“Why baby’s fucking cute?” I laughed because of Enrique’s question while staring at our two-week-old baby. “Even if they are not doing anything, just see them and your stress will disappear immediately and you will want to do nothing but smile and look at them.” And he looked at me but returned his gaze to Flax, our fourth child next to Pansy the third.
Unlike Ixora, now I’m not too stressed, or let’s say I don’t have any worries. When Crocus was born, I was a little worried, but Enrique made sure that he would never leave me and was always by my side. Fortunately, I am also aware of post-partum, so when my mind starts to panic, I immediately think that it’s all in my mind, then I immediately tell Enrique and he assures me that everything will be ok. So now giving birth has become easy for me.
“Fuck!” I was surprised when he stood up and looked at me. I quickly stood up and approached him.
“What happened?” But his surprise turned into a frown-which I don’t like. Ever since Crocus and Pansy he’s been like that. Is it the same with Flax? “No?” I said shaking my head.
“Yes.”
“No.”
“Yes. He fucking smiles at me,” he said without losing his smile. I knew it. He always says that he is always the first to see their smile. “Flax smile at me, baby girl.” I looked at my son lying on his side and fast asleep.
“Nothing.” He looked at him too.
“Nah, I saw him, he fucking smiled at me, I swear.” I roll my eyes. It’s a trick because for two weeks I never saw him smiling, then he smiled at his daddy.
“It’s just your imagination.” And I walk through to the bed.
“See, see, his smiling.” I came back to see my son’s smile. But when I got back, I only caught the movement of his cheek and went back to sleep. “I told you, he’s smiling.”
“Just move your cheeks, you called it a smile?” I complained and turned away from him when he suddenly hugged me. “What?”
“Don’t be jealous, baby girl, maybe Flax is just shy of you like Crocus and Pansy.”
“Let me go. It’s annoying, you’re the only one who can see it.”
“They’re just shy of you.”
“Tse, let me go,” I said.
“You smell so good, how can I let you go with that?”
“One!”
“It’s nice to hug and smell you, but it’s even nicer to kiss and enter.”
“Hey.” I tried to get away but he just laughed and kissed my neck and back. “Ouch!”
“Hey, are you ok?” But I pushed him when I found an opportunity and immediately ran.
“Silly.” I got on the bed and he came to me. I lay down on my side when he laid down too and pulled me closer to him.
“Let go of me.” I pretended to be annoyed.
“I don’t want to, no matter what happens I will never let you go.” I faced him because of what he said. No, it’s not because of what he said but because his voice was serious while saying it. He removed the hair that covered my face and held me on the lips.
“No matter what happens, I will never let you go. Even if you’re tired, I’ll take care of you, but I’ll stay close to you. I would rather fall with you than be saved without you.”
“What are you saying?”
“Remember what I told you?——–that’s why I’m avoiding you because I’m afraid you’ll hurt me because it’s time for you to be mine, I’ll collide with everything, just don’t lose you. I will stand by that, Dande, for life until we grow old. I will never let you go and I will never let you go. Just you and me, the two of us until old age.”
“Enrique.”
“No one can separate the two of us. Because I love you so much.”
“I love you too.”
“And because I love you, there must be a tickle!”
“Enrique!” I screamed and go on top of me. “Get out of there.”
“Nah.”
“Enrique!” I screamed when his finger hit my side but he just smiled. “I’m tickled.”
“That’s the purpose.” And on the other side again.
“I pee when I’m tickled.” But instead of stopping, he gave me a silly smile. He caressed my waist which made me tickle more.
“I like it, baby girl, it seems more exciting, peeing because of the tickle.”
“Pervert.” I hit him but his body just went down and I felt a rush in my heart. “Hey, no, you want me back in the hospital?” But he just laugh and kiss me on the lips before going down.
“I don’t know what you have, Dande. But when I’m with you I go crazy. Even though we have children, it still feels like new to me when I’m next to you and we caress.”
“Smist.”
“What?” he asked with a frown but I just laughed.
He got down and then sat next to me. We faced each other again when he took my hand.
“Please promise me you’ll stay, Dande. Promise me that I will always be your KISA. Promise me that you won’t leave me. Your children and I.”
I cupped his face and stopped him.
“Never. After all the hardships I’ve been through, will I still think of leaving you? Then with our children. Nah, not going to happen. I will not destroy what I have long wanted to build and long dreamed of getting. Maybe you, you will leave me.”
“Nah, after I pushed you but you didn’t give up on me? After I avoid you because I don’t want to get hurt? I will never do that to you, just think that I will lose you so that I will die and then I will be the one to leave? It’s like I hurt myself when I did that.”
He came closer and kissed me. He kissed me for a few seconds. He then hugged me and I could hear his deep breath while hugging me. Neither of us spoke because we both felt the warmth of each other’s embrace.
I can’t promise that I can be a perfect wife and a perfect mother. But I will try my very best for them. I will waste anything and nothing will be wasted because I will pour my time into them.
We heard a knock so we looked at the door together. It only took a few seconds for it to open and Ixora entered with the two brothers in tow. They came from outside with their nanny to play.
“Mommy, can we see Fax?” Fortunately, there is an s at the end of his pronunciation. But my daughter was still rude.
“Didn’t we say no one will disturb your brother? Just let him sleep so he can grow up fast so you can play,” Enrique said.
“We won’t wake him,” Ixora explained.
“Me too,” Crocus seconded. The children’s gap is just over one year. Ixora is now four, Crocus has just turned three, and Pansy is one year and five months.
“Please, Mommy, Daddy.” Ixora pleaded.
“Pleath.” They’re all pleaded.
“Fine, but no noise, right? Just looking, ok?” Enrique said. He also couldn’t stand children. After all, who can resist when the one in front of you is so cute? They nodded so we let them come. Even Pansy didn’t make any noise and just said shh.
The three of them looked at their brother. No one touched, and no one made a noise. Even Pansy who is mischievous, when she raises her hand, Ixora will reprimand her and tell her no, she will also answer no and then lower her hand.
“My home,” Enrique said while looking at the children.
“Our home.” I seconded and we looked at each other. “You will always be my KISA, Enrique.”
“And you will always be Kisa’s princess.”
“Forever my obsession, Daze’s Obsession.”And we were kissing when suddenly someone said ‘aye’ so we let go and looked at the three. Ixora smiles and so does Crocus but Pansy looks unbothered.
“Come here, all of you,” Enrique called them. The two boys sat on her lap and I was Pansy.
“Fabulous,” I said softly and hugged them. They also hugged us back. And Enrique hugged us all.
I am so damn happy. I don’t want this moment with my family to end. The price of my obsession is worth dying for because I got not only Enrique but four cute children. And this is all I’ve been wanting for since I was a kid. The day that I met my KISA. And now, here I am, with him, with our family, to be with them forever. And I promise to love and protect them. They will be my strength. For them, I will get up every day. Because now I don’t have just one obsession, but five. And no matter what happens, I will stay with them. FOREVER. They are all now Daze’s Obsession.
Author’s Note:
This book takes a long time to finish due to personal problems, I lost a loved one, the reason why updated it late. Honestly, I tried to remove this book but I feel sorry for the readers that wait to finish this that is why even though it’s late I tried my best to finish it. Thank you for waiting, and thank you for reading.
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