze in his tracks and I clenched my eyes shut.
He’s not them.
He’s helped me.
I’m safe.
I managed to calm myself with a nod, slowly reopening my eyes and lifting my gaze to meet his. I approached him and took his hand shakily, taking him over to the dresser where I previously stood.
I picked up the first thing that caught my eye and handed it to him with furrowed brows to change the topic.
It’s a hairbrush, he drawled, causing me to tilt my head back and stare at him with a frown. A flash of bewilderment crossed his features at my confusion, yet he merely clenched his jaw, his next words coming out in a strain, were you deprived of such basic necessities ?
The growing anger in his tone made me cower with a nod, resulting in him to release a deadly snarl and I gasped, taking a huge step back with full body shakes.
He shut his eyes and tightened his jaw, taking a deep breath before the tension in his body lessened and he looked at me with a face full of shame, I should’ve had better control over myself. I’m so sorry.
My chest tightened in sadness and I moved closer, raising my hand to his head, standing on my tip toes, then petting his hair just as he always did to me whenever I was distressed.
I should never even come close to losing my control around you, anything could’ve happened, he exhaled with an irritated groan, his face contorting into pain and my heart pumped spikes into my throat.
I don’t like seeing him distraught.
Taking his hand, I pulled him to the bed then let go and gave him the one sign with my finger. Without waiting, I moved the pillows so I could sit against the headboard then situated myself into a comfortable position, reaching for his hand again and tugging him.
You-
I put my other hand up which silenced his words then shook my finger at him, pressing it to my mouth right after and pointing at the bed with another pull at his arm.
He looked surprised but listened, taking the spot I tapped yet he faced me and I shook my head in disapproval. Grabbing his shoulders, I turned him around then pulled him down against me. His head rested over my stomach and his body laid between my legs, exactly where I wanted him. I began to play with his hair, wrapping my legs around his abdomen in a very loose crisscrossed position to lock him down in case he tried to move.
Somehow, the shirt I wore remained covering everything down to my mid-thigh, but his weight holding it down may have something to do with that.
Angel, it’s okay, I promise, he chuckled, putting pressure into my stomach by leaning his head back to look up at me, I was just a little frustrated, that’s all. It’s fine now, beautiful. I don’t… need… he trailed off, losing his train of thought when I started gliding my nails over his scalp, lightly pulling at his hair each time in a massaging manner.
My father always did this for me whenever I had headaches. It was very relaxing.
His eyelids drooped and his tightened muscles slowly went limp, shocking me with just how much tension he carries throughout the day. This realization only made me much happier knowing I was able to help him relax.
Despite the fact he’s now sleeping and unaware, I still felt comfortable enough to start drifting unconscious as well. Before I let sleep take me too, I took the chance and leaned over carefully, pressing my lips to his forehead the same way he did to mine.