Rafael:
-Well! You already know, it’s just a matter of you informing me. In that sense, if I am willing to please you,” I declared, leaving the room, finding myself outside with my triplets and Sofia.
-Come on, my love! With my mother, you can’t talk,” we all went up to the terrace area. Once there, I asked Diana to take the children, while I will clarify with Sofia my bond with the triplets and ask her to marry me.
Once on the terrace, I sat down next to her, around a table that was located there. When I began to explain to Sofia what I had done that March 25, four years ago, she was startled, specifically, when I mentioned Martin’s disco.
I then continued with the rest of the story. Referring to the moment when there was a knock on the door and when I opened it there was a young woman lying on the floor, with her face beaten and full of blood, she stood up and shouted….
-It was you! It was you! I should have known, your resemblance to my children is extraordinary. Why did you make me yours knowing the state I was in? -She claimed to me, without taking into account that she was remembering her past with me.
-I already mentioned it to you, my love. I had had too much to drink and I had no control over my emotions. Like you, I wasn’t in my right mind, precisely because I’m not used to drink liquor -I swore getting up, to walk behind her.
-After a month, when they told me I was pregnant with triplets, I went to the disco to look for you and now I remember, the owner is Martin Elias. It was him, who informed me that every night they erase the videos, except when there is a problem,” she said, annoyed, glaring at me with her eyes.
“He did it to protect you! Right? -she questioned me. I looked at her and understood that I couldn’t lie, otherwise I would regret it, so I accepted my responsibility.
-Yes, he lied to you to save me and prevent me from getting into trouble, especially with my mother, I swear my love! -I expressed with my heart racing, anguished and desperate for fear that this would cost me my happiness with her and my children.
-And you didn’t think of me? -You should have realized that I was a virgin, that I had infinite dreams, which were cut short because of you,” she lashed out at me, bursting into tears and hitting me in the chest.
-Forgive me, Sofia, forgive me! She begged you,” I begged, knelt down and hugged her waist. Neither of us realized that she had recovered her memory.
-Forgive Rafael? -she formulated, furious with me, “That’s going to be difficult! -she said.
“I have lived through everything because of the pregnancy of my triplets. Most especially, that that news was the cause of my father’s death.
“He went into respiratory arrest, which kept him hospitalized for a few days, until he died because of us! -she acknowledged, trying to get out of his embrace.
-Please! My love, understand. If I hadn’t been under the influence of alcohol I would have slowed down, even though I felt the need to be with a woman,” I argued.
-It’s not only that, Rafael! Were you able to leave me alone there? In spite of the condition I was in, how do you think I felt when I woke up?
And to feel the discomfort in my genitalia, without being sure if I had done it or not, and then, the doubt and uncertainty of who I had done it with,” he complained to me painfully.
-I know that asking for your forgiveness is not enough. However, I am willing, my love, to make up for all the damage I did to you. And I recognize that I could have done it in time, but the fear of increasing the problems with my mother, led me to make another mistake.
-What other mistake? -she asked me suspiciously.
-When you left after a month, Martin called me and even though he wanted to know about you, I asked him to keep my identity confidential,” I told her. She immediately pushed me away and tried to run towards the corridor of the rooms, but I didn’t allow it.
“Today we are going to clarify everything, Sofia, and may it be what God wants,” I announced, “So don’t run, we will face our reality for the sake of our children.
-How easy for you! You don’t carry in your conscience the feeling of guilt, for having been the cause of your father’s death. Ever since my children were born, I have lived enduring the insults of the Medinas, because for them I am just anyone,” she said.
“Even though I have only slept with one man, and only once and only once, with whom he gave birth to triplets, with that….
… it was enough for me to be insulted, humiliated and they wanted to take away the rights that by law correspond to me,” she said, wiping her tears angrily and with a tone of voice that reflected her sorrow and rage.
-Please, my love, forgive me, I beg you, I beg you, for the sake of our children, give me your forgiveness! -I murmured and begged, behind her, wrapping her in my arms again, feeling how her skin tingled and shivered at my touch, letting my tears run down my cheeks as well.
-Please, Rafael, let me go! -she murmured, but I turned her over, into my arms and took hold of her lips, though at first she resisted, then she did not….
I drank one by one, her tears, I endured her bites and managed to bend her will. When I heard the footsteps of someone coming towards us, I let go of her lips. However, I did not break away from her. It was Aunt Anastasia, who called our attention to the children.
-Son, you have a special place, by the river, where you can talk to Sophia and settle your differences without the children listening and watching you. This is not a good example for them,” said Aunt.
-You’re right, Aunt! Can you take care of them together with Estefania? -I asked pleadingly.
-Yes, in fact, she thinks the same way I do! -said Anastasia, who looked at Sofia very tenderly and approached her to hug her.
-Listen to him, daughter! If not for yourself, at least for your children,” she whispered in her ear.
Sofia didn’t respond, but let me take her by the hand up the stairs, then we got into the Cherokee and I drove to the river without saying a word. I gave her a ride in the truck because she couldn’t ride a horse yet.
When we got there, I wanted to take her by the hand again, but she grabbed my hand, pulled away from me and, as if enchanted, walked straight to my waterfall, my favorite place where I celebrate my triumphs, but also where I have cried my sorrows.
-It is the place where I let off steam! I said, unbuttoning my long-sleeved plaid shirt that I was wearing. I took it off and threw it into the van, letting her observe my perfectly outlined muscles.
-Now what? Are you going to seduce me again? -she demanded, looking at me with anger in her eyes.
Nevertheless, I went over to her, lifted her up in my arms and despite her screaming and pounding on my chest, I took her with me. Thus, with all her clothes on, I put her in the river. Sofia put up resistance for the first few minutes, then not at all.
As I lowered her into the river and wet her white shirt, it became transparent, allowing me to see the beauty of her erect, voluminous breasts, whose pink buds were pointing toward me. I couldn’t resist the temptation to touch them.
Even though I expected a slap from her for this, I did not. Sophia closed her eyes, arching her body towards me. This gesture was enough for me to take possession of her lips with desire, passion and love, introducing my tongue into them.
I tasted her mouth, lips, tongue and palate. I drank of her saliva, I entangled my tongue with hers. I sucked her tongue, her lips, I discovered with this organ the delights of her palate. I felt that my genital was going to explode inside my pants.
-I love you Sofia! My love, in spite of not remembering your features clearly, due to the degree of alcohol I had on me, I became obsessed with you,” I said, running my tongue and lips over her chin, cheeks and earlobe.
I spent many months longing and living on the memory of “my goddess of love” as I baptized you,” I exclaimed, taking hold of her lips, unbuttoning with my hands the blouse she was wearing and which I threw to a rock located at the fall of the waterfall.
At this moment, I focused my gaze on her powerful reasons that make me crazy with desire, since I found her again and with an immense desire to have them in my mouth, so that she could suckle me like a child.
-Why, if you longed for me, didn’t you look for me? -she reproached, resting her hands on my pectorals, which she caressed. However, she pressed her lips with her teeth.
-If I’m honest, at first I felt the need to look for you, I even thought of hiring a detective to find you, but between the problems at the ranch, my sister’s pregnancy and childbirth, and the fights with my mother, I forgot my own interests.
-Surely it was because you didn’t have enough interest in me! -she said, rather than asked. In any case, I shook my head denying her assertion, but she continued to claim.
“Why, when the opening of the branch, didn’t you say anything to me? -She insisted, closing her eyes, concentrating on the caresses I was making with my lips on her breasts.
“I remember Sheyli told me that you approached the children and took pictures of them. Because of that, they placed as wallpaper on their Tablets, yours, removing mine. This made me feel jealous,” she confessed.
-They shocked and impressed me in the parking lot. When I saw them from afar, I thought I was hallucinating,” I confessed.
“And the same thing happened to me when I saw you get out of the gold Bentley, it was your same long blonde hair,” I explained, reaching down to unbutton the jeans she was wearing.
“When Martin asked you about the discotheque, because you looked familiar to him, you made reference to the fact that you never frequented such places. From there, when I listened to you, I discarded that you were the same Sofia of that time.
“I began to compare you and you were not the same, you were bigger, wider in your hips, your buttocks grew, as did your breasts. I had in my hands, a girl who behaved like a woman -I affirmed…