Before exiting the comfort room, I made myself comfortable.
I went straight to this place after leaving Alessandre”s hotel room. When I remember what I saw earlier, my chest tightens. Even when Alessandre kissed the woman, the two of them raucous moan seemed to be a broken record that kept coming back to my ears.
I shook my head, expecting to forget about it, but instead of forgetting about it, I continued thinking about it, as if my brain was playing tricks with me.
I let out a long sigh. In the mirror, I glanced at myself. My nose and even my lips were red from sobbing, and my eyes were hazy from crying.
While peering into the mirror, I told myself, “You are strong, Annalise, and you can get through this.” To keep it fresh in my head, I repeat saying it.
When I heard the words, I screamed out in pain I am sure if someone saw me now, they would think I was insane because I was talking to myself. Well, I am going to go insane; if you watch such a situation, your husband kisses another lady on your first night together, you will probably lose yourself.
I thought to myself, “What are they doing at these times?”
With what they are doing at these moments, I am picturing a number of situations in my head, and none of them are good.
In a room, what can a guy and a woman do, right? After that, I shrugged my shoulders and shook my head
To myself, I stated with a forceful voice “Do not go there, Anna. Do not let what your horrible husband is doing affect you.”
Maybe it is a way for him to forget he was married to me for a while. Maybe he does not want to marry me, so he will concentrate on drinking and expressing his rage at the woman who is now most likely pleading with him.
The thought made my chest hurt, but I ignored it. This is a fact that I have to accept, and I have to grow used to. I am sure that it will be the last time Alessandre does it, and I will have to be ready for what”s to come.
Furthermore, our union is solely for the sake of convenience. There is not any love between us. It is still possible if it is hate because it is clear that Alessandre doesn”t like me.
I turned on the water supply and waited for it to start flowing into the sink. I worked on it for a while before deciding to wash it. Because I had sobbed earlier, my eyes were slightly swollen, and my nose was red, so I washed to minimize the swelling of my eyes at least a bit.
That will be noticed by anyone who sees me. I am concerned they will assume we already argued when we were married, and while it is true that I cried, it would not be good for Alessandre”s image if people found out that we would fought right after our wedding.
I could not help but think as I cleaned my face with the tissue. Why would Alessandre kiss that woman when he clearly had a lover, Cassy, in his past?
I know how much he adores Cassy, I have heard them talk before, and I am sure that even if his parents are enraged, Alessandre will not allow him and Cassy to part ways.
It was quite remarkable that he was able to kiss a woman. Do you have any updates on Cassy”s health and well being? Have they yet to separate?
I stayed in the comfort room for approximately half an hour, trying to calm down and get rid of the evidence of my earlier tears.
I was terrified I would run into Uncle Sandro and Aunt Lila outdoors and they would ask me why I was sobbing if I did not tell them.
I decided to go out after a few minutes, when it was no longer clear that I was crying on my face. When I realized I had left my phone in the room, I almost shook my head. Because I was in a hurry to get out of the hotel room, I was also unable to bring my wallet.
What is the point of all of this? Leaving our hotel room, I am unable to return because they are clearly not finished with whatever they want to do and are most likely just getting started.
I am not sure why I did not bring my phone with me.
I was so irritated that I neglected to bring my phone with me earlier. What I can do is shake my head. I am not sure where this is headed.
As I strolled down the hotel”s lengthy hallway, my two eyebrows touched. The area was quiet, and it is possible that the guests were sleepy and went to bed.
My jaw dropped when I remembered how the woman with Alessandre kissed me and gave me a silly grin. While flirting with my husband, she even has the guts to smirk at me.
What is she trying to say? The fact that Alessandre is kissing her, or the fact that she wanted me to be envious and upset because of what they were doing together?
Whatever her motivations are, I find her to be a complete liar.
They are both together, tss. They are both enticing.
She still seems proud to show me what Alessandre is doing to her, which I do not understand at all. My husband kissed her right in front of his wife, and she seemed happy. Why? Is it a sign that she is superior to me? That I am superior to her is not insignificant.
It is obvious that she had her breasts fixed and it was only by the use of silicon that it looked perky. Her breasts are larger than mine, but at least my breasts are real and not made of silicone, unlike hers. Tss. She was even brave enough to wear a red lipstick.
Why does she believe that because of this, her lips have become kissable? Tsk.
Her beauty was only up to my feet, as though she was nothing compared to me.
As I wait for the elevator to open, my eyebrows meet.
Instead of worrying on the lewdness that two immodest people are doing in my hotel room, I am going to go for a stroll.
I am not sure why there are so many different types of individuals in the world. Do they like to damage a family”s life?
Why cannot they just leave the married man alone when there are so many single men around? Tss.
I took the elevator straight to the ground floor as soon as it opened. Maybe I will just go outside for the night. It is a shame that I did not return to our hotel room. This is a terrible nightmare that I may even be able to view the wonders they perform.
Originally, I had intended to go to Lyka”s room, but then I remembered that I did not know her room number. Perhaps I will just ask at the front desk later. But first and foremost, I need to be alone in order to think clearly.
The only issue I had was that I did not have any cash on me. Because of the wonderful environment, it would have been nice to take a culinary trip today.
Everything was lit up with lanterns. There is also a lot of mournful music in the air.
I did not see anyone walking down to the ground floor when I got there. Perhaps they have already fallen asleep, enamored with the softness and warmth of their lovely bed.
As I remembered my bed, my face heated with rage. Wasn”t my bed there earlier wonderful in taste? I would probably be snoring now if Alessandre had not come with that raucous woman.
To stop myself from thinking about them, I shake my head.
Yes, I was hurt and my pride was shattered as a result of Alessandre”s actions, but there is nothing I can do about it. I also understand that I am unable to prevent him from doing what he desires. I have a strong suspicion that if I do not stop him, he will do even more of it. I am guessing his life”s goal is to annoy and annoy me.
I did not know I would arrived at the seashore until it was too late. I used to walk in a straight line with no direction, and here is where my feet took me.
I took a glance at the shoes I was wearing. When I noticed that I was only wearing slippers and they were sinking in the sand, I sighed.
Here, the fabric is still being utilized.
I simply took it off and dumped it on the shore. I returned to the water and played with the waves once more. Paddling in the water was a lot of pleasure for me. I had a lot of fun.
Not far away, I heard a familiar voice say, “I was just wondering what you and Alessandre are doing right now, and here you are.”
When I spotted Lyka observing me, my brows wrinkled as I looked back at the source of the voice. I was taken surprised by what I saw.
I was crying in a way that was not too noticeable. When Lyka observed that I was crying, she would undoubtedly ask this question.
Before approaching her, I made a smiley face.
I am just praying she does not see the redness in my nose and eyes.
When I got closer to where she was standing, I questioned her, “What are you doing here?” As she checked my health, she raised an eyebrow at me. I simply arranged my hair and gave her a wide grin.
The woman asked me a funny question, “Why are you here? I thought you wanted to sleep, so you went to you and Alessandre”s room first.”
Her question wiped off my smile. I am pretty sure Lyka will ask me why I am here. I took a big breath and looked at her with a smile.
I had to come up with a reasonable response to her inquiry because if I did not, she would know why I was out at this late hour.
I would lie to her and say, “I suddenly feel stifled inside my hotel room, so I thought I would go for a walk first.”
I am crossing my fingers that she”ll believe what I am telling her. She kept a close eye on me, as if she wanted to know if I was telling the truth or not.
As she cocked an eyebrow at me, she continued, “You cannot lie to me, Anna. I have known you since you were ten years old and I know if you are lying or not.”
Because of that, I shivered. The woman”s vision is extremely acute.
“Tell me the truth, did your spouse hurt you? Did he do something to you?” she asked as she went closer to me. She took my hand and carefully studied it as she approached me.
I was concerned that she would notice the redness in my nose and eyes as a sign that I was sobbing, which she would.
“Lyka, the length of your imagination, Tss,” I informed her, claiming to be enraged. I even rolled my eyes at her to show that I was enraged by what she had to say.
“You should be sleeping by now. Tsk, I know you Anna, you grab every chance you get to sleep, so I am really wondering why you are here instead of in your room.”
She would ask me. “Tss, I am just concerned for you.” She would say. She stared me in the eyes with her hands crossed over her chest.
I was able to explain to her, “Why is it banned for me to go for a walk on the beach?” My insult came from her laughing at what I had stated.
Annalize Fay, when was the last time you wanted to go for a walk? You are so lazy about things like that. You always say you can stay in bed for a week and do nothing. You are such a lazy woman, so do not give me an excuse that you want to go for a walk because I am going to hit you. You think you can lie to me without getting caught, huh? She even sneers at me with a scowl.
She went on to say, “I am aware of your sanitary pads and even your favorite perfume.” What she said made my forehead frown, and I afterwards smirked at her.
My voice was teasing. “I do not use any cologne.” Isn”t it true that she knows me? She must have forgotten that I do not use perfume.
While examining her nails, she added, “Exactly! You do not want to apply fragrance because you stated it smells different when you sweat.” After that, she sneered at me.
What she did irritated me. Apparently, she is teasing me since she has caught me lying to her.
While pouting, I muttered, “I despise you, Lyka.”
She messed up my hair and laughed loudly at what I said. Because she was still playing with my already untidy hair, I gently slapped her hand.
My lengthy hair is tangled because of the strong wind.
“Can you tell me the real reason why you are here and not at your hotel room?” she asked, emphasizing the word “real.”
I exhaled deeply. This woman has not left me in a long time. She is able to quickly identify any changes in me. I am not going to lie to her.
“It is nothing to worry about, Lyka,” I told her with a smile. She looked at me with a frown.
“It is not a huge thing, isn”t it? So, what is the big deal about it?” she questions angrily.
She was quite interested in figuring out why I was out.
I exhaled deeply. Because of what I did, her eyebrows met.
With her brows wrinkled, she inquires, “What, are you going to explain me the reason or are you just going to sigh?” What she said made me squirm.
I am referring to the blaze I am looking at by saying, “Let us get near it first because it is cold.” But there is no one there. Perhaps they have fallen asleep.
Despite her curiosity, Lyka listened to what I said. We sat near the bonfire when we got there.
I sat and watched the flames dance for a long time. The way it moved was amusing to me.
“Shouldn”t we just sit here and watch the fire?” Lyka questioned incredulously. Her voice was full of impatience.
Laughing, I remarked, “You are an impatient woman, Lyka.” When I said something, she just made a face.
My introduction: “It is about Alessandre.”
I did not have much choice but to tell her what I had seen. If I do not tell her the truth, I am confident she will continue to scratch and bother me.
She was already aware of who I was, as she stated. She can sense when I am lying, when I am telling the truth, and when I am happy or unhappy. Lyka, on the other hand, appears to know me better than I know myself.
“It was as if I am not aware of that yet, and it is probably because Alessandre is the only one in the hotel room with you,” she remarked, rubbing my shoulder lightly.
I just gave her a smirk. My gaze was fixed on the bonfire.
Although I was still staring at the roaring fire, I smiled sadly, “Unfortunately, it is not just the two of us in that hotel room.”
“In our hotel room right now, he is with another woman, and they are probably having a fantastic time and praising each other,” I remarked with a smile on my face. Then my eyes was directed at her. I could tell she was taken aback by what she had just heard.
Perhaps she had no idea what she was about to hear. She stared at me and blinked numerous times.
“Wait, it looks like I misunderstood what you said, so I will just repeat what you said.” She chuckled nervously. I shook my head in disbelief.
“There, I said it, I said it very clearly, okay?” I said while laughing.
“Alessandre is inside our hotel room with another woman, probably he is enjoying fucking her right now.”
She was staring at me, and I did not realize she was crying while she stared at me. Her remark made me laugh out loud.
One of the reasons I do not want her to know what occurred is because of this. However, she insisted that no one else knew what she had done. When I was the one who was impacted, Lyka would cry a much.
For me, she is the one who cries. She is the one who is enraged by my actions. She is the one who feels the wrath and jealousy that I should feel since I do not blame or disregard the individuals who have injured me because I do not want to be blamed.
She was too serious to protect me since she was aware of what I was going through. She always claims she does not want to see me cry anymore because I have already been through a lot of misery.
“Hey, stop sobbing,” I said with a grin, warning her that her loud screams might wake up the entire hotel.
Gritting her teeth, Annalise whispered, “Are you okay?”
“What did that flirting man do to you, huh? Did his gorgeous hook damage you? Do you know who the woman is?”
“I am telling you, Annalise, I am upset at who the beautiful woman is now your spouse.” I brushed her tears away with my t-shirt because they were still dripping.
Then she pulled me closer to her and hugged me. “Are you okay? You must be stunned by what you witnessed. Aww, my poor, innocent baby.”
I could not help but sigh as a result of what she had done. I feel as if I have met a friend and someone who can empathize with me. I finally told others about it.
Because of the pain, I am afraid my heart will burst open. It was as if it is slowly dragging me down to the point where I am unable to breathe.
As she caressed my back, she whispered, “I am here, Anna. You may cry on my shoulder, you are not alone.” I could hear her faint sigh.
In my friend”s arms, for the first time in so many years, I allowed myself to cry for the first time in my life. I am in a lot of pain right now.