The pain seemed to hurt like a bitch, and she wasn’t sure how to make it less painful. It seemed to intensify with each breath she took, and she could hear the sounds in her brain, dragging her and pulling her around like she were a robot.
She felt two strong hands hoist her up, not giving her time to cover. Taking an Alpha’s blood shouldn’t be this intense, but she was feeling completely out of sorts now, and she didn’t know what to do to make it easier on her. It felt like she was down without a way to get back up.
‘She is so weak.’
‘I don’t know why the Alpha tolerates her? It doesn’t make any sense.’
‘One more puppet for the Alpha to use as his strings.’
These words rang in her head, she looked around fiercely, trying to put a voice to the face, but she couldn’t. She felt completely powerless as more of such spiteful words rang out in her ears. It hurt so much that she didn’t understand what to do to make it better.
Suddenly, her nipple grazed Alpha Jax’s shirt. A moan escaped her lips. She tried to hear what he was thinking, and how he felt about her, but she could barely hear a word. He had locked himself tight, away from any piercing wall.
“You’re ready,” He said simply.
“Ma…”
‘Never call me mate,’ He ordered in her head.
Ava looked at him, her eyes bringing out her pain and hurt. After everything he had done, she still wanted to claim him? It should be that there was something actually wrong with her. No-one acted this way. This bastard didn’t deserve her affection, and it was time to stop giving that.
He led her away from the crowd, as he gave them the right to have fun. The initiation was over, but the night was far from over, both for the pack members, and for her.
Alpha Jax led her to his room, and then loosened his hold on her. She staggered backwards like she was drunk.
“I don’t get one thing,” She grumbled, placing a hand on her chin. “Why do you derive joy in humiliating me? What is it to you?” She snapped.
He ignored her as he walked over to the bed, pulling his shirt above his head, and tossing it at the foot of the bed. His hands gazed at the whips he’d gotten, smiling evilly at it. This would be completely magical on Ava. He was sure of it.
Ava stood at the side, watching him and wondering what those whips were for. She watched as he spat on the tip of each one, while moaning like he was aroused.
“You know,” He said, pecking at the pink one. “The first time you came to my room, you created a scene and that really displeased me. Your wolf thought she actually won that fight, because ever since you crossed paths with me, you’ve been trying to spite me.” He turned to her then, his eyes on her. “I feel so much shame that I couldn’t put you where you belong. And, somehow, you’re delusional that you have a place at all in my life.” He said in disbelief.
Ava swallowed hard. She needed water. She walked slightly to his cabinet, and poured some water in a cup. Her hand was half-way up, when it was tipped sideway, pouring the water on her skin. A palm slapped her ass roughly.
“Even now, you act rash,” He said in disapproval.
“I needed a drink,” She mumbled. “I can’t help the way you feel about me, but there is one thing I honestly don’t get. If you hate me so much, why do you keep me bound to you? Is that not like shooting yourself on the foot?” You bloody bastard, she added inwardly.
She could feel his wood as it rested on the crack of her ass. “You don’t get to ask me questions, missy. You will be punished for the crimes you’ve committed. Every one of them,” He promised fervently.
Her body moved backwards, to feel him. It was strange to react like this, but Ivanka seemed to be acting strange all night, she was more horny than she normally was, and that was shocking.
“I…”
“Shut up,” He snapped.
He guided her towards the bed. Ava felt her whole body was booting up in awareness of what was about to happen. She closed her eyes, hating her hormones for betraying her. She didn’t understand how Ivanka and her hormones could not comprehend her state of mind.
Ava felt the cool metal as it enclosed her wrists in a choke hold. Her eyes sprang open and she looked down on her wrist. A gasp tore from her wrists as she realized she was chained to the bed pole. She couldn’t believe it.
“What are you doing?” She asked in a panic.
The cool of a whip hit the center off her back and she screamed in response. Her legs folded in, but she didn’t hit the rock bottom.
“How weak,” Alpha Jax spat by her side.
She could hear him moving around, as her eyes brought tears. Ivanka whimpered in pain. ‘This is what you wanted?’ She asked the she-wolf. There was no response from it. Then, calmly Alpha Jax came around. Her jaw dropped as he stood in front of her in all his glory.
“You wanted to know what I was doing? I want to punish you for not being what I had wanted. And, I will do that till you submit completely to me. You will turn me Into your mini god, and nothing else would matter, other than pleasing me.” He intoned darkly.
Ava bowed her head deeply. He’d used his Alpha voice on her, and she was now completely susceptible to his will. The whip hit her skin once more, and despite the blinding pain, she was able to see his strong male hands grope his manhood as he brought himself to a high. The sex whips hit her right on her clit, and that made her body erupt in pleasure.
“Fuck!” She heard him say.