I feel pity for my brother. But it doesn’t mean I won’t go to the bar. The show must go on of course even if I see my brother in pain. It’s his choice because he doesn’t want to move on.
Sister Lelith is dead, but nothing happened, so what else can he expect to return to him?
I need to go to the bar and have fun. I decided to go to Brother’s Code Club. I would like to go to Cupid because I would rather be lost now. I can’t do that with Cupid because there is a lot of annoying out there who know me. I will just be blocked there and fenced so I will go to another bar.
Since I am already in BCC, I park in VIP. The parking lot was clean so I was able to park quickly. I don’t think there is much parking now. I am excited as I walked into BCC when someone blocked me.
“You are not allowed here.” I raised an eyebrow at brother Jace who smirked as he reached down to block me.
“When and why?”
“Just now, because of Enrique Locsin’s complaint in the past that you almost got drugged here.” Dimwit!
“What?!” I asked in surprise. My pride suddenly disappeared because of what he said. Enrique is a beast if I can say that he drank and something happened to us. He still has complaints that he lives with me.
“Fortunately, he saved you. So, sorry my dear, you are not allowed here until we investigate who they are.”
“Tsk.” I want to throw tantrums. But I know it can’t help. Brother Jace might just laugh at me and then the ending will bring me home in tears.
“So go home and sleep. Children like you should just sleep.”
“Brother, I am twenty-three.”
“That’s too young for all of our baby girls.”
“I just want to have.”
“You can have fun by watching movies.”
“Brother.” I wrapped my arms around him and pouted. You can’t get brother Jace to toughen up. What should be hers is being cared for. Well, they all are. Not only my sister’s friends but also my older brothers. “Alright brother, you’re kind. You are my favorite among my sister’s friends because you are kind.”
“Really?”
“Yup. Brother Phoenix, brother Blaze and brother Zeus are too cool and too serious unlike you who are easygoing.” He looked at me with a questioning look. “Don’t tell me, brother, I made a mistake and you’re really not nice?”
“Of course I am. I’m really nice.”
“Woah! go ahead and let me in if you’re really kind. Have mercy on me.” I heard him take a deep breath and then shake. “You said I’m your baby girl because you don’t have a baby sister. Alright brother, I just want to have fun.”
“I will let you in on one condition.” The apology to brother Jace seems to be effective.
“Tell me.”
“No guys allowed. No accepting anything from any guy and don’t talk to any guy. Can you do it?”
“That’s it? Piece of cake.”
“You will not accept any other drinks except the bartender. Ok?”
“Okay.”
“Good. Come on in.”
“You know brother, you are smart and you are still strong. Sister Margot is lucky for you even if you were a fool once.”
“Wha—–”
“Just kidding. But the truth is that you are brave and kind. Thank you, brother.” And I kiss him on the cheek. He just shook his head when I entered. All my sister’s friends are close to me. They’re like a brother to me too and I am lucky to have them too.
I dance as I walk to the counter.
“Margarita please,” I asked the bartender. I should have to follow brother Jace’s order. Don’t talk to strangers and don’t accept anything from them. “Thanks.” I immediately drank what was handed to me. And again, I ordered another one.
I didn’t stand up from the bar section. I just stay here until I get drunk. Not that drunk, just drank. I will spend the whole night here. It’s ok for me to sit here as long as there is another view.
I am not bored even if I am just sitting here in the bar section. I’m still enjoying it watching the uglies and social climbers dancing. Plus the hookers are around looking for something to bring. It’s a good thing that no one tried to approach me because I was still raising my eyebrows from a distance. Dimwit!
I can’t count the number of times I’ve had alcohol. I think I’ve been drinking a bit too much so I’ve made the last order. I also don’t want to drive drunk and maybe something else will happen to my brother’s car. I even bet my money here, I’ll just borrow it and then I’ll break it? Nah! No way!
After the last order, I went out. It’s almost midnight and I don’t know where to go. I don’t want to go home because it’s more boring at home. I decided to call Ervic. Maybe I can stay with him until morning. I have a spare dress in case of emergency or if I want to sleep at another house.
I dialed Ervic’s number. It only took a few minutes and he answered immediately.
“Yeah?”
“Busy or did I disturb you?”
“Both. I am about to sleep.” Is his brother with him? I guess he’s getting serious. How often do he and his brother get together? But it’s almost midnight.
“I am planning to come with you.”
“With me or you wanted to annoy my brother.”
“Well, both.”
“I know it.”
“I’m bored, I came from a bar to have fun but I ended up being alone.”
“Then go home and sleep.”
“Fine, I’ll go meet a stranger on tinder—-”
“Come here.” I secretly smiled. This gay man really loves me. I can’t stand it. Since no one is persevering with his celibacy but me.
“On my way, baby.”
“Tss!”
I drove the car quickly. I am excited to meet my love but of course, it has to be hard to get. I will ignore him when we meet. When to toughen up slightly. For now, he still ignores me and doesn’t apologize to me.
I reached the mansion fast. I also saw Enrique’s car which had just turned off the lights.
Does that mean he just arrived? After a minute, he went down from his car. When he closed the door, I saw him lean back and raise his head. He was in that position for a few minutes.
He slowly moved and stood on the car then bowed. He stayed like that. One hand resting on the car and the other hand on the nape of the neck and massaging it. I just looked at him and didn’t come down. He didn’t seem to notice my car.
It only took a few minutes and he opened the back of the car. He took something and even though it was a bit dark I can clearly see that it was a bottle.
When he got the bottle he started walking and I noticed that his walk was not straight. But not entering the mansion but going to the other side. I can say that it can be in the barn or the horse stable which I was surprised about. What will he do there? Riding his horse?
And because I’m crazy by nature, I followed him. I saw him enter the horse stable so I followed. I hid and simply watched him. I saw him look at the horses one by one. Then he walked to the pile of grass on the far side of the stable.
He sat there and leaned his back against the pile of grass. He drank the contents of the bottle and when it was finished he threw it away.
“Fuck!” I heard him cuss. He looks very drunk. “Fuck.” I saw him holding his crotch inside his pants which made my eyes widen.
I smiled because of what I thought. If you are lucky. It seems like I can now do what Celestine said without difficulty.
I walk closer to him. I noticed that he had his eyes closed and was holding his head and rubbing the lump.
“Enrique?” He tried to open his eyes but couldn’t. It was only half open and trying to recognize me.
“Who are you?”
“Daze.” I kneel in front of him and push myself. “Are you drunk?”
“Are you real or is this just a dream?” It’s drunk. He seems out of his mind.
“This is just a—–hallucination. I am on your thoughts journey to your dream.” I touch him and run my fingers over his body. “Let’s rock your dreams and apply your fantasy.” I kissed him and he responded.