“Ahhhh” I yelled at his impromptu and aggressive entry, the tears continued to roll down my eyes as he forcefully thrusted into me. A hand of his held my hand and another held my head. I screamed and quivered at his painful domination but no one was there to save me.
With loud groans and screams reverberating over the walls of the dark room, I finally escaped him and attempted to run out of the door when he jammed the door before I could open it.
“And where is it that you’re going to? I wasn’t done with you” he pulled me back and held onto my neck, his huge hands veiled my entire neck almost causing me to choke.
“Braden please stop, this isn’t you” I murmured with my last breath, tears didn’t stop it’s flow from running down my cheeks. He ignored and pushed my neck to the wall, sweat rolling down, eyes feeble and my knees weak. His eyes bore into my naked being for several minutes, I could no longer stand or breathe well.
In my moment of gasping for air, his left hand raised a leg of mine whilst the other was still at my neck.
He teased my folds and pushed his cap in aggressively, the tears multiplied and my heart began to race a thousand times more.
“Say you’ll never disrupt me” he growled into my earlobes.
“I….. I’ll…” I exhaled the last breath of mine and leaned my head backwards.
“Say it….” he frowned and pushed his self further into me. My whole body weakened, my eyes had swollen and pussy was severely sore and heated.
Before I could utter any more words I lost breath and my eyes closed up immediately, I could see, hear or smell absolutely nothing. My head went black, so as my whole body.
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“Diana? Diana?” an indistinct voice uttered, my hearing began to open up slowly to receive the voice.
“Are you alright?” Braden’s inquisitive voice asked, I slowly opened my eyes to meet myself on an unfamiliar bed. But I could easily tell I was still at Branden’s house.
My vision was blurred but I still forced them to scan the room, I could see the likes of Branden standing close to me on the bed and a strange man at the other side. After few seconds my eye sight cleared and I could finally see clearly.
By my left hand side was young doctor holding his stethoscope and a few medical equipments, I glanced to my right and saw Branden in distress, scrolling through his phone like he had an emergency.
“Oh good, she’s awake” the doctor uttered whilst checking my heartbeat.
“Diana?” Branden fixed his gaze on me and rushed over to hug me, I let him embrace me and plant a kiss on my forehead.
Why did he seem so caring and worried? The least thing I remember was him choking me and fucking the life out of me. I could still feel my whole body drained and weak so I released myself from his embrace.
“Thank goodness you’re awake” Branden said.
After a quick test, the doctor arranged all his medical equipments and placed them inside his kit.
“Here, leave us” Branden pulled out a bundle of money and handled it over to the doctor, the young doctor arranged himself and walked out of the room.
“I was worried sick” he slowly fondled my hand and sat next to me, I was still very much afraid of him. Yes I’m aware he was under the influence of tobacco but still, he should have shown a little atom of mercy. He saw me out of breathe and he didn’t stop.
What type of beastly attitude does he possess? Am I safe with Branden? I pulled out my hand from his and looked elsewhere.
“Diana….. I’m really sorry, I don’t know what came over me, please don’t push me away” he pleaded. From the corners of my eyes I could see remorse written all over him.
“You know ever since the multiple betrayals, I just could think straight, I needed something to offload the bothering thoughts and the pain.
I didn’t meant to treat you like that, I was….”
“I told you to always speak to me when you’re feeling down, I’m here for you Branden, stop neglecting and maltreating me” I held back my tears and sank my head on to the pillow.
“Babe I’m really.,…”
“Can I be left alone please” I cut him off and left my gaze at the other side of the room. He sighed, glared at me and left the room.
Unfortunately this wasn’t the first or second time, it was getting out of hand, I couldn’t hide the fact that I was fed up.
I wish I could run away off or hide but I love him so much and promised to be always there for him. Even if it meant sacrificing my own happiness for him, but this was definitely beyond me, beyond my capacity.
BRANDEN
Diana was right, I need to quite smoking and drinking, I just can’t get all that has happened out of my head.
I subjugate my pain to liquor and weed so I wouldn’t think or feel the pain that much, I badly needed to let loose of all that caged my heart in a dark empty sorrowful room.
In the process of trying to let go of all the hurt, I hurt Diana. Asides my mother she is all I have left. Even after drinking and smoking so much I couldn’t let go of everything happened. The minute my eyes becomes clear and the weed wares off I begin to come to my reality.
I wish there was a way I could take the pain away forever, so I wouldn’t hurt the innocent people I love.
Seeing how deteriorating my trauma got I decided to hire a cousin of mine to run the affairs of my company, so far he has done a good job in handling the company but not as good as I would handle.
My company needs me, Diana needs me, my mum needs me. I need to stand up and face this trauma like a man. Even if it takes going back to Sylvester in prison to speak to him or having a chat with my father.
My life isn’t as rosy as it was weeks ago, months ago, years ago. I need to reconstruct myself.
I advanced towards my bedroom, remorse was written all over me, I had hurt Diana so deeply. What if she didn’t wake up? what would I have done? What would I tell the press? What would I tell the police? What would I tell people that looked up to me.
I dropped my self on the bed and sighed at my inappropriate actions, I’d speak to my brother and father. I’ll make peace with them irregardless of what they’ve done.