She looked like a swaying kid, Alpha Jax thought. It was in the way her foot wobbled right on him. It was the way she struggled to maintain a simple squat while on him. It was the cute little frown that settled on her lips as she struggled to maintain her composure. It was the way she must be resenting him for not helping her maintain her balance. It was the way her forehead crinkled in concentration as she stared right through him.
Alpha Jax frowned slightly at how he was slightly losing control of himself. He needed to take those herbs like an addict and block every cozy feeling that was nagging at him. Love is not something he would ever allow, and he would never accept her as his mate. Never!
He moved his abs slightly, his eyes cold and brutal as he watched her struggle to maintain her balance. There is nothing more that would give him utmost joy than if she fell face first on the cold plain floor, and bruised her lip. It would be a solid compensation for filtering his thoughts with pure garbage.
Her bare feet slid off his abs and she tumbled down like she was being flipped like a chair forward. Her scream tore through the air, as she glided downward. Then, he moved again, and his arm caught the underside of her pants. This made everything switch to another zone, and she fell face-first on his chest. A teensy part of her forehead, colliding with his jaw. He gritted his teeth annoyed.
“Ouch!” She cried.
He pulled her head up harshly. “Do you know how to do anything correctly?” He snapped.
She touched his hand. “I would answer your questions if you would kindly stop pulling at my hair,” She grumbled.
Alpha Jax dragged it harshly. “Shut up! You’re beyond disgusting, a fucking pussy. I will not tell you again, no one challenges me,” He snapped, tossing her away from him and to the plain floor.
He saw the pure pain and sadness that crossed her eyes, but it wasn’t his fault that happened. If she was actually like the rest, and not trying to push herself towards him like a leech, then he might actually be nicer.
“Continue with your practice. I need to go through the pack run with the warriors as usual.” He informed Benjamin as he made his way towards his clothes, carefully overlooking Ava like she hadn’t been on him minutes ago.
“Yes, Alpha! I got this,” Benjamin said with a nod.
Alpha Jax nodded as he made his way out of the room. Then, he turned abruptly. “I want her in my bed tonight when I return,” He gritted out.
Benjamin looked at him stunned, and he honestly couldn’t blame him. He never asked for his slaves until they were taught all they had to know about pleasing him. But, he wasn’t actually going through all the notions with Ava for some annoying reason.
Without waiting to hear what his head slave would say, Alpha Jax left he quiet hall, his face a mask that none could penetrate.
*
“What does he mean by getting me in his bed?” Ava asked as soon as she was alone with Benjamin.
She was the only one that had stayed behind, and it was simply because of this purpose. She was vaguely aware that for some reason, the slaves were acting quite snobbish when it came to her, and that made them flee like flies. Well, she didn’t wish to dwell much on that. If they found it convenient acting like pups, then they were solely allowed. Shad enough on her plate as it were.
Benjamin smacked his lips, while trying to fix himself up. It didn’t do much, though, because there was no mirror over here. Not once did he look at her.
Ava sighed, pushing her hair off her face. “Benjamin, say something,” She whined.
He spared her a look which was neither hot nor cold. “What do you want me to say? You’re practically spooking our Alpha. He isn’t always like this, blablabla… You wouldn’t believe that anyway, so why should I bother myself?” He smirked then. “I’m just going to tell you this, prepare to be fucked hard by him.”
Ava was momentarily speechless. And, that was enough time for Benjamin to leave her standing in the room. She folded her hands across her chest as Benjamin’s last word echoed in her eardrum.
She thought back on the way her body had felt when they’d been on him. It was insane to have such thoughts for a man who barely did the bare minimum, but still, she was so wet, and achingly sweaty. She had felt his manly parts on her stomach, it had felt so intimate, and it took all she had not to slide on it. So, she’d masked her wanton desires by being grumpy.
Damn it, Ava! Remember he rejected you. Don’t be such a moving contradiction. He doesn’t deserve the right to dwell in your thoughts. He must practically be laughing at his stupid plots to make you miserable. Don’t give him that chance!
She closed her eyes a bit, wrangling her hands together. Times like this, she wished men were not born to the world. They were nothing but unfortunate creatures, all of them! They got into the mind, tweaked it, controlled it, and actually made you miserable through it. But, she wouldn’t let this man make her his case study.
Even if along the line, she let him have her way with her. She was going to go down with her head up, knowing she had done her best to respect and honor him as her Alpha, but she couldn’t just let him walk all over her without doing anything.
With that, she walked away from the room. There were lovers born by chance, and others born by force. No matter what happens tonight, she’d make sure he realizes that she too, can hold her own.