BRANDEN
It’s been two days since I heard from Diana, I feel like a total piece of shit without her. I’ve tried her line so many times but it’s unreachable.
What if she blocked my line? It’s even worse than the first time she ignored me after I hurt her. I’m such a fool for always hurting her.
If I had left the beach that day all this wouldn’t have happened. I would have woken up to meet her sleeping beautifully and peacefully beside me.
Now she might be out there feeling all I’ve said to her since we met was a lie, my love for her was never a lie. I abandoned my past life for her, yes I was moved by my selfish desires then.
I played women and ran away when I noticed how attached they were getting but for some who already knew my intentions, they just laid down with me and left.
We had no feelings attached, I’ve never fallen hard for a woman before but Diana broke the walls to my stone cold heart and made me vulnerable.
I introduced her to the whole world as my woman, as my all. I’ve never done that for anyone before, I’ve never seen myself so incomplete and restless when someone walks out of my life.
I’m usually the one cutting people off.
I jolted at the alarming knocks that caught my attention.
“Sir…. A lady is here to see you, she’s outside the gate” a bodyguard of mine reported.
My hairs stood at attention, my mind concluded that it was Diana who came back, a sudden rush of happiness began to sprout up.
“What’s her name?” I hurriedly rushed out of the room and questioned.
“She said her name is Catherine” he replied.
“Ok fine, let her in” I scowled at his reply and went back into my room. What exactly does she want now? And why does she always come when Diana is away.
What could be her reason for visiting? Does she need something from me? I wish it was Diana that came.
I’ll have to drive over there and beg for her forgiveness, I don’t care if I’m at fault or not. I’m so restless without her.
I haven’t even visited any family member of mine, I just spend all my time with Diana. Now that she isn’t here I feel totally lonely and empty.
I tried to go to the bar and get her off my mind but nothing was working. I don’t know if I should beg her more or just give her little time to process it all.
I need to find something that would distract me for now till I find proof of the blackmail, if I approach Diana without it she’s going to think I just came back to keep lying to her.
I’m pretty sure she hates me now, this is the second time she is leaving. I fear that she might never come back.
“Hey baby!!” The door pushed open as Catherine’s loud voice resounded like a high pitched speaker through my ears. She gazed at me, her eyes sparkling with excitement.
The hell?! Why did she barge into my room like an animal? I was already getting dressed to meet her at the sitting room. Unfortunately I was still on boxers without a shirt or a singlet.
“Catherine?? Why?” I raised an eyebrow and frowned.
“I’m sorry baby…. I was just so excited and I kept waiting for you at the sitting…….”
“It’s fine, why are you happy though?”
“I just finalized a deal with STL corporation, I’m so happy. My dad would be so proud”
“Wow that’s awesome” I morphed out a smile and picked up my singlet.
“I’ll meet you in the sitting room, just give me a sec” I added.
“Here’s better let’s just talk here”
“In my bedroom?” I chuckled unconsciously, what’s wrong with speaking to me in the sitting room.
“Sure” She cocked her head to one side and laid her back on the bed whilst taking off her shoes.
“Why are you here all alone? Where’s she?”
“It’s a long story” I murmured, I wasn’t ready to start explaining in details but I know that if I don’t, Catherine won’t give me rest.
“Tell me” She sat upright and gazed me expectantly. Curiosity was written all over her.
I sighed and began to briefly explain what transpired between Diana and I. I was so pained on the inside but I couldn’t let her see through me.
“So what happened next?” she inquired.
“The blackmailer released the pictures and videos to her, when I got home she had already seen everything” I said.
“Oh baby I’m so sorry…. Diana didn’t even wait to confirm if the information was true or not” she said.
“I tried to explain it all to her but she turned a deaf ear and stormed out, I’ve been trying to reach her ever since but I’ve not heard from her. I just feel empty with her”
“Branden love, I’m here for you ok? Don’t worry about her, she doesn’t understand you” Catherine comforting words made me force out a smile.
“I wish she had just waited a little more to atleast verify if what she had seen was true or not” I added.
“She doesn’t understand you that’s why, I understand you and I know you’re innocent. You don’t have to worry I’m here for you” Catherine uttered mildly. A piteous look saturated her features as she kept her eyes stationed on me.
“You look so dull, lighten up…. It’s not the end of the world” She crawled towards me and embraced me.
Her hands slowly caressing my abs, she moved her hands so expertly around my chest.
“What are you doing?” I held her hands and furrowed my brows at her.
“I want you to get your mind off all that tragic shit, have fun and forget your sorrows. I want you to enjoy yourself” she whispered seductively into my ear.
As a matter of fact she was right, I needed something to get my mind off Diana, I just can’t function when I keep thinking about her.
I’m not so sure if this is the right thing to do. Although Diana and I aren’t together currently but I don’t think I should be doing this while she’s away.
Just enjoy the moment Branden. You need something to get her off your mind right? Then allow Catherine cloud your mind with pleasure….. My subconscious said to me.
Maybe I should just let her do what she likes to me, maybe I would stop thinking about Diana.
She continued to touch me from head to my abdomen, I released myself to her sensual touch as she continued to seduce me.
A sweet rush of adrenaline moved from my toes up to my chest as she dug her hands into my boxers and held my sleeping cock. She stroked it slowly and began to plank kisses on my neck.
Catherine reached over to me and obliged me to stand up so she could take my boxers down.
I stood up from the bed and allowed her.
She grinned devilishly and pulled my boxers down, her eyes flickering with excitement.
“I want you to have me like you always did, I’ve wanted you inside me for so long” she pulled down her zip and drew her dress down.
My eyes caught sight of her naked self, she was without panties or bra. Holy fuck! Why did she come out on a dress without having anything on the inside.
My eyes carefully scanned her from head to toe, I didn’t realize that i was already salivating at her body.
She has Diana’s type of body shape, I miss seeing this in Diana. I miss her open body right Infront of me.
Catherine walked over to the bed and crawled her way in, my eyes watched her naked body crawl so seductively on the bed.
“Have me please” she begged and turned her head to face me. Fucking hell! What manner of temptation is this? I walked up to the bed and watched her giggle her ass up and down.
My dick grew hard and pointed towards her behind, my breathing became hard and my toes curled at her tempting body.
But if I do this right now, it would be cheating because Diana and I are still together and I would still pick her over anybody. I don’t want to do this but I need something to get Diana off my mind.
Unfortunately for me, Diana’s disappointed face keeps popping up like an ad in my head, the more I try to erase it the bolder it gets.
I can’t fucking do this, no! I didn’t willingly cheat last time because I wasn’t in my right senses. Now I’m in my right senses so I can’t do it, I won’t do it.
I left my gaze down and held myself from moving further.
“Leave” I uttered softly.
“But…..”
“Now!! Leave!!” I roared at her angrily.
She sat up, amused and dumbfounded at my sudden rage. I shot her dagger stares and painted at the door.
Frightened by my stares she stood up and ran out of the room. My conscience began to prick me for almost cheating when I said I wouldn’t.