“Huh?, what are you doing”I asked.
“Let’s… let’s break up, let’s end it here”his voice cracked up.
“But we just started”I scoffed ruefully.
“You can always continue with me”Kyle chipped in.
I turned and glared at him.
“What the hell do your want from him?”I demanded angrily.
“Nothing”he shook his head playfully.
“Stay clear off, okay?!, I don’t want…..”
“Raquel!”styopa shouted and I turned to him.
What?
Did… did he just shout at me?
“Let’s end it here, okay?”he said.
My eyes widened and tears formed up in my eyes.
“What the fuck are you hiding, huh?, to make you break up with me?”I stuttered and bursted into tears.
“You… can always tell me I promise I won’t get angry at whatever it is, even if I do get angry, I will still come back”I cried out but he shook his head.
“The moment I had with you was great, it’s a pity we have to end it here. Did you say you won’t get angry?, what I did will make you hate me forever, so, on order not to be hurt and broken in the nearest future, let’s just break it”he said.
“I can never hate you”I sniffed in.
He stared at me for some minutes and left.
I broke down in tears and held my head in my hand.
“Should I come comfort you?”Kyle asked.
I looked up at him and walked to the door then shut it on his face.
You damn prick.
You made me fall carelessly in love with you and what you can use to repay me back is by breaking my heart?.
All guys are assholes. They are all a fucking prick!
He is my first love and he’s also the first to make me experience a breakup.
Arrg…..
I walked out of the studio after crying my ass out.
I went to the class and carried my bag then walked out from the class.
I ignored koyla as she called after me.
She probably won’t understand.
I walked out to the lots and she caught up with me.
“Raq, what’s wrong with you. Where the hell did you go during after the lunch break”she asked as she grabbed my arm.
I stopped and looked into her eyes.
“Have you ever experience an heartbreak?”I asked instead and she furrowed her brows.
Probably wondering how an heartbreak is related to what she asked me.
“You are getting weird. Well, no”she replied me anyway.
“Did you know how it feels if a guy confessed his love for you and break things up with you on the same day”I asked again.
“What?”she laughed.
But it wasn’t funny.
Tears glazed through my eyes as I watched her laugh.
“Wait, is this about you?”she asked when she noticed the tears in my eyes.
I nodded my head and a tear rolled down from my eyes.
I sniffed and wiped it away with my palm.
“Okay, this is more than I thought it is. Let me guess, styopa?”
I nodded slowly and she sighed.
“I don’t get why you will even get yourself involve with a player in the first place. That guy is…. I don’t know how to describe him, but, he used girls and dump them and worst part, guys like that usually place a bet on girls and probably you’ve also fallen a victim”Koyla sighed and stood at one hand at akimbo.
I stared at her with a widened eyes.
The hell?!
Did styopa really played with my emotions?
“But, is that why you’re crying?. C’mon get off it, that jerk is probably somewhere with his friends, celebrating his victory on you and did you know the worst part?”koyla asked.
I managed to shook my head at her.
“They even got rewarded after playing with a girl’s feelings”koyla scoffed.
Hmmm???!!!
“I…. I’ll get going now, I’m feeling mor hurt, all thanks to you”I smiled bitterly at her and started walking away.
I got to my ride and stepped in.
A lots are going on in my mind right now.
A lot.
The driver drove out of the school compound, then, we hit the road.
*
I carried my bag and hopped out of the car.
I walked towards the mansion and bumped into Maxim.
He was with his luggage…
“Uh?, where are you going?”I asked.
I was doing great job in hiding my bitter state.
“I have a shoot in Vietnam”he smiled.
“Oh”I muttered.
“Anyway, gotta go, bye”he rushed his words and pecked my cheek before walking away.
I fight back the tears that threatened to fall as I walked inside the house.
I ascended the stairs up to my room and dropped my bag on the floor immediately I entered.
I collapsed on the bed and bursted into tears.
I kept jangling my legs in the air..
I wonder why all this is happening to me…
First crush – First heartbreak.
Ugh!.
*
After several minutes of crying my ass out on the bed, I stood up and undressed then moved to the bathroom in my nudity.
I turned on the hot water as I stepped under it.
I am really feeling cold.
The water gushed out and when it made contact with my body, I sighed softly.
At least, this helps a little.
I stayed under the rushing water for almost an hour.
I finally walked out of the bathroom to my room still in my nudity.
I sauntered to my wardrobe and picked out my shirt.
I put it on without wearing any underwear.
That consumes time.
I walked to the bed and laid on it quietly.
###
“Miss Raquel”
“Miss”
I stired up when I heard someone calling my name.
Gosh!
I turned on the bed still enjoying my sleep when a hand tapped my laps.
God!
Really….
Geez….
I opened my eyes and saw a maid standing in front of me.
“Good evening, miss”she bowed.
“Yes, what do you want”I asked sleepily and yawned.
“Your parents asked me to call you down for dinner”she replied.
Oh.
“Okay…”I stretched my body..
She nodded and left.
Ughhh!
I stood up and exit the room. I took the stairs down and headed to the dining room.
“Why are your eyes looking so puffy like this, have you been crying the whole day?”Mom asked as I stepped inside the room.
Gosh!
“That because I wasn’t getting enough rest”I rolled my eyes.
“And you’re sure?.. this doesn’t look like…”
“Good evening, dad”I greeted, cutting Mom short.
“Hey”he smiled.
The maid came to dish out my food and as I grabbed my spoon to dig in, I remembered Mirabel.
I glanced around and no sign of him.
“Why can’t I find Mirabel?”I asked.
“Well, one of his friends is celebrating her birthday today so he went there”Mom answered.
I shrugged and dug in my food.
*
I returned back to my room and grabbed my phone as I went to sit on the bed.
I folded my legs and turned my phone on.
Immediately, a message came in.
I clicked on it…
*You wanna know his secrets?”*
Huh?
Who’s this?
My mind drifted to styopa..
Oh, yes!
It’s probably his secrets that this person is talking about…
But, who is this anyway?
As I made to reply to the message, another one came in.
*Watch this!”it reads.
Then, another one came in again.
It was a video…
*