“Liam!” I say huskily but with a single pull he freed the ropes and it slide off my shoulders and back, tumbling to the floor in a messy heap. My breathe shudders as he trail his eyes down my nude self.
“You’re fuckin beautiful!” He whispers lowly and I squirm. This was all new to me, and as much as I wanted this, I was scared. He notices the look on my face and he trail his hands to the back of my hair and smirks down at me.
“I’m your first?” He arch his brows. I blink and nod shly. A smile curve at his lips.
“Damn!.. that’s so cute… I’d be gentle small ass…” He coos and brushes his lips against my ear lobe. I shut my eyes at the feeling as my body heat up in all the unusual places.
His hands go round my butt and the next thing I’m off the floor. I curl my legs around him, giving into his touch completely. He seems to know my weak spots and explored it expertly. He lowers me to the bed and his lips found mine again, this time more passionate. He trails kisses down my neck and gently bites my collarbone. I clench my teeth, as I feel an unusual wetness in my front bottom.
Liam lashed his tongue on my skin, trailing it down to the middle of my cleavages. I tried not to moan, failing terribly. I’m hoping no one is nearby. I threw my head against the headboard as I feel his warm lips clamp around my nipple. I shiver as he sucked on it. His tongue lashed out wickedly, his second hand caressing my the other nipple. I sigh out in sheer pleasure. I never envisaged this moment, and it seems all too exciting, all too new.
I was a moaning mess now. I couldn’t hold back. He raise his head up to stare at me through dark lustful eyes. I squirmed under his gaze.
“I want you to moan my name so loud” He smirks and his words left me breathless. Why does he make me feel this way!. Liam trails kisses down to the skin of my tummy. My stomach clenches as he lowers his head between my legs. I gasp out as I feel his tongue on my slit. I hold back a loud moan as he squeezes my inner thighs, wickedly stroking his tongue at my wet mound. I feel my pulse increase as he continues teasing me with his tongue.
“Liam!” I moan loudly, throwing all caution to the wind. I grasp the comforter and arch the small of my back. He slips in a finger, his tongue still lashing at it. I shut my eyes as he teases me with his finger, my moans filling the quiet room. My knees buckle as he sucks on it, my whole body filled with different sensations, sensations I never knew existed.
I moan out profanities as his tongue works on my slit, his finger slipping in and out and making me a wet mess. He slips out his finger and I flutter my eyes open. He comes up to kiss me again.
“You making me want you already” He groans against my mouth. He tasted weird, tasted… of me. I feel his length against my entrance and I flinch inwardly.
“It’s gonna hurt…. just a little” His hand trailing down to cup my breasts, he squeezes at it and shut my moan with his lips. I kiss back, arching my back as I feel him slip into me. I gasp and stop kissing, feeling a searing pain down there.
“Liam…” I shudder as he thrusts deeper. I gasp and cry out, pain threatening to rip me apart and my eyes go wet with tears. I gulp nothing as liam groans against my ear, the tears slips out and I dug my nails into the flesh of his back.
“It hurts liam” I croak out, all the pleasure disappearing and replaced with hellish pains. Liam cups my cheeks and bites down my earlobe as he thrust in. My cries mixed with his moans as I feel him buried deep inside of me. It was more painful than I thought it would be. He continues thrusting in and out, being so gentle but it feels like hell. I was a crying mess now, feeling as though a thousand pins were stabbing at me. I clutched at the comforter as his groans filled my ears. I tried to shrug out from his hold, but he clasp his mouth on my nipple and sucks on it. My moans mix with cries as I felt him buried deep in, my walls pulsating as it tightens around his length. I sniff and clench my teeth as he resumes thrusting. I was almost on edge. My knees buckle and I arch my back and shut my eyes as I reach a peak, the hot fluid spilled out of my wet mound in a wild rush.
Liam already slips out, and he rubs my inner thighs and come up to me. He kisses my wet cheeks and I breathe out, feeling awfully weak. The pain seems to have reduced a little.
“Did I hurt you that much…. I’m sorry I couldn’t help it” He coos and I shook my head. I couldn’t allow him to feel guilty. I can’t deny the fact that I enjoyed this night as well as the experience of loosing my v card was painful.
“No liam, You were gentle, it usually that way” He pecks me on the forehead.
“come on let’s clean up” I blew out a breathe and run my hands down my hair. The experience left me tired and I could barely walk cos of the pain I felt between my legs. Liam senses my hesitation and he smirks leans down and raise me off the bed, in bridal style. I bit my lips in embarrassment. His eyes roamed down my nude self as we walk to the bathroom.
“Fuck small ass, I don’t mind having you over again” He smirks and I shudder. He chuckles as we get in placing me carefully on the shower math.
“Just kidding small ass…. we’re gonna have lot of time for that, and I’m gonna explore every bit of you” I bat my lashes, his words making shivers run down my spine.
“Get in Emilia, let me take care of you, it’s your special night” He guides me into the bathtub. I slip in and he fills the bathtub with warm water. I sigh in relief as the water soothes my skin, reducing the pain a great deal. I smile up at liam as he packs his hair up and grab the bath scrub.
“Hey kiddo…” He squats next to me and trail his fingers down my skin. I glare at him and he chuckles.
“Daddy’s home…” He winks splashing water on my face and making me laugh.
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I yawn blearily and sit up on the bed, pulling the comforter close to my self. I look beside me and liam isn’t beside me…. as always. I sigh as the pain throbs slightly, reminding me of last night make out. I won’t ever forget that, it might have hurt as hell, but the way he treated me made it worthwhile. I bit my lips as I remember how he felt inside of me, how his lips felt on my mound, how he made me moan shamelessly. He made me feel less emotional about loosing it, and I couldn’t be less grateful. He’s got such sweet side of him, flirty and funny at the same time. I’m glad I lost my v card to the one my heart beats crazily for.
“Hey lazy bones” Liam snaps me out of my thoughts and I look up to see him walk in with a tray of food, looking breathtakingly hot in just shorts. Thank goodness the maids didn’t see him with the tray, I bet they’d just flip.
“I’m yours only you know” He smirks down at me. That same smirk that makes my heart flutter and skip a beat.
“Hey liam” I finally voice out as he sets the tray on the bed and scoop close to me, pecking me fully on the lips.
“Does it still hurt?” I blink my eyes and shook my head when I realise what he’s talking about.
“Just a little” I say reassuringly. I never want him to feel guilty about last night. The words he said before our make out replays in my head
* I’ve always wanted to have you from the day I barged into your apartment…. only wanted to earn your trust so you wouldn’t think I was manipulating you* My eyes feel up in tears. He sure has earned it. I smile at him and threw my arms around him, burying my face in the crook of his neck as his arms wrap around me.
“Thanks so much liam, for making me feel this way, I don’t regret all the decisions I made back then” I sniff as I breathe in his cologne.
“Okay slow down cry baby” He chuckles as we withdraw. I arch my brows.
“Cry baby huh?” I pout and watch he gives me a lopsided grin.
“Yeah…. after last night, I found out I was wrong about your ass, it’s the perfect size” I gasp and swat his chest.
“You’re so pesky liam” I roll my eyes and he chuckles.
“How about I call you cry baby or feisty pants” He rake his hand at his hair and I giggle.
“Whatever liam… you still haven’t told me how you came about the name Liam, did you fake it” I say as I place my bare feet on the floor. He chuckles and drop his hand.
“No, my mom’s parent named me that and I decided that’s gonna be perfect since no one knows it except dad mom and Ryan” I mutter an ‘Oh’, suddenly feeling sad at the mention of dad.
“Okay cry baby go clean up and let daddy spoonfeed you” I roll my eyes and get off the bed, It’s a good thing I can walk well now.
“Want me to help?” He stares at me in concern.
“No liam… I can manage on my own” I smile and move to the bathroom. I spread paste on a new pack of toothbrush and wash my mouth whilst staring at the mirror. A million thoughts cross my mind as I brush. Would I be able to adjust to this kind of life, where there’s always the press trying to squeeze life out of you with their endless questions. How about sir paige… is he ever gonna accept me. I rinse my mouth and run my wet hand down my hair before packing it up into a rough ponytail.
The only option is to give him a piece of my mind. I’ve got to muster all the courage I have to confront him. We’ve gone too far and I can’t let go of him. it wasn’t my fault I fell for him. I know liam wants to do this, but I’d beat him to it. Antonio isn’t gonna tear us apart. I sigh and stare at my self in the mirror. I’ve pulled so many stunts before, lying to the police countless times, hiding him in my little apartment for so long I lost count. This would be the last stunt. I’d give it my best shot. I breathe out and palm my cheeks before sauntering out of the room.
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I stare at the transparent glass door leading into Sir Paige’s home office in the large mansion. My palms all sweaty as I eye the devilish looking man standing at the door. Jeez what the heck I’m i doing!. Going to talk some sense into a top notch politician slash mafia man, sounds like a death sentence to me. I took in deep breaths and walk towards the man manning the door. He eyes my figure and that makes me cringe.
“What… do you want” He voice out in think Spanish accent. I itch my hiar nervously.
“I’m here to see Sir paige” He arch his brows like I’m talking nonsense.
“He hates to be disturbed while working miss….” I get the message … leave Emilia, but I find myself staring at him.
“I’m sorry… it can’t wait” I mutter lowly. The guy dilates in surprise wondering what I’ve got to say that is so important. He finally snap out of his thoughts and nod. He punches the buzzer and the door opens, he walks in and the door shuts after him. I try not to cringe in fear. I was doing this for myself. The door slides open and the man steps out.
“You can go in miss” He says as he holds the door wide. I blew out a breath and nod before walking in. I didn’t have time to admire the expensively furnished office with blue tainted glass walls and white drapes before I stare at sir Paige sitting behind a large desk. I resist the urge to run out of his office as his eyes watched me.
“Afternoon sir Paige” I croak out as I walk to stand in front of me. Gosh I hope I don’t die. He leans backwards on his swivel seat and trail his eyes down my body.
“You’ve finally decided to leave Madrid and go back to Boston right?” He tears his gaze away from me and focus on the laptop in front of him. I gulp nothing, his gruffy voice trying to kill the little courage remaining. I shift on my feet.
“No sir Paige… I’m never doing that” I voice out and he look up from the rim of the laptop to stare at me.
“Sebastian and I have been together for months now…. and we love each other. I’m guessing you want your son’s happiness” His name sounded strange in my tongue but i wasn’t about to call him liam in front of his dad. He shuts the laptop and gets off the chair. Uh oh!… what’s he doing!. He stalks closer to me and stared right at me, as if staring into my soul to find out truths.
“You’d only distract him from his career Emilia” I flinch at the mention of my name. I never thought he noticed me, talk more of knowing my name.
“I don’t think so sir paige… Sebastian wants me to be with him, and he might as well leave again just like he did a year ago…. after Jane’s death” Saying those words didn’t make me nervous again and I watch his cold eyes stare at me, the eyes of a stinky rich man, who’s a politician and works in the Mafia, who ever thought nerdy Emilia would confront him.
“Jane… was a big distraction… and you’re no exception. My son has to be successful before he thinks of settling down” I pause and stare at him.
“Making him bow to your wishes is creating a huge hatred in his heart for you…. aren’t you at all bothered. The mere sight of you makes him want to punch you on the face!” I raise my voice a bit and he knot his brows clearly surprised.
“And how about Rose… She’s still gonna be with him if I leave!” He chuckles and shook his head.
“She might have help me get back my son, but I’m no fool to let get have her way with Sebastian…” The door barge open and I whip my head to see rose walk in. She’s really different now. shiny hair, a short strapless gown and black heels. jeez!.
“Sir paige… what did you just say!” She croak out as she stops beside me staring at him with a hurtful look.
“Just what you had Rose!… it’s obvious you don’t love him,
obsession and lust isn’t love” I widen my eyes at his outburst. Rose clench her teeth.
“I thought we were on each other side!” She sniff lowly. Its obvious she’s been listening to our conversation.
“The more reason I don’t want you for my son…. or you too” His eyes stop on me and I look down my feet. Rose stiffens a sob and I feel her eyes on me before she storms out of the office. I clench my teeth. Gosh!, this can’t be happening.
“Involving yourself with Sebastian is risky Emilia… you’d get hurt, and no one would be able to save you…” I shook my head almost immediately.
“No Sir Paige… I don’t give a fuck if I get hurt being with. It’s a risk I’m willing to take, it would only kill me to stay away from him” My voice falters and I bit back a sob. He’s got the power to send me back to Boston.
“And why do I feel like you’re here for his money…. I could give you the best life could offer Emilia…. just don’t get involved with Sebastian….” He drawls as his voice drops to a concerned one. I sniff and wipe a tear.
“I met him as a criminal sir Paige… a normal guy and that’s who I fell for, I don’t mind going back to the life of a commoner just so I could be with him….” I wipe another tear and silence follows.
“You’re hurting him with your actions sir Paige… and he won’t stay if I leave…. I’m gonna make him come with me, and this time you won’t have the slightest idea where he is… he changed me, made me the girl I am now… and I can’t bear the thought of staying away from him” I stop abruptly, my voice shook with emotions. I raise my head to stare at him. His face held different emotions, the only one I could decipher is the look of admiration he gave me.
“I hope you consider your decision sir Paige” I wipe my cheeks and I could swear I caught a small curve of smile on his lips before I turn and stride out of his office.